nervous

                                    

                                          
Seulgi's pov
Oh My Fucking God! Kang Seulgi what have you fucking done??? God what have i done what have i done what have i done???
I love you. What in the fucking world was i thinking to say that? Did irene unnie hear it? She didnt right? Cause she didnt react? How would i face her if she did? Will she hate me? Does she know she is hyunjae? Did i ruin the perfect timing i was waiting for to confess what do I fucking do? Aish kang seulgi you dumb ass. 
I went out of the make up room. Good its a few minutes before irene unnie is done. Im going to have to face her again. 
I look around and finally found the person ive been trying to find. 
I grab her arm and pull her to an empty room. I turn on the lights. 
What now? Seungwan asked. I made a huge fucking mistake man. Okay... This is huge cause you only curse when its huge so whats up? Irene unnie. So whats up with her? I fucking told her i love her. Seulgi you dibshit you shouldve planned on it not say it straight away. How will you face unnie now? Im talking to you because i dont know what to do you idiot stop cursing at me because im feeling more nervous. Just then we heard an announcement. Wendy please come to the make up room we will just put on the last things then its your turn to go on set. Well thats a perfect timing. You need to deal this on your own seul. I'll see you later. What? No. Wait. Seungwan! What do i do? Aish. Shit what do i fucking do? 
I walk back to the make up room. I am infront of the door taking deep breaths in and out. I wish the ground could eat my alive right now. I close my eyes and open the door. 
I look around and only the staff was there. I sigh out of relief. 
I sat down on my spot when unnie came in. Shit. She is here. Stay calm seulgi. She wont say anything with the staff here with us right? She probably didnt hear me anyway. I look at the mirror and saw irene unnie looking at me. It took me a few seconds to look away. Shit. Shit. Shit. She is looking at me. What do i do? Seulgi we are done with your make up. We will go eat lunch first then i will retouch your make up okay? I nodded. They went out. 
They went out? Im alone? With irene unnie? Right now? What do i do? Do i say anything? Should i wait for her to say something? 
Irene's pov
You look good. I started. T-thanks... Y-you too. I smiled. Why is she stuttering? Why are you stuttering? She looked shock. I... Umm... We.... I am just nervous for the shoot. Yeah... Im nervous for the shoot. I chuckle. So I really was hearing things. Great im in love with someone who is in love with someone else. I dont know what to do and now im crazy. Great what could be worse huh? Just then wendy came in and say. Seulgi where is my phone? Here. Seulgi say as she show it. Wendy ran to seulgi and hug her. Thank you. I thought i lost it. Okay that is worse. I role my eyes and use my phone as a distraction. 
Wendy's pov
Okay. Now im sure unnie likes seulgi. After seeing her reaction when i hugged seulgi there is no way she doesnt like her. Now i just need this bear to believe me to get her bae. 
I went to the room and look at irene unnie she was busy using her phone but i see her constantly looking at the mirror glancing at seulgi. 
I hold seulgi's hand as i saw irene unnie staring at me. I smirk and pull seulgi to the room we went to earlier. 
Dude she is in love with you. How many times do i have to tell you she isnt? I wont believe you man. Not unless she tells me herself. Lets talk later man. She then walked out. Great she wont believe me. I sigh. 
Irene's pov
It was seulgi's turn. After coming back after wendy suddenly pulled her she was immediately called for her turn. 
I went to the set and i decided to watch seulgi. 
Cute. I thought as i watch her. Oh thats a good one. Keep it up kang. 
After a few minutes seulgi finished and went back to the room as i followed her. You did great seul. Really? Yeah you were amazing. Thank you hyun. No problem seul. I hug her. You might think this is just a friendly hug but i want to take this chance before my dream snaps back into reality and wendy comes in. 
Seulgi's pov
You did great seulgi. Thanks wan. So who is next? Its yerim's turn. Suddenly unnie stood up then went out. She's into you man. Shut up. Dont you see how jealous she is when im talking to you? No. How would I see her being jealous. She is not even in to you. She is! For the last time wan she is not into me. She is in love with someone else! She is in love with suho! Do you really have to rub it on my face? Dont you get it? Im here trying to move on and there you are giving me false hope. She isnt in love with me wan. 
I didnt let her say anything and went out. I passed by irene unnie and she was looking at me but i just look ahead and passed by her. 
I sat on the nearest bench i saw as soon as i got to a place where i thought was far enough from the set. 
How long do i have to keep doing this? Why is moving on so hard? Why am i doing this to myself? I look up and saw unnie walking towards me. Im hallucinating. This is not real. I look to the side and suddenly i felt the bench move. Seul. Okay its not a dream.