(Don't read, or do, but it sucks)
- Angst
- Fluff
- No smut
- Feminine reader
I'm surprised how successful this book has come, thank you so much for all the reads and votes!
Please don't mind any spelling or grammar mistakes, I wrote this ages ago a...
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Lately, I have been feeling a bit anxious. I haven't told anyone about however today I feel especially anxious. It's weird, I feel like if I'm not with someone I'm going to....well...... get kidnapped and drowned. Now, the weird bit is that from when I was 10 I swam for the county club in England, where I used to live, so it's very weird.
I am sat in the living room in the living room with the others, watching a movie. However, my thoughts were somewhere else, I was staring out the glass window, my eyes fixed on the charcoal sky and icy sea. It made me shiver slightly, goosebumps arose on my arms. Nat's head was resting on my leg and Tony's arms around my shoulders. "Cold Y/N/N?" Nat suddenly asked, feeling the goosebumps. But I didn't hear her, I was still locked out of the present time, gathering my thoughts. Bruce paused the movie and everyone looked at me "Hello, earth to my lovely wife?!" Tony said, waving his hand in front of my face.
Then it hit me, a million thoughts ran through my head, memories even.
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"Y/N???" Thor yelled, throwing a piece of popcorn at me. "W-W-W-W-W-What?" I twitched, the pain and experience of when I drowned cementing itself in my head. "You've literally been staring out the window for the whole entire movie!" Clint replied, throwing his hands up in the air. "Take a chill pill birdbrain" Nat said, kicking his head from her seat. "You seem a bit off, you okay?" Tony asks, softly grabbing my chin and turning my head to face him. "I-um..yeah, just thinking about something.." I say, forming a fake smile. He frowns "Lier, what's wrong?" Tony asks again, becoming more stern. They all stared at me, waiting for an answer, this lasted for about 5 minutes.
"Oh for goodness sake, she's obviously not gonna tell us, just unpause the fucking movie!" Clint yelled. "Language!" Steve yelled quickly back. "First of all, rude, second of all, Bruce give me the remote" Nat tells him. Bruce chucks the remote across the room to her and she unpauses "Y/N we're going upstairs" Tony tells me, grabbing my wrist and pulling me up. "No Tony-." I start but instead he keeps pulling me upstairs until we're in the bedroom.
He locks the door and turns to me, sitting down at the end of the bed silently. "What's on your mind?". I rest my head in my hands "It's nothing Tony.." I whisper, staring out a the sea. "It's obviously not fucking nothing Y/N, I can help you!" Tony yelled.
I was a bit taken back, we never usually yell at each other "You wanna know what's wrong, I just remembered when I was 15 my parents pushed me off a cliff and I almost drowned, there, you happy?!" I yell back, throwing my hands up in the air. He pauses and his expression changes, slowly getting up and coming over to me. I look down as tears fall down my cheeks, he holds my hand "I'm sorry I yelled, and I'm sorry for what happened, is that why you've been staring at the ocean lately?" Tony asks quietly. I nod slowly making Tony sigh and pull me in for a gently kiss.
"I promise I'll never let that happen to you again" he whispered, rubbing my back gently.
