seven.

                                    

                                          
[ lowercase intended. ]
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mackenzie
finally. 
i'm finally free. 
this sensation reminded me of being released from prison. 
no restrictions, 
simply being me.
i get to accomplish something i couldn't before. 
thanks to these two gentlemen for their help in getting me through it.
we've been parted for two days. 
it was me who put an end to it. 
but i didn't cry, and i was even pleased. 
i'm not sure why, 
perhaps it was because i had cried enough while we were still together. 
plus the fact that we had broken up, isaak continued to contact me. 
crying, 
begging, 
apologizing. 
i couldn't help but laugh. 
because, 
he had genuinely met a new person. 
isn't he a jerk? 
pleading for a second chance, 
amidst this, he had discovered a new girl.
although, i'm finally alone in this place. 
however, it's a bummer that i didn't have someone to actually talk to. 
i have jules, lexi, johnny, and hayden, at the very least. 
the good news is that we're now all in the same group chat! 
so, in essence, we're all connected. 
moreover, 
in the group chat, we have a new friend. 
oh, it's one of our old pals. 
Austin Brown is his name. 
i used to have a crush on him when i was in third grade, but that was before. 
we're currently friends. 
which is wonderful,
because it has been two years since we last spoke.
RANDOM FAM??
i know, our group name is so weird. 
we didn't know what to call it.
: yo guys let's all play
: i'm down
: nah sorry i can't, i needed to join hayley for a project
: can't play, i gotta do my homework
: ugh
: lex?
: i can't, i'm eating
: hayden?
: i wish i could, but i'm not at home rn
: so it's just me and you kenz, huh
: yeah i guess
: okay
after he replied, he sent a text message to me.
: yo kenz you wanna play?
: of course
: oh, okay
: after playing i'm going to tell ya something 
: okay then
 the rest of the game was just us, and we had won first place two times in a row.
: gosh that was hard
: lol if i wasn't there with you 
: i bet you'll only be winning 10th place
: oh shut up
: LMAO
: btw, do you wanna facetime?
: yeah sure