Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 20

                                    

                                          
Trust is like a piece of glass
Once broken, will never be same again..



Siya Khaleja
I reached the hospital and ran inside with tears dropping from my eyes continuously
"Di how is he?" I asked coming to stop infront of di and she nodded negatively making my breath stop 
"Theek se batayiye na kya hua" (tell me properly what happened) i sobbed hardly 
"Woh adi ko RK number se call aya tha jab woh uthaya hame yeh pata chala" (adi got the call and when he received it we came to know about it) Priya's eyes teared even she respects him a lot 
Doctor came outside and we ran up to him
"Doctor kya hua Rahul theek toh haina" (doctor what happened Rahul is alright right?) i asked 
"Yes he is out of danger right now and he will get conscious in 2 to 3 hours no serious damage only his forehead is hurt and his hand is sprained a little nothing to worry"he said and i leaned back on the wall taking breath of relief my heart has wept into my mouth damn he scared me to the core 
After 3 hours he came to conscious and everyone went inside while i stood out 
From today onwards you shouldn't see his face 
Keerthi ma's voice echoed in my ear stopping me from going inside i sighed tiredly 
I am drained, drained of all this...drained physically as well as emotionally...i couldn't 
I sat on the chair as tears rolled out of my eyes i sobbed covering my mouth with my pallu
I didn't listen to his voice neither i saw his face from past 1 week i am feeling as if i am not myself 
"Siya" i heard Keerthi ma's voice and stood up wiping my tears 
"I am sorry ma but i couldn't just sit there knowing that my Rahul as met with accident so i just ran to here" 
"I am sorry i dint knew that you both loved each other this deeply...i am so sorry for hitting you i will take back my words you can meet him you can see him and you can talk to him and even you can live with him" she said and i hugged her sobbing heard 
"Thank you so much ma thank you" i said and after breaking the hug i took deep breath and walked inside the ward slowly 
I entered and looked at the bed where my husband was laying with tired face and what squeezed my heart is when i looked at the bandage on his forehead i went to him slowly and when his eyes stopped at mine everything froze around us 
We are looking at each other after a week but i feel like years 1 second without him near me or around scares me alot 
I don't know when i reached him but i was broke out of trance when his hands held mine and i looked around to find no one i think they all left 
"Siya" he uttered and i closed my eyes and a small smile played on my lips 
"Aap dekhkar gadi chala nahi sakta hai kya i was scared to my shit"(can't you see and drive) i scolded hitting on his chest 
"I love you"che said and my breath stuck in my throat and the red hue found its way on my cheeks and i blushed heavenly 
"Toh Ghar chal rahe ho" (so are you coming home) he asked and i grinned nodding
"Lagta hai badi jaldi hai tumhe apni Ghar jaane"(why do i feel that you are excited to come to your home) he asked raising his eye brows and i rolled my eyes 
"Bas bhi kariye aap ab rest lijiye mei abhi athi hoon"(stop it and take rest now i will come) i said and turned to go while he pulled me onto him and i fell on him gasping 
"Aap kya kar rahi hai ab lag jathi"(what are you doing you would have got hurt) i said and tried to get up while he adjusted me on himself 
"Aaise hee raho i missed you"(Stay) he said and snuggled his nose into my chest inhaling my whiff 
Soon i got comfortable with him and i snuggled into his chest 
"Aap theek toh haina aap jante nai mei kitna dar gayi thi aur phir jab bhi aap drive kar rahe ho na tab yaad rakhiye ki Ghar mei MAI matlab aapki patni aapki Siya aapke liye wait kar rahe hai"(you are okay right you don't even know what i went through and when ever you drive remember that ME i mean your wife your siya will be waiting for you i want you safe and sound with me)i said and he nodded 
Soon we both drifted of to peaceful sleep with each other in arms after a damn hectic week 
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It's been 2 weeks and Rahul is now totally fine and i am thankful to God for that
We both have become close but he never tried to cross his limits knowing that i am not yet completely ready for it 
From past week he is very sweet and we have been spending time together and from yesterday he had started going to office and he has become busy since then as his absence created havoc 
Right now i and di with Divya came to restaurant to spend some quality time with each as it has become a hell lot of time 
"You know i am in love" announced Divya in a low voice making me and di gaso in surprise 
"Are you serious" we asked in unison and she nodded we both squealed and hugged her which got us weird look from the people in the restaurant we mumbled a small sorry and sat back in our place 
"Who is that unlucky guy" i asked and got a snack on my head by none other than Divya i glared at her rubbing my head where she hit and i am 99% sure who it is but we need confirmation right
"It is the person from our office his name Advik" she said i dropped the spoon with thud echoing in the restaurant and looked at di who has dropped the plate making it shatter into pieces 
"What the hell are you saying Divya" we both whisper yelled together and she looked at us confused 
"What rubbish are you talking do you even know what you are saying" 
"Why what happened why are you both reacting like this" 
"We thought that you and Varun are together" i said 
"We both fought" she said shrugging 
"Divi listen yes there maybe misunderstanding between you both or may be you both even fought so don't even take rash decision each and everyone can see the love you both have for each  other just because you fought that doesn't mean you should roam around telling that you love some other man what would you if that man heard it it will be of great consequences think wisely and take decision divi don't give your love in the hand of ego you are going to lose everything" i said and di nodded agreeing with me she sighed and bursted out into tears 
"Yes i love him but he is already dating someone" divi said making us gasp one more round 
"What" we heard voice from behind us and looked at Varun who was standing there and glaring at Divya 
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Most powerful words of a monk,
If you want to learn to be strong  learn to enjoy being alone..
Love,
Siya..