Your presence ...

                                    

                                          
Taylor Swift - sparks fly 
                          
Its not continuation of something but it is the time when almost he had a vacation and we enjoyed our vacation time . He went to his native place for a long 15 days and that's when I felt lonely . A sudden emptiness that I never felt before ...
Hey Helen ," Why havent you been with us so long ?" Asked daisy. I answered ," I have no interest in playing ." I just wanted sometime alone with nothing around . I was frushtrated with anybody who came into my privacy . Each week I had my classes , I went and I returned home . It was kinda shortcut to my home , the lane had Rudy's home . I always saw there and thought if I could sence him , feel him in air . Its kind of wierd but its true . 
One evening of the vacations back then in late summer's partly monsoons , I heard a voice," Helen I am here !" And that made me pause ....the pause had a scilence in the air . The rush of rains and wind blurred my vision and yet I could see him clearly . It was no one but Rudy in reality . I ran towards him , with eyes filled with water . He saw me with a great smile . He laughed and looked at me as never before . I asked him if I could touch his hand so that I Believe that he's there . I pintched myself so that I wake up from dream . I really met him and was blown away with happiness . I really didn't knew how to express the feeling of being loved . I was in a happy mode all of a sudden . He also smiled because I smiled . I just went really dancing from whole the road that he came from native place . 
After all this suddenly I realized how I fell in deep love with him . How he was so important for me . When he was not there , it made me worst and when he was there , it was heaven . I fell deep love with him , doubted if he too is in love with me . Because if its really a game ....it might have an end with grief and leave me hopeless for life ahead . Who knew a nightmare came into reality afterwards.....
More updates soon , for more details and more suspence opening stories keep on reading about how Helen faced many things ahead !!! Xoxo