Chapter Five: Not again.

                                    

                                          
Y/N POV:
 Oh my god. Spencer said he loves me. 
 "S-Spencer I.."
 "I understand if you don't like me the same way,
y/n." 
 "Spencer, I feel the same way. Ever since I saw you in the office, all I could think about is you. I didn't think you liked me that much, but yet I still loved you." I said, trying not to cry. Spencer hugs you and he hug him back, your face buried in his chest. "I just don't want it to happen again. I know that you aren't like that, but I'm just scared." Wait. You never told him. Shit. 
 "What do you mean y/n?" He says, eyebrows burrowed. 
⚠️⚠️MENTIONS OF RAPE⚠️⚠️
 "Well, in my last relationship I was in, I had been with him for 5 years.  He was extremely abusive and if he even saw me breathing next to a guy, h-he would hit me and yell at me." You say, beginning to sob. "That's why I moved here. Because I couldn't be with him anymore and as I walked out, he grabbed me and pulled me back into the apartment we were staying in. He r-raped me and he wouldn't let me leave. But I snuck out the next day when he was sleeping."  Spencer looks at you and he begins to tear up. 
 "He can't hurt you anymore y/n." He says, pulling you into his embrace. You hugged him and he began to tell you something, but you got a call. It was Emily. 
 "Hey girl!! The team is going out for drinks tonight. Would you like to come?" Emily says. 
 "Y-yeah I'll be there in 15." You said, trying to sound as normal as possible. 
 Spencer asks you who was that and you told him about Emily inviting you out. Spencer also got a call about going out. He looks at you before answering. "Yeah, I'll be there in 20." He says then hanging up the phone. "Are you sure you're ok?" He says, looking concerned. "Yeah, I'm ok." You say giving him a slight smile. 
 You both head to the bar in separate cars to not seem suspicious. Your team was already there. 
 "Hey girl!" Penelope says pulling her into her embrace. She makes you smile and you hug her back. 
 "You ok, princess?" Morgan says, looking into your eyes. Shit my eyes must be puffy from crying. 
 "Oh, yeah I'm fine Derek." You say giving him a soft smile, thanking him for his concern.  He was still worried, but brushed it off, trusting you. 
 "Well, let's drink!" Rossi says as he holds up his shot and clinks it with the team as they all hold up their shots. 
 You were 2 shots in and notice a guy looking you up and down. Ew. He looks old, wearing a fake Rolex, sunglasses, and a black suit with a red tie. You were talking to Penelope and she looks behind you, causing you to turn around. It's the guy in the suit. 
 "Hello, sweetheart." He says, giving you a creepy grin. You were obviously disgusted and still talked to him, not thinking because you were drunk. You couldn't hold your liquor, but never told anyone that. 
 "Hello.." you say as he is checking you out. You were wearing a red dress, with a lace sewing at the bottom. Spencer came up to you and looked the guy up and down. Spencer was atleast 4-5 inches taller than this guy. The guy obviously went away once Spencer asked, "Is there a problem?" Obviously pissed off. He went to go sit back down in his seat, but you could still feel him staring at you. It sent shivers down your spine, but you ignored him. 
 After everyone went home, you gave Spencer a goodnight kiss as you headed towards your car. And walked separate directions.
 You texted Spencer.