CHAPTER 2

                                    

                                          
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I CAN'T STOP being conscious of myself. I did things that I don't usually do when meeting someone, which is kinda weird, like I wore my favorite dress, I put light make up on. Damn, I'm so nervous for nothing.

"Hey," Kenma's bored voice put me back to my senses. "Am I late?"

"No, I'm early," I awkwardly laugh. "Sit down and order first,"

"Okay.." he simply answered before ordering. I waited for him, again. "So.. where's my bag?" He asked when he came back, with his order.

"Here," I handed it to him, he did the same to me. I opened my bag and check it. Damn, all of my things are here, and it's embarrassing, really. "I know you happened to see what's in my bag,"

He closed his bag before responding, "Yeah.. I was surprised about it, but don't worry, I did not tell anyone, not even a soul,"

"Thank you for that," I sighed with a relief. At least I don't have something to worry about anymore. "I was really nervous that you know.. you'll think bad of me, not anyone can keep my secret,"

"I was shock that you smoke, I'm more surprised because of that," he looked at my bag. "But it's okay, it's pretty normal for me,"

My eyes widened. "Is it because you've watched Fifty Shades of Grey?" I lowered my voice.

"I-i.." his cheek reddened. Fuck, it's cute. He's cute. "I did not watched it, tho I did a research on what those things are for. I need to satisfy my curiosity,"

"Is your fit of curiosity satisfied? Or do you have more questions? I can answer it for you," I said. He did not answer. Was he nervous? Afraid? Damn. "Do you think that I'm a freak?"

"It's not that.." he denied it quickly. "I'm thinking a question,"

"Oh.." I nod. At least he doesn't think that I'm a freak. "Go ahead, I can answer it, as an expert to this kind of things," by that, I mean BDSM.

"What is BDSM?" He lowered his voice.

"To simple put it on words, it's bondage, discipline, dominance, submission, and sadism," I said. "I don't need to elaborate those words one by one, right?"

Kenma nod. "Why are you into it?"

"That's a personal question," I sipped on my coffee.

"You don't have to answer if you don't want to."

"Nah, I'll answer. Simply, because no relationship in this world is perfectly equal. It's either dominate or submit to someone," I said. 

"What did you chose?" He asked.

My brows furrowed. "I don't get your question,"