Chapter 37 : Pain of death.

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What's so special in the last two episodes?

I should go check it out?

I clear my things and jog back to my trailer from where Taehyung emerges, face clean, expression aware and cheerful.

I smile warmly and stop in front of him, cupping his face gently.

"You look handsome." I whisper, brushing the rebel strands of hair from his forehead.

"I know." He smirks, leaning closer and pecking my lips gently. "I'm gonna have breakfast, I'll see you on set?" I nod my head and let him go, getting back into my trailer and rummaging through my things for the script.

When I finally get my hands on it, I sit on my bed and start reading through.

Nothing too surprising through most of the before last episode and I read on, not really knowing what to expect.
I turn another page and freeze, tensing up, dread paralysing my muscles.
Taehyung...

I need to talk to Taehyung about this before someone else mentions it. I need to talk to Taehyung.
Knowing Jin he's be ready to tell Taehyung before I get a chance to.
If he does, Taehyung will go bunkers.

I can't believe no one told me prior that things would get this heated in the show.
Sure it's not an American sex scene, but it's bad a enough scene for my boyfriend to watch, not to mention the important detail regarding the fact that Jin is my ex boyfriend.

I close my fist on the script and run out of my trailer, running to the common room. Seeing how hard it's been for Taehyung to witness all of Jin and I's interactions, this-

I push the door open and my eyes fall on Taehyung who's putting away his tray. Jin is nowhere in sight and I sigh in utter relief.

Should I tell him today?

He'll be distracted for his last scenes. Maybe I shouldn't. I'll tell him later. Yeah, that's wiser.
Instead, I rush back out and make my way to Jin's trailer, walking in without knocking.

He's startled but relaxes when he sees me. His eyes dart at the script in my hand and he nods silently, knowing why I'm here.

"Yeah, I felt bad at first." He says, cleaning up his room, more relaxed than ever.
"But then I don't have to pretend. I'm looking forward to this scene." I open wide eyes, absolutely flabbergasted.

"What did you just say?!" I ask, my tone translating the distress I'm feeling.

"Yeona, I know it's been so long, I mean almost a year, right? But regardless of whether you accept it or not, I'm still in love with you." He stands tall in front of me, looking me straight in the eye.

I can't speak or think for that matter.

"You can think I'm being selfish and unreasonable. But Yeona, I'm not perfect. I'm fucking human.
Why would I pretend to feel bad for filming a steamy scene with a girl I'm in love with?
Yeah Taehyung's your boyfriend. So what? I mean, I don't give two fucks.
Better yet, I'm even looking forward to the fact that he'll be watching."

My heart clenches at his horrendous speech, and I shake my head.

"I'm not filming that bullshit with you. I'll get a stunt double or whatever.
I'm not doing it with you." I walk back to the door, eager to be out of sight.
At this point. I'm fully ready to quit this stupid job.

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