Friendships

                                    

                                          
Everyone has relationships. People in there lives. Everyone at one point or another has learn how to form a friendship. It nice to know that friends will be there for you. I wish someone had warn me that there are good friendships and there are bad friendships and that good ones will never want to see you fall.
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SD Narration:
Remember our friends I mentioned last chapter. You know A.S.,C.M. and N.H. well there more to them then I originally thought. Let me just do a short telling of C.M. he moved away I once had feeling for him. He moved backed we didn't really talk that much because of different schooling. We met up again later in life. As life would have it I bump into him on my birthday in Sandusky Ohio he thought I was cute. He ask for my number and snap but I pick up on the fact that he wanted to hook up and not want to go out really quickly and that all there is to the friendship of C.M. there was no communication after that and of course no I didn't hook up with him. (You nasty minded readers yeah I was reading your mind) 
There a little more to A.S. and N.H. friendships stories and they all lead with high school there also some other friendships I will introduce to you but again I'm getting a bit a head now. 
Like I said I use to consider A.S. my best friend at one point in time. My parents had me transfer schools in the 8th grade so I didn't see A.S. for an entire year but as life would have it I did see him again and it was freshman year of high school. We both ended up at Chaney high school Home of the Cowboys and it was a S.T.E.M. and V.P.A. school. One of the best high schools in the city of Youngstown. What shock me about A.S. is that in that one year time A.S. had completely changed. He was taller which is normal for teenage boys and he had facial hair. His voice was deeper and he was no longer the sweet guy I knew from childhood. When I first seen him again I was leaving algreba and he was heading into algreba I was so happy to see a familiar face but I wish I could say he felt the same I said hi to him but he pretended like he didn't know me and just walk right pass me and there been no interaction since. He  eventually remembered me but he refuse to socialize with me as if I was beneath him. It pained me I can admit. I was starting to realize as I went on in life that it was just a normal thing for people to mistreat me for no reason. It broke my heart my childhood friend acted like that but the saying time changes people is true and that the end of my friendship with A.S.
I had to transfer schools by force I had to go to school on my side of town. I ended up at East high school home of the Golden Bears I was told to avoid this school my entire life because of it bad reputation. Well none the less I made the best of it I still continue in things like volleyball and the performing arts. Sophomore year as life would have reignited me with N.H. our bond was super close though we haven't seen each other in three year he had transferred to stambaugh in the seventh grade. Him and his sister while  his sister was still the same after three years even more talented then ever.  I would discover that N.H. would be the friendship that broke me most.
I cherished the bond me and N.H. use to have I didn't think that he would become Mr. to cool for school. None the less I stupidly was friends with him and at one point in time I was attracted to him. I even stupidly asked him to go to homecoming with me which he said yes to but later ditch me to go with the captain of the girl basketball team. He also had me dance with someone who I knew had a big crush on me and then later on try to tease me for it. I had no feeling for the guy and the guy I dance with knew that I had no feeling for him and respected my wishes by still being my friend.
N.H. broke my heart by telling me that he was just using me to get through school and that I really didn't mean anything to him. In high school I was willing to do anything for N.H. and I was there for him on countless occasions. In high school I ran a snack business and N.H. was late to school sometimes and wouldn't be able to eat so I would give him a snack bag so he could eat something I also use to help him with math homework I should of known I was being used back then but I was young innocent and native. I didn't think we would change so much but it turns out I never changed just the people I use to call friends from young childhood. Graduation day with N.H. was awkward I could feel the hatred his girlfriend had for me because of our bond he never once corrected her told her that there nothing going on and mostly didn't defend our friendship I was friends with this person for 15 years and he just didn't do anything. It also didn't help that his mom as well as his sister shipped us together. His mom and my mom were both taking pictures of us Graduation day and know that his sister didn't like his girlfriend because everyone alway said down the road me and him would get together  yeah I stop believing that crap about the end of sophomore year there was no way down the road that I was ever going to marry someone who couldn't keep up with me let alone respect me I will give him the benefit of a doubt for how he defended me sometimes as kids but when he grew up he became a huge jerk and even though I wish the best for everyone after high school I knew we were not going to be friends after I didn't want to believe it but it was true.
Freshman year friendships that matters  D.J. and T.E. they are great people and later in life become my bestest friends in college. 
There also B.O. who I been best friends with since sophomore year as well E.G. who I also been best friends with since sophomore year. 
There are also My great support from high school which was L.B. who was very supportive of me and believed in my talent and was also very nice to me. She also did my hair from time to time. She the reason my hair looked amazing for Homecoming as well as Graduation. Then there was my great friend A.G. may she rest in peace. She was a good person and didn't deserve to die but she has a daughter who still alive and at least her legacy will live on. A.G. was supportive of my volleyball days I was also there for her senior night as a cheerleader. She supported my singing career and believed in my talent and loved my songs. She was also there and vey supportive of me when I had difficult with N.H. she would text me and make sure I was alright and know exactly what to say to make me feel better about my self she was a good friend.
There are also the colleges friends at least the ones that matter. G.V. and M.M. I love these two to pieces I love being in dance club with them and I have a great time with them just hanging out and making jokes. They are just so awesome. I also met R.C. and M.P. in college as well. Long story short me and  M.P. are no longer friends and I don't where I stand with R.C. today so that. 
Since we are on the topic of friendship I guess there one last friendship group to talk about and that is the friendship of my friends in sandusky ohio. There not many that I keep but there is .E. and there D.L. as well as T.W. who is like my big sister. Then there just my friends in the games department. That all there is to the friendships of SD.
Was this an exciting chapter. Do you wanna here more about in the life of me. You know there are the relationships aspect of my life but once again that a story for another time. Don't be surprised I told you guys my life is not a fairytale that has been told so there are no happily ever after or is it find out on the next chapter of In The Life of Me by SD