47. Mood

                                    

                                          
Josephine
I try not to think about anything else other than Leo's lips and hands on me. My body feels strange, and it's tingling in a good way. A way I've never felt before.
When I first learned what masturbating was, I was a little afraid to do it. The boys at school were always talking about 'jacking off' but the girls never talked about it, so I thought it was something only boys did. My mother only told me not to have sex until I was older and fully understood it and the potential consequences.
Then I got a little older and gave it a go.
It was a big fail. I didn't know what I was doing, and it frustrated me that nothing was happening. Not that amazing feeling people talk about.
Over the years, I tried a few more times, but I was met with the same disappointing results.
I would try after kissing someone and I'd be wet but would not climax. 
So I just gave up on the whole sex and orgasming thing in high school and college.
But now with Leo, I want to have sex with him. I want to experience that with him. Only him.
I saw the worry on his face when I told him. He would enjoy watching me come just as much as I did him.
His lips move slowly against mine. I love how he's taking his time. Pulling back when he thinks he went a bit too fast on me. But I don't mind whatever he does. He can do it all to me.
His hand moves across my chest, my stomach to between my legs. He sneaks a hand under my shorts and his warm finger touches me, making me shudder at the weird feeling.
His fingers are much bigger and rougher than mine. But it feels amazing.
His lips leave mine and I open my eyes to see his gaze dark and focused on me. I hold his gaze, only focusing on him and not the million thoughts going through my mind right now.
I feel a slight pressure at my opening and frown.
"Feels good?" He whispers huskily.
"Mhmm." My throat is dry and my body is going haywire. "Kiss me."
He listens to my plea and connects our lips, kissing me with tenacity.
Leo is the first and last man who will have his hands on me like this. And I love that fact.
His finger flicks my bud, and a shudder runs through my spine. I break away from him to release a low moan.
Wow, that felt amazing.
"You're almost there." He tells me, nipping my ear.
If that tingling feeling was this good and it wasn't an orgasm, how much better are actual orgasms then?
He increases the speed of his fingers, flicking me with precision. My hands clutch the bedsheet and the hem of his shirt.
"Ah." My body feels tingly, and my back instinctively arches from the mattress.
My eyes close shut and my toes curl onto themselves. I can hear both of our heavy breathing, mine mixed with sighs of pleasure.
I throw my head back as a thrill runs through my entire body.
I focus on the way my hands clutch onto whatever they can grab, on how my vision goes blurry. How a sensual tremor is making its way through my body.
With a few more flicks of Leo's finger, I release a groan as literal fireworks erupt in my body, starting from where his hand is.
Waves and waves of pleasure keep on traveling through me
A weird sensation is swimming through me and at first, it's a little nerve-racking, but I let the feelings take over and enjoy them.
I'm in my own world where one exists but me and this moment right here, right now.
I am transported into outer space. All I see is stars, and my body feels like it's floating.
My heart is going crazy, trying to pump extra hard to keep up with all these new sensations.
After the last wave goes, I slump back into the real world, but keep my eyes closed as I try to regain my breathing under control.
I'm not sure how many minutes pass by, but when I finally open my eyes, I'm met with Leo's gaze. We stare into each other's eyes for a beat before a big grin takes over my face.
"That was, hands down, the hottest thing I've ever witnessed."
A bout of laughter escapes my mouth.
"Wow," I breathe out. "So that's how it feels like?" I feel energized and tired at the same time.
"Pretty amazing, right?"
"It was so weird at first, but then it felt really great." I giggle, feeling giddy. Now I can see why everyone is always talking about 'getting off.'
"I'm so happy you were able to climax." He kisses my forehead.
"Thanks to you."
He shakes his head. "No. All I did was set the mood." He wags his eyebrows.
"You're welcome to always set the mood."
He laughs and removes his hand from my shorts. My eyes grow two times in size when he puts his finger in his mouth and sucks it clean.
He hums around his finger as his eyes hold mine.
"Can't wait till I get to taste you with my tongue."
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A/N:
Josie's first orgasm!!