Jungkook immediately looked up at his fiance's words ,"you- you don't find it wierd? A m-man wearing skirts and dresses? You are okay with it? And how did you know that i would like these type of clothes?" He asked the youngman before him.

"Huh? Why would I find it wierd? Anyone can wear whatever they like. Who am I to say anything to about that. What matters isnt if i am okay with it? What you wear doesn't have anything to do with me. You can wear whatever you want. And about how did i know ....you can say that i just took a wild guess. "He replied the older with a smile.

"Thank you so much ,thank you, thank you ,thank you sooo much." Jungkook chanted suddenly hugging taehyung catching him off guard but soon he hugged him back. But seeing the older so happy just because of a mere skirt got him a bit curious ,there has to be a reason.

Both pulled away after a few seconds already missing the warmth of the each other's body against their own. Both had a light blush on their cheeks. Actually kookie didn't know what took over him that he did that ,but he wouldn't say that he didn't enjoy it. And even though taehyung was caught off guard and got surprised ,he still loved every second of it.

"Why would you ask that though? You know all those questions... Did somebody say those things to you?" He awkwardly asked the older. He saw how his fiance immediately tensed at the question but before the man could deny it. "Don't lie." He warned him.

The younger sighed feeling his heart heavy. He decided to answer the younger because he atleast deserved the answers of some questions. He remembers he still has to answer the question he asked that day in the restaurant. So he started...

"I used to love wear clothes like this ,yknow like dresses , skirts ,gowns and all these feminine things. I loved dressing up ,wearing make up and all these things. But that was around 8 years ago.

I told you about my first marriage ,right. Well ,my ex husband didn't really liked these feminine clothes ,make up , dressing up and shit.

Even though i am a special male ,i still identify as a male. So he found all these wierd and on-once i dressed up all dolled up in a pretty outfit with beautiful makeup. H-he *deep breath* be-beat me up for that and told me to n-never do that again. And i look ug-ugly in those clothes.

So i-i never did all that dressing up ag-again. I even st-stopped wearing co-colorf-ful clothes after that." By the time he ended he was trying to stop himself from sobbing ,his face was covered in tears. One thing he hates the most is reminding the last memories that are nothing but painful.

He hates those years of his life. He doesn't want to think about anything related to that man who destroyed his life. He can still remember how in pain he was , every single word said by that man is etched in his mind. But he can't seem to forget them at all ,his words still haunt him to this day.

He immediately wiped his face with the sleeve of his shirt but the tears didn't seem to stop and keep flowing more.

The younger was shocked to hear everything ,now he can understand why the older was always hesitant about this topic. He can't understand how a human like that can exist. He took notice of his fiance's condition and immediately went forward and put his arms around kookie's small body.

The crying bunny immediately hugged him back tightly burying his head in his neck sobbing continuesly ,"h-he h-hit m-me , it h-hurt ver-very m-much. " He was saying between his sobs and hiccups ,he has suppressed his emotions all these years a lot and this was just a result of that.

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