sleepover

                                    

                                          

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The days meant nothing to me, it was always the same. 
Wake up, eat breakfast, go to school, come home, shower, play games, cry and go to sleep. It was like I was stuck in a loop, and I hate it. All I want to do is run, life felt meaningless.
I was a 18 year old boy - who seemed like a bubbly and normal teenager, but that was what only my family thought.
I sighed and added the toothpaste on top of his black toothbrush, I run it under a bit of water and start to brush it against my teeth. My teeth wasn't always the cleanest it was a bit yellow.
After brushing I spit out the excess, i gurgle my mouth with the cold water and dry my mouth with my towel.
As I took off my clothes to change I checked my body out in the mirror, god was I slim. I only eat one meal a day which is breakfast, sometimes I have an apple as a snack but that's not likely; There's this weird voice I have in my brain, to tell me to be empty, maybe that's why I don't have a girlfriend - because I'm overweight and, or too ugly for their well-being.
I sighed and changed into my white t shirt and grey baggy sweatpants. I unlocked the bathroom door and headed my way downstairs.
I expected someone to say good morning to me, like my mother or father but instead there was note placed on the marble kitchen island. 'Father and I are at work.' The note read, my mother must've wrote this, her handwriting is similar.
I rolled my eyes and made my way to the fridge with magnets all over it.
A container with two meatballs were the only ones there. I opened it and grabbed a bowl, I placed the two meatballs into the bowl and placed a paper towel on top of it. I opened my microwave and placed the bowl inside - tapping the microwaves burins until it said 1 minute and 20 seconds.
As the microwaves timer finishes I opened it, the meat spheres were steaming. 
I picked out a fork and stabbed it into one of the meatballs, I took a little bite and swallowed it whole. My mouth was breathing smoke due to the heat.
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I rushed out my front door to take the school bus, i was late. The weight of my bag on my shoulders weren't helping at all, it just made it harder for me.
Luckily I hopped on the bus in time, the bus was filled with chatters of other students.
As I passed through the middle of the seats people would stare at me, I looked for my best friend Antfrost to sit next to. "Darryl! How are you?" I heard someone call from the back seats, "Hey Ant!" I exclaimed.
He smiles and pats his hand down on the empty seat next to him, i thank him and sit down. It was an awkward silence during the whole ride, I didn't have really much anything to say.
As the bus finally arrived to our school 'Merint High', I grabbed my bag and walked down the isle then out the bus.
As I made my way through the wide doors of my school I heard a similar voice call from my right, "Darryl over here!". I followed the voice to find out it was Cara (captainpuffy).