part 21

                                    

                                          
"Taehyung, are you okay?" Bugom asked but taehyung remained quiet with his eyes still staring at nothing.
"Tae" bogum called when he touched taehyung's shoulder waking him up.
"What?" Taehyung asked confusedly.
"Man, you spacing out" bugom said and waited now for his friend's reaction.
"I'm good" taehyung murmured looking at random spot in the air, he thought deeply about something, something that bothered him to death.
"Bugom... if you confess your feelings to a good friend, and she rejects you.. how your relationship going to be after?" Taehyung asked and bogum raised one brow.
"I mean, we might won't be close the way we were... I'll probably stay away to let the feelings fade" bugom said while thinking.
Taehyung felt his heart getting heavier and heavier every moment, he wasn't completely sure but something told him he hurt little jungkook that night, he couldn't remember what happened and when he asked jimin he didn't know what he was talking about.
So he sat there when bugom kept asking him why he's asking and what's the matter.
Even if jungkook liked him when they were kids it's impossible that he still do, jungkook treated him so bad not the way he should treat someone he loves.
Maybe he's trying to revenge him for something, or maybe he doesn't know how to Express his feelings.
Damn... he's a mess.
Taehyung went out of school Nari was attached to his hand, they head to taehyung's car when suddenly his eyes met jimin's, jungkook was next to him.
"Hey tae, aren't you coming with us?" Jimin asked and taehyung glanced at jungkook that stood there looking away, he told jimin he'd come over to finish that project they worked on.
"I'm taking Nari to eat and I'll come later" taehyung said feeling so nervous.
"Oh, you guys going on a date!! Have fun" jimin said and pulled jungkook with him when they walked away.
"Let's go" taehyung said getting into his car waiting for Nari to get in.
They sat in the coffee after they ordered drinks taehyung at looked Nari that sat there silently.
"Why aren't you drinking?" Taehyung decide to ask and Nari looked at him.
"What did want to tell me?, you said we need to talk" Nari looked at him and taehyung felt his heart clenching so hard he wanted to cancel it, to turn back but it looks like there's no way back at this point.
"I.." taehyung started.
"Nari I really like you" he said and Nari face fell down.
"I felt like you going to break up with me.." Nari said and taehyung bited his lips it's really was so hard, he knew Nari wasn't a fool.
"I'm really sorry Nari.. it's not about you, you're amazing!" Taehyung genuinely said, he really didn't want to break up but in the same time he didn't want to use her.
"I'm the one wrong, I'm stupid" taehyung said, his words make Nari's eyes wet, a tear fell down and taehyung broke, he fight his argue to cry and kept it in.
"You have someone else you love?" She asked, raising her eyes to look at him.
"I don't know, I'm confused and I don't want to hurt you" taehyung said as he came closer to wipe her tears.
"It's ok, I actually had a feeling for a while" she said and tried to smile.
"You know, when it comes to love you should follow your heart" she said and taehyung felt awful.