heather happier ending....∆\π

                                    

                                          
Okay so this will be the exact same except if I make a few changes in the story but the ending will be different / happy
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Y/n pov
What THE FUCK REALLY HAHAH" jay scream followed by everyone laughing and screaming 
I dont even know what they said or what they are talking about 
Is that a inside joke they are talking about? 
Maybe they hang out with out me I mean I don't add anything to this group
I just make them worry
I don't know if they even care to worry 
Why do I keep hurting myself
They are amazing friends maybe I just want pity
Why would u want pity when u aren't even telling this to anyone 
But they know I am sad aren't they going to ask
Why do u want them to ask y/n maybe u are looking for pity
"Hey y/n everything okay?" I hear her voice 
By her I mean Billie ellish
My life long crush and best friend at least I think of her as one
I look up at her 
Almost blown away by her beauty
How can someone be that beautiful 
"U-uh yeah of course" I say giving my most realistic smile 
I see her mirror my smile nodding not really believing me 
Her smile is so heavenly
She is such an angel
"Y/n are excited that summer break has started" lui says looking at me 
"Yeah of course finally no school that's a relief" I say smiling 
Mentally slapping my self at that stupid response 
Like who says that
I hear Billie laugh
I swear my heart skips 10 beats every time she laughs
This whole crush thing has been going on for too long 
I had this phase where I hated her for being so amazing and perfect 
I know crazy
But I could never hate her
Ever
I wish I was perfect for her 
I wish she would look at me the way she looks at the beautiful girls thirsting over her 
But again they are beautiful, with their long silky hair and basically perfect skin 
And a perfect body 
Of course Billie would give them compliments
"Hey y/n!" I hear billie say
I hey snapped out of my thoughts once again by Billie 
I look up at her as she is standing up
While the rest of the group Follows her 
" we are going to the park to take some pictures the lighting is fucking bomb there" Billie says smiling 
"I- I dont know" I say 
Y/n shut the fuck up and go
The ya really finally making u feel included why aren't u trying to make ur self better
She raises her eyebrow
"I didn't ask u did I?" She says smirking dragging me by my arm
"BILLIE" I scream as she drags me
"Fine" I huff as she stops 
"Finally now get ur ass up" she says helping me get up and making me follow her
See y/n she does care about you 
You just want self pity 
"Y/n take my picture" Billie says giving me her phone
"Sure" I smile as she goes by the beautiful blossom tree and does her iconic pose (u decide which one) 
I take the picture 
Wow she is so fucking photogenic
"Oooo lemme see" she says jogging over to me
I laugh giving her the phone
"Damnnnnn I look hot" she says hyping her self up
"Damn right u do" I smile 
Ew why did I say that
I don't know
Billie looks at me and gives me a genuine smile