Am I her ? 🧐😵🤯🤔

                                    

                                          
Kirti's pov : 
      The next morning I woke up to see the sun bright and early , i saw myself to see i was in Ashwin's arms , he was resting his head on my chest our legs and hands tangled together !! It made me blush but memories from last night washed and i remembered our fight , i mean my anger , and how i drank and some little bits when i was drunk !! But i could remember something else too , i said to him that I am kirti his wife and we have been married for years !! What does that mean ?? And the photo that was hung on the wall caught my attention !! I couldn't differentiate myself from kirti !! My inner voice says it's me but it's not true right , i am Hasini she is...kirti !! But something was proving it wrong , according to Ashwin she is no more for past 5 years and exactly i got my accident 5 years ago !! How can it be a coincidence , we both look so similar !! Am I Kirti ? Did I loose the memory of Ashwin when i got into the accident ! If yes why didn't anna anni or even Ashwin say that to me !! I was thinking over and over when i felt my headache and i groaned , sensing my movements Ashwin woke up !!  
Ashwin : What happened maa ? 
Me : My head is paining Ashwineey !! 
   I said holding it while he stood up immediately and searching the bedside drawer took my tablet and i had that !! Ashwin hugged me calming me and soon i got ok !! 
Me : I am...ok now !! 
   I said while he got from the hug and carassed my hair gently !! 
Ashwin : Why did u get ur headache suddenly ? 
Me : Um....must be the alcohols effect !! 
   I said lying while he nodded !! 
Ashwin : It's possible , why did you drink then ? 
Me : Because of u !! 
   
      I said pushing him away while he looked at me surprised !! 
Me : What did you say to me ? That it's all a act !! 
Ashwin : Yeah it is !! 
Me : Then why did u held her waist !! 
Ashwin : We were in public , people might suspect us that's why !! 
   He said and something inside me triggered !! A visual image of myself and Ashwin together flashed !! We both looked more younger , he had no long hair or beard !! He said the same words to me while I blushed at that !! It was in the hospital !! Both of our chemistry was intoxicating , i could feel we were newly weds , i was drawning into that when someone shook me hard and the visuals  came back to bedroom to present !! Why do i feel like that !! Is it a deja vu ? Or why am I feeling like this !! I was thinking again when Ashwin touched my cheeks and i came back to senses !! 
Ashwin : Are u okk for real maa ? U are zoning out again and again !! 
Me : Yeah....i am ok Ashwineey ! 
   I said while he nodded !! 
Ashwin : It's Sunday take rest for a while i will go and make u breakfast !! 
Me : It's ok...i don't feel sleepy , let's go !! 
  He nodded and was about to turn when i grabbed his collars !! 
Me : It's a act right ? 
Ashwin : Aah baby , i promise it's a act !! 
Me : Then why did she say she will say a good news soon !! 
Ashwin : She overdid the act a little , but the only news they will receive is me and shreya breaking up and u and me getting married okk ? 
Me : Mmm...but if she do something and u end up arranging a wedding with her , i promise I will say to the media about us !! I will even say i am carrying your baby to stop the wedding !! Even our friends and ajju will support me !! Remember that !!