thirty two

                                    

                                          
Chapter 32: Do It Once for All 
Translator: Mia 
Jeon Jungkook now managed a cold smile and acted cruel, “I was slinging mud at you? Lisa was like losing everything when her mom was gone. What if she found that she had a twin sister who was sent away by Wen Ruyu since young and the sister was found by you, but you had killed her instead of sending her back to her side? You had even taken advantage of her sister’s death to cover the truth that she was alive. The dead one shared the same blood with her!” 
Kim Taehyung lowered his head and pulled his hair with force. It never occurred to him that Jeon Jungkook should have the ability to investigate those things in detail. He was unwilling to hear more. 
Jeon Jungkook exhaled, “Lisa’s sister could have given birth to a baby safely, if it were not for your selfishness to take advantage of her death. She had baby in her belly. It was two lives! Wouldn’t you be haunted by nightmares?” 
Kim Taehyung covered his head with hands and couldn’t help shaking his head, “Stop! Stop!” 
Jeon Jungkook continued, “Kim Taehyung, if you were not found by the police, I wouldn’t utter a single word for Lisa’s sake. However, it’s my greatest concession.” 
“If Lisa knew you had set so many perfect traps for her and made her lose her sister and live such a miserable life, how would you expect her to think of you? Wouldn’t she hate you with all her soul? Isn’t it good to remain status quo? She lives with me in peace together with Lalice, but she would always bear in her heart your goodness, not knowing that your hands were stained with her sister’s blood. Isn’t it good enough?” 
“Would you be so kind-hearted and let her remember my goodness” Kim Taehyung scorned. The hatred in his eyes grew. He didn’t want to give up Yu Lisa. She had become the apple of his eye for long after all these years. If it were not for his strong will to gain the apple of his eye, he wouldn’t have done so many things wrong. 
Jeon Jungkook lifted his head up, blew a cloud of smoke, threw the remaining cigarette to the ground, and smashed it repetitively with his leather shoes. The way he smashed it gave people an illusion that it was a thing hard to smash. 
He was putting up with all his decisions. He had to fought with another him deep in his heart. He had no other choice but to turn all the bad things he had done to Lisa into machetes, and using them to attack another him who was unwilling to accept the reality. At last, the Jeon Jungkook who could accept everything lived, though heavily
Injured. 
Jeon Jungkook was silenced for quite a long time. He was not meant to act nice. However, he couldn’t forget his feelings when he went through Lisa’s belongings when she fell asleep. His heart was like being sliced by thousands of knives at the same time. 
Jeon Jungkook wore a faint smile and the bitterness in the smile could be told, “How would you think I would do the same things as what you’ve done? To defame me in her subconscious by taking advantage of the hypnosis in psychotherapy? To lead her to hate everything of me and then avoid me? Weren’t these things done to cut off every possible way for her to get back to my side instead of getting her cured?” 
I wouldn’t do the same things. 
I had seen her medical records in her suitcase. She had intermittent lunacy and couldn’t be simulated. I shouldn’t have robbed Lalice from her hands and stimulated her to mad. 
Kim Taehyung, I could leave you alone for her sake, could bear that she would always remember your goodness, could bear to treat the kid of your two as my own kid, and could even bear that she thought you are a thousand times better than me. However, it was my greatest concession! If you still wanted more, I would…” Jeon Jungkook stopped for a second and then continued word by word viciously, “Do! It! Once! For! All!” 
Jeon Jungkook said in such a ferocious way that Kim Taehyung didn’t even have a clue about how desperate he could be. The five words were enough to frighten him. 
Kim Taehyung dared not to bet against him. He feared to lose anything. He did love Yu Lisa, but he had a family who loved him so much. Jeon Jungkook was such a maniac that God knew what would he do to the Kim family!