eighteen

                                    

                                          
Chapter 18: Separated in Two Worlds 
Translator: Mia 
Jeon Jungkook hung up. Grandpa Jeon at the other side burst into tears when he put down the phone... 
He threw the phone towards his daughter-in-law and scolded, “If it were not for your repeated words that Lili couldn’t get pregnant and give birth to a boy for the Jeon family, I would not divorce them and my grandson would not hate me so much!” 
Grandpa Jeon gave up stopping Jeon Jungkook. He finally decided to unite the families close to them together and fight with the Kim family. After all, the Jeon family had a greater impact than the Kim family. 
The Jeon family won the battle! 
Under great pressure, Kim Taehyung had no way but to hand over Yu Lisa’s body and allow Jeon Jungkook to bring her home. 
For dead people, Chinese people normally buried them and let them rest in peace. However, Yu Lisa’s wish was to be free. No matter how reluctant was Jeon Jungkook, he still wanted Yu Lisa to have what she wished. 
Crematorium. 
Holding the cold hand, Jeon Jungkook kneed down and pressed the cold hand towards his face. He said in a soft and gentle voice, “I don’t want to cremate you if there is any chance. I want to preserve you for the rest of my life. However, I’ve never done anything for you or satisfied any of your wish. It’s the only thing I can do for you though I’m reluctant...” 
Park jimin stood besides. Watching Jeon Jungkook leaning weak beside the dead body, he frowned. He wondered how come for if Jeon Jungkook would cherish Yu Lisa then, they wouldn’t have ended like this. 
However, he dared not to speak his thoughts out, fearing to stimulate Jeon Jungkook to mad. 
What was more, transporting Yu Lisa’s body home with huge cost was to some extent the evidence of Jeon Jungkook’s madness. 
“Lili...” Jeon Jungkook Held the cold hand tightly, “Believe me. I’m actually happy about your visits to my home. However, you’ve never said that you love me. You like to play around and many boys like you. You say you feel yourself inferior in front of me. Actually I feel the same way in front of you...I’ve heard you are the child bride of Kim Taehyung and you’ve never deny this. Lili, I’m... also...of low self-esteem in front of you. I thought the person you loved was Kim Taehyung.” 
Park Jimin couldn’t believe what he had just heard. How come Jeon Jungkook feel inferior? Was it because of his low-esteem in front of Yu Lisa that he pretended to not care her at all? 
Yu Lisa’s body was gradually pushed into the fire. Jeon Jungkook felt that what the blazing fire burnt was not Yu Lisa's body but his viscera. He hurt so much and felt he was in the hell! 
The door was closing. Jeon Jungkook’s blood froze for a second and he rushed to the door without thinking! 
Park Jimin responded quickly and grabbed and hugged Jeon Jungkook tightly. He lifted his head and called the workers, “Come and help me to pull him! He’s gone mad!” 
Workers all rushed to Jeon Jungkookq. They were surprised for they had never seen such a crazy family member. The cremator was not a place to which a random visit could be paid. It would kill people! 
Jeon Jungkook wanted to get rid of all restraints but failed. He shouted to Park Jimin, “Tell the worker to turn the machine down! I don’t want to cremate her. I want to preserve her. I can take her to see the world outside! I don’t want to cremate her! Make them stop! Stop!” 
Jeon Jungkook’s gone mad. He kept shouting and struggling. He regretted. 
If he preserved Yu Lisa’s body, no matter she was cold or not, it was she and he could see her. However, if she was cremated, he could only see her picture in the future... 
When holding the cinerary casket in his hands, Jeon Jungkook finally knew clearly the fact that he and Yu Lisa were separated in two worlds now. 
I loved you. However, I couldn’t spare every effort and do anything for you now...