Miss You

                                    

                                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
((Dave's POV))
I hate my life and I hate myself. I miss Courtney so much and I hate that I hurt her. I'm so unbelievably stupid. I messed up the best thing in my life and I hate it, I just want her back. I dumped Lacy a couple days after Courtney came home and saw her. I just wanted Courtney.  I recently found out that James and Courtney are together now and let me tell you that really broke my heart. I know I broke hers but when I saw that video of them on the street and Courtney was all like "take that Dave" and kissed him. Damn that ate me up inside. As of right now I'm planning on drinking and getting high until it kills me. I don't plan on living without Courtney and I won't. 
((Courtney's POV))
    Almost two months had passed since James asked me out. Don't get me wrong I really like james but a part of me still misses Dave deeply. Luckily mine and James relationship is starting to turn more into a good friendship. It's basically turning into me and Mick's relationship except James and I fuck a lot more. I would never want to hurt James or loose james but I think he understands that I still want Dave. 
It's finally a Saturday night so we all decided we would go out to the bar. By the time we got there it was about 12 at night and the music was blasting loud from inside. I held James hand in mine as we walked in and went up to the bar. I got a beer and James walked off to talk to someone. I walked out back to go smoke a cigarette but before I could get one out I heard my name being called. It sounded like someone crying and screaming for me so I frantically looked around. My eyes quickly landed on him. Dave was standing there stumbling around yelling for me.
"Courtney! Please baby where are you? Courtneyyyyy", he screamed. 
He was obviously drunk and probably high too but I went over to him. He was paler than normal and a lot skinnier and he didn't smell all that great. He honestly seemed kinda dirty. 
"Dave I'm right here", I spoke softly.
"Oh my god baby I'm so glad your here I've looked everywhere for you! I've been lookin for months!", he slurred out. I frowned at him before speaking,
"I'm here now."
He smiled at me and put my arm around his waist to try to hold him up. I was so sad seeing him like this. He looked so sick and he was out of his mind and confused. 
"Courtney can we go home please", Dave spoke while leaning onto me. 
"Ye- yea we can go home.", I said softly. 
I pulled him close to me and walked back Into the bar while holding him up. I found the table the guys were at the when they saw me their faces immediately dropped.
"What the hell?", Kirk spoke first. 
I explained everything to them and told them I was taking him home. 
"Be careful baby, I love you", James spoke.
"Love you too Jamie", I said back.
I pulled Dave out to the car and put him in. I drove us both home while he rambled about how he missed me. Once we got back home I helped him out of the car and inside. After a few weeks of living in the Metallica house I made my own little room downstairs in the basement with my own bathroom and everything so I helped Dave make his way down there. Once I got close to the bed I let go of Dave and he fell back onto my bed. 
"Courtney will you wash my hair pleaseeee?", Dave asked. 
I looked at him and I could tell he was really dirty. I don't know what he's been doing but to me it looked like he was sleeping on the streets. 
"Sure Dave come on", I spoke. 
I got him into my bathroom and I started helping him get his clothes off. I couldn't help but to notice the track marks and cuts along his arms. I gently ran my fingers across the scars,
"Don't hurt yourself like this Dave", I sighed.
"I missed you. I couldn't find you and my heart was broken. But now I have you so I'm happy now", Dave rambled. I sighed and got him into the bathtub. I dumped water on his hair and pumped soap into my hands before running it through and cleaning his hair. It was a tangled and gross mess but I eventually got it cleaned and got him all cleaned up. I helped him stand up and got a towel wrapped around him. Before giving him clothes to put on. I got him into the bed and then slid my clothes off all except my panties and bra like I normally do. I slid into the bed with him and he immediately cuddled up with me.
"Thank you baby, I missed you so much", Dave slurred.
"I missed you too Dave", I spoke softly. 
    The next morning I woke up and the events of last night came back to me when I realized Dave was laying on top of me with his arms wrapped around my waist and his head resting on my boobs. I tried to get up but he wouldn't budge so I just had to lay there until he woke up. About an hour later he started stirring around and I prepared myself for the awkward conversation that would happen next. Dave lifted his head up off of me and looked at me. His eyes met mine and his mouth dropped. 
"Courtney?", he spoke groggily.
"Hey Dave", I said back. 
He raised himself up before almost tackling me down to the bed in the biggest hug I've ever experienced. 
"Oh my god Courtney I've missed you so much. Oh god im so sorry beautiful. Please I love you so much.", he choked out. I could tell he was crying so I rubbed his back to try to comfort him.
"I missed you to Dave.... You hurt me so bad though.", I spoke sadly.
He proceeded to explain everything to me. About how he thought I was gone and wasn't coming back and all of that and I explained what happened the night before. 
"I can't resist this anymore", he said as he pulled me into a kiss. I gave in and kissed his lips back. He tangled his hands in my hair and slowly pulled away.
"Please come back to me baby. I love you.", he spoke softly.
I thought about it but I couldn't say no. I was in love with him and I've been waiting for him to come back. It sounds pathetic I know but god I've missed him so much. 
I shook my head before responding,
"I love you too Dave. But please don't ever do that shit again."
"I promise I'll never hurt you again baby. God I've missed you", Dave spoke as he pulled me back into another kiss. He hovered over me pushing me down on the bed as he left kisses down my body. I let out a moan and he smirked up at me.
"God I've missed your soft lips Davey", I spoke.
He smiled before continuing kissing every inch of my body. He slowly pulled my panties down and slid his clothes off. He pulled me into a deep kiss before sliding into me. We both let out a loud moan and he started pushing in and out of me making me scream his name. Don't get me wrong, James was good in bed, but no where near as good as Dave. I ran my nails down his back and wrapped my legs around his waist as he fucked me. I'm sure the guys could hear us from down here but I don't even care at this point. He thrusts started to get sloppier and his moans got louder so I knew he was about to cum. He thrust into me one last time before he came inside of me filling me up. We both let out loud moans and I came all over his big cock. He slowly pulled out of me and fell down on top of me. He softly kissed my lips before speaking,
"I love you so much Courtney."
"I love you too Dave.", I spoke while running my hands through his long hair. 
"I'm never letting you go again. I can't live without you court and I won't." Dave spoke.
I smiled at him and caressed his face.
" I wanna be by your side till the day I die.", I said softly.