Johnny's POV
I walk with my head down as we walk forward. He grabs my hand my eyes widen and I look at him. "Hey are you okay." I can hear the concern in his voice leaking threw like water on a thin piece of paper. I didn't like it one bit.
"Oh I'm okay don't worry!" I send him a smile. He smiles back and continues walking but doesn't let go my hand. I turn away in an attempt to hide my blush.
He stops "hey are you sure your okay?"
I nod still turned away. He put a hand to my cheek.
"Hey look at me." He turns my head towards him. "Woah you're so red are you sick? Can ghosts even get sick?" I'm so pathetic he was just holding my hand and I was already a gushy blushy mess and now he KNEW that!
"N-no I-I'm f-fine don't worry I promise I'm f-fine!" Damn why am I stuttering so much stop! Okay just calm down breath man breath!
He give an unconvinced look but turns and continues walking. Thank god! He only lets go of my hand once we get to the school ground.
He seems upset.
"Hey what's wrong?" He seems in a daze.
"Sorry I zoned out what's up?"
"Are you okay?" He just smiles and nods this proves somethings wrong but I didn't want to pry. Maybe I should have because once we got to his class a soc walked in and closed the door. I recognize him from he night I killed Bob.
"Now it's time to get you back for yesterday. But first lets talk uh?" I had a bad feeling about this.
Pony's POV
Of course. "The hell do you want." I spat.
"Eh just to ruff you up a bit but lets change the subject. Hm what to talk about. Oh I got it what about your little friend!" The hell is he getting at!
"The hell you mean!?"
"Oh what was his name, the murderer? Oh that's right little Johnnycakes as you call him!" Johnny's eyes go wide and he looks hurt.
"He ain't no murderer so don't you talk about him like that!"
"Oh your still tellin' your self you were the one who killed Bob?" The soc smirks and the only thing I want to do is punch it right off his face though I hold back since Johnny is here he wouldn't want me to fight.
"Don't worry he's dead you don't need to lie to yourself. He was better off dead anyway." And that was it I had enough and this time I knew exactly what I did and frankly I didn't care. I punched him right square in the head knocking him to the floor.
"You piece of shit!" He gets up and runs at me punching me in the face but I stand my ground.
We throw a volley of punches and kicks and everything else we could do to get on top til' I bleed threw my already wrapped hands my face swollen full of various cuts and bruises along with a busted up lip. The soc look even worse he was lying on the floor from my last punch when a teacher ran in.
"You boys to the principals office now! And I thought you were better than this Ponyboy I'm so disappointed in you!"
We walk out the door Johnny right next to me. I'm really worried he has seemed off since we left the house but I don't want to bother him even more so I left it.
We walk toward the principles office everything hurt especially my stomach and my face where I took some heavy hits. God this is stupid I'm gonna get in trouble and this kid isn't going to get anything because he's "so sweet" and "he's such a good kid" yeah right a sweet and good kid my ass.
We walk to his door and knock.
"Come in!"
I open the door and we walk in.
"Go to the nurse's office we'll discuss your punishments later." He's unamused.
When we get to the nurses office she puts me in a room to clean my own wounds she said she could do it after fixing the soc but I said I could do it on own. She then walked to the next room to tend to the soc.
"Well why the hell did you do that you dumb ass!" Johnny said as he began to pick up the alcohol and the cloth.
"He said you were better off dead he deserved it."
He then sits in front of me. Was it just me or was he like super close. He began to clean my beat up face. Since when did he look so pretty? He licks his lips and I couldn't help the way my eyes flickered down to the movement. I then shake myself out of my daze.
"I'm sorry."
"Yeah you better be." He was mad at me I knew it and he had a right to be.
"Not that I-I'm sorry about what that asshole said back there. You're not a murderer and you sure as hell weren't better of dead!" He just smiled at me. The way his eyes crinkled at the edges he was beautiful.
"I know that Pony it's okay!"
"But it's not!" He just looks at me putting a hand to my cheek careful not to hurt me.
"Pony the only thing I care about right now is that your okay. Now let me patch you up!" How the hell can he say things like that so close to my face!?
He begins cleaning my cuts making sure to be ruffer this time.
"Ow what the hell!"
"That's what you get for getting in a fight!" He sang. I can't help but giggle.
He hummed as he worked. Soft look on his face he looked calm yet bit and licked at his lips with concentration. He always did the when he was focused on something. I starting think about him trying to read Gone With the Wind.
"Aaaand done!" He made a triumphant face as I smiled. He's so cute. He then paused and we sat there looking at each other. I never realized the way his eyes shine in the light. We sit like that for couple seconds until I rip my gaze off him and I say rip because that's exactly how it felt.
"Uh a-anyway you better not do that again!" He said scooting away so we weren't so close.
"No promises!" I sing with a big smile.
The nurse called Darry so now we had to wait for him to pick me (and Johnny but he doesn't know that) up.
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If only//Johnnyboy//ghost Johnny au
FanfictionIm a bad writer so apologies in advance Slow updates Based after chapter 9