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(Btw sorry about my absence on the site, I just wasn't feeling my best. Here's a big chapter for you as am Apology!) 
                          
Angel giggled, embarrassed with how he's reacting to this. "U-um-"
                          
Angel then yelped as he felt Alastor's weight push him to the ground. Tho thankfully Alastor used his arms to make sure Angel didn't get hurt. "I apologize for that, I don't exactly have full control over my body right now."
                          
Angel snapped his head to Al and looked confused "You don't look feral-" I'm not, it's a different kind of control. It's... Hard to explain to put it lightly "
                          
Angel nodded, then giggled softly "So I assume you aren't the one that came in here? "
                          
Alastor moved his head side to side, a way of showing thought, then shook his head "I didn't come in here by will, but I did ask for..... help... To put it frankly"
                          
Angel felt his cheeks burn, which Alastor noticed and felt his cheeks to start to burn. Angel gave a smirk and Angel shifted a bit closer to Al "what does the big and powerful Radio demon need help with?"
                          
Angel then gasped when he felt a hand on his hip. Tho Alastor didn't seem to notice while he tries to be honest (because if he did lie, he would loose complete control over the situation) 
                          
"Well I don't feel a lot of emotions... Hell I didn't think I could. I haven't felt a lot of things. The only thing I ever loved was my mom, I only felt joy when I was killing foul creatures and eating the flesh of the living. I just assumed I wasn't made for emotions... Just a way to depopulate the world from evil... But... "
                          
"You make me feel things I've never felt before, you make me feel things I only thought I could with my hobbies-"
                          
Angel yelped as he felt Alastor pull his leg, making him come even closer, looking at Alastor's eyes that flash glimmers of green. His eyes were so intense you couldn't look away. 
                          
"I've  n e v e r  felt things you've put me through... You frighten me... "
                          
Angel felt Alastor's nails press into his thigh "exhilarate me... "
                          
Angel felt Alastor's mouth in the crook of his neck, a cold chill rolling down Angel's spine "I get so bitter when I see other man who are allowed to feel things that I can't.. That can fill those roles I can't... "
                          
Angel physically covered his ears making Alastor flinch. "Look buddy, if you keep talking like that I'm going to become puddy in your hands. All this truthful shit you're telling me is addictive. God I want to keep listening to you-" Then do"
                          
Angel felt his face darken more "but I don't w-" I don't care how far this goes"
                          
Angel shook his head "then can I at least get a blindfold? Because of I keep looking at your eyes, I won't be able to remember my own name. "
                          
Alastor looked confused, but nodded and shifted, making a blindfold appear in Angel's hands. Angel giggled a little and put it on. "There we go, now you can talk and I don't have to worry about anything. "
                          
Alastor rolled his eyes and sighed, trying to get back on track. "... I know I don't feel things the same way you do, but I feel it similar enough to know I want you around me-"
                          
Alastor's hand caressed up to Angel's side. "I have this... I can only explain as hunger for you... A hunger I've never felt before-"
                          
Alastor pulled Angel so now Alastor is looking over Angel. "I don't find you sexually thrilling... But you look delicious... I want to eat you.... spiritually... that's probably not the best way to describe it.. "
                          
Alastor rested his head in the crook of Angel's neck, Angel felt his body shiver underneath Al. "I want to eat you... But not physically"
                          
Angel gave a breathy laugh "I understand you... I think anywa-AH! "
                          
Angel felt Alastor's teeth graze Angel's neck and Angel instinctively covered his mouth. Alastor froze and tried to pull away, but he couldn't. 
                          
Alastor closed his eyes and took a deep breath "I don't know what to call it... "M-maybe spiritual hunger? "
                          
Angel felt Alastor's grin strengthen against Angel's skin. "That sounds cheesy"
                          
Angel giggled at that comment, then immediately cupped his mouth hard when he felt the teeth graze his skin again. Angel took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down. 
                          
Alastor pulled away from Angel a little and started petting Angel's head, slowly moved to different areas of Angel's body, realizing he liked to watch Angel squirm underneath him a lot more then he first thought. 
                          
"Si beau..."
                          
Angel heard that whisper and felt his face burn bright 'God why is he so hooottt?!?'
                          
Alastor started petting Angel's chest fluff, tho he soon grabbed something that wasn't fur and pulled his hand away "You have breasts? "
                          
Angel started to laugh at Alastor and how caught off guard he was. "By now I just thought you openly ignored them... But yes I have titties, tho this is the first time they're big enough to be called such. "
                          
Alastor nodded, now trying to look away from his chest "then why do you not wear a shirt? " why should I? No one notices them... You gonna treat me differently now that you know I have tits? "
                          
Alastor felt his mind race as intrusive thoughts rush in 'stop-'do it, he'll squirm more'
                          
Alastor shook his head "I won't be treating you differently but I have a couple of questions... "
                          
Angel giggled "I don't mind you looking for yourself~"
                          
Alastor felt his face burn as a mix of disgust, hunger, and morbid curiosity bubblef to the surface. Alastor couldn't move, he didn't know what to do. After a little bit, Angel shifted and pulled off the blindfold. His eyes widened once he realized just how flustered Alastor is. 
                          
He giggled and leaned forward "Hey... I was kidding Cervo, you're fine with doing just this"
                          
He gave a sympathetic smile "I'll just let you reset " Angel started to get out of Al's grip, but yelped when he felt Al pin him onto his front "Don't leave. "
                          
Angel giggled gently "Oh... I just thought-" Well you thought wrong"
                          
Angel felt his face start to burn "U-Um-"
                          
Alastor rolled Angel back onto his back "keep facing me... I like seeing your beautiful face"
                          
Angel giggled nervously "Then... Can I do something?... I- well. I just want to see your reaction to it... If you push me away after this then that's fine. "
                          
Alastor looked puzzled at the spider under him, and generally questioned if that was the greatest idea to allow Angel that little control. The thought of Angel doing things to him made his nerves tingle and disgust bubble. 
                          
"Well what is it? " Just close your eyes... I want you to trust me... I promise it's not sexual"
                          
Alastor gave Angel a side eye, trying to decide whether or not to actually trust him. Alastor... against his better judgement decided to try and trust Angel. "I will allow that, if I hear cloth moving I will never trust you again. "
                          
Alastor then closed his eyes and felt a hand on his shoulders. The mere touch of Angel nearly drove him onto a state of panic.
                          
Angel watched Alastor's nervous expression solidify, Angel took a deep breath and moved closer. He grabbed Alastor's roots of his hair and kissed him.