Johnny's POV
I wake up to quiet whimpers. (Yes ghosts can sleep they don't need it but they can to pass the time.) I don't pay much attention till the whimpers grow louder. It's Pony he's tossing and turning with a soaked face. His breaths are short and spacey. I hate seeing him like this.
"Ponyboy wake up." I whisper shaking him slightly trying not to scare him.
He start stirring whimpers growing louder. He starts muttering things I can't understand. I shake him more before he shoots up trying to catch his breath.
"Johnny!" He launches forward hugging me tight.
"Woah there Pony calm down man." I whisper hugging him back.
"Y-you were... a-and and then."
"Shhh I'm here okay? I'm here." I play with his hair whispering in his ear.
By the time he calmed down it was already around 4:00 am. I went to let go.
"No can we stay like this a little longer?" I was shocked but didn't move. A smile spread across my face warmth flowing to my cheeks and the tips of my ears.
We must have fell back asleep because I opened my eyes seeing him in my arms. My face went a light shade of pink. Why do I keep feeling this way!? Okay maybe I like him but he's straight and he likes Cherry. At least he'll be happy with her. He couldn't be happy with me I'm dead. I'm so cold and only he can see me if people see him hanging out with me they'll think he went insane! That's okay he doesn't have to feel the same it'll hurt but I can get over it.
He gives a small stretch opening his eyes. "Good morning." He's smiling lightly and my heart flutters in my chest. How can someone be so damn cute fuck!
"What time is it?"
"Ummm it's 6:30!" I say happily.
"Ugh I don't want to get up." He tries cuddling back into my. I bite my lip my heart rate picks up. Damn this boy is gonna be the death of me.
"Nope! Get your butt up and get ready for school mister!"
He groans. " fine dad!" He slowly gets up. I feel lonely at the lose of his touch but I suck it up and get up as well.
I walk over to Pony's desk as he goes to take a shower. I look at the pictures on his desk all the memories flashing in my head. A smile falls on my face as I turn my attention to Gone With the Wind. I flip open to the page with small piece of paper in it. My eyes widen seeing the piece of paper was a picture of the two of us I carry on to where he was at. A small giggle escapes my lips. So he still can't make it passed there huh? I shake my head.
"Hey Johnny watcha doin'?" I jump quickly closing the book and turning around hoping he didn't see my blush.
"Nothin'!" He rolls his eyes giggling and walking over. He picks up the book smiling at the cover before gently placing it back down on his desk.
"Come on lets head down." He grabs my hand and pulls me down. Why must he keep doin' this stuff he's gonna kill me!? Well I'm already dead but it sure as hell feels like he will!
Pony turns on the TV. Mickey Mouse is on, I smile Two-bit must have been watching the TV last. He goes to switch the channel and I stop him.
"No leave it!" I grab his arm realizing I did it quickly letting go.
He turns to me confused but leaves it he soon walks out of the room to the kitchen. I sigh turning to the television smiling thinking of Two-bit.
Pony comes walking back in the room. "I should start headin' out you comin'?" I nod standing and giving a little stretch.
We walk out heading to school. This is going to be interesting I haven't been to school in a while I wonder what it's like now.
Hey guys I hope you enjoyed! The last chapter was kinda angsty so I added some fluff!
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If only//Johnnyboy//ghost Johnny au
FanfictionIm a bad writer so apologies in advance Slow updates Based after chapter 9