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Prompt: thank you too @scomicheAndTroyler I hope this is what you wanted. 
                          
Words: 3000 
                          
Authors Note - this was really fun to write. Also I know there will be spelling mistakes, but I am not going over it right now. 
                          
Question: Name one thing you want to do. (Always follow your dreams and don't give a fuck what other people say)
                          
Sky diving. As easy as that. Or meet youtubers. 
                          
"You can't be serious Joe. You. Are. A. Male." Caspar put both hands on the older boys shoulders. For the past month Joe had been feeling poorly. So deciding it was a good time today before there trip to Vidcon, he decided to visit a doctor for a medicine he could take. What he found out wasn't was he thought though. 
                          
"I don't know how it happened Caspar! Why do you think I'm just as surprised as you?" Joe looked down again at the pregnancy test in his hand. On his way home he had stopped and gotten a couple just in case something went wrong at the doctors. 
                          
"It has to be wrong. Just, do you have another one. Try another one please." Joe looked up at Caspar who had taken his hands off the shorter boys shoulder and was now tugging his dirty blonde hair. 
                          
"Caspar I've done at least a four of these, not to mention the doctor did a test on it to. Like it or not I'm pregnant with your child. Now would you shut up so we can decide what we are going to do!" Caspar stopped moving his hands, slowly lifting his eyes up from the floor to look into Joe's ocean blue ones. He hadn't really thought about how Joe felt about this entire thing. When he came home, Joe had told him right away and never once did he stop and think about Joe.
                          
"Okay. What do you want to do with the baby?" Caspar put as much emphasis into you as he possibly could. He didn't want Joe to feel pressured or anything. 
                          
"I don't know, I've never been pregnant before Caspar!" Caspar nodded his head, grabbing Joe's hand and leading him over to the couch. 
                          
Once Joe was sat down, and looked comfortable Caspar began to speak. "Look we don't have to decide anything right now, but do you want to have the baby. It's 100% up to you. No one will be mad if you say no." Joe looked up from his hands that were playing with piece of string from his shirt. 
                          
"I-I want to have the baby. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I didn't have it." Joe was so quiet that Caspar thought he had imagine that Joe answered. "Caspar what do you think?"
                          
"What do I think?" Joe nodded his head. "I think that if you want to have the baby then you have the baby. It's all up to you baby. Now is that your final decision? You want to have the baby?" 
                          
"Yes Caspar it is." Caspar smiled at Joe, pulling him into his arms. He honestly wanted Joe to have the baby. Something that actually belonged to both of them. Caspar lifted his hand, running it through the soft brown hair on top of Joe's hair. 
                          
"Caspar?" Joe moved his head away from where it was on Caspar's chest. "Do you think we should tell people?" 
                          
"Do you want to?" 
                          
"Yes and no. I want to tell people that's around us, but I don't think I'm ready to tell the world. I still can't wrap this around my head, think of how everyone else will feel. Can we maybe just tell everyone of our friends at Vidcon? Maybe call daddy Sugg?" 
                          
"Of course baby. Anything for you and the little one in your tummy." Caspar kissed the side of Joe's head, before picking him up bridal style and caring him down stairs to their bedroom. He laid Joe down, before laying down right next to him and snuggling next to the older boy.