eleven

                                    

                                          
unedited
                          
Sienna POV


                          
"Senn" 

                          
As I began to wake up the light began to blind me. I could smell the fresh scent of bread and some bacon began to fill my nose. As I opened my eyes I could see that Luke was standing in front of me with his killer smile and a plate in hand.
                          
"Hi." I said to him softly, cuddling back into the couch with my blanket. I felt so comfortable and at peace I didn't want to fully wake up because of how perfect everything was this morning. 
                          
"I made you some breakfast before we have to go to training. Also training was pushed off to noon and it is 10 am right now." He said as he placed the food on the table in front of me and went back to the kitchen.
                          
"Thank you Luke I can't believe we fell asleep on the couch again." I told him chuckling. When we would do our little movie marathons we use fall asleep. I couldn't help but be happy at this moment. It was weird to be away from home for four years and being back trying to figure out what to do. 
                          
"Are you surprised? We always use to do this and just because you were gone for a while doesn't mean that this tradition would stop." He said bringing his food over to the couch and sitting next to me. 
                          
"I love these traditions so I don't mind it at all you big dummy." I said as I gave his arm a little shove. 
                          
Luke then turned the tv on and started to play the office. As we fell back into our little comfort in my cottage my mind began to wander again. I wanted to have this everyday and after my kiss with Shane yesterday I wanted this with him. I wanted this with my mate but I can't. I wanted to be selfish with my decisions about all of this. But I can't have this comfort without sacrifice. 
                          
"Senn are you okay?" Oh my Luke he never fails to ease my mind a bit.
                          
"I've just been thinking about some stuff." I told him finishing my breakfast.
                          
"I find that hard to believe. You have your serious face on." He said as he turned his body towards my direction.
                          
"You know what I'm thinking about." I told him putting my dish on the table and facing my body towards him.
                          
"I know that you know that I already know. But I want you to just tell me whatever your feeling and just be there for you."  He said as he held my hand. 
                          
"Luke I really don't think that going to talk about any of this will help. I just want time to think and process about all of this. I just want to think about this alone." I told him.
                          
"Okay I'm sorry I just wanted you to be okay and know that I'm here. I just want you to be happy."
                          
---- some time later------
                          
As we were training with our pack warriors  I was letting out all of my anger and all of my frustrations out with the stronger warriors we had. I see that our pack as grown since the last four years. I shouldn't be surprised but their fighting style was different, it was similar to the style that I had learned at the other pack I was with. 
                          
I wanted to tell Shane that we doing well with leading the pack but at the same time I know I couldn't. I could see Harmony with the other ladies in the kitchen of the pack house. I wasn't the only girl fighter we had but I could see why Shane had chose Harmony over me. I knew that he didn't know when he made his choice but at the same time, she was perfect. I could see how seamlessly she blends with the women especially the former luna. It's not like I don't along with their mom, she was always a second mother to me. Harmony was so beautiful too with her golden hair flowing past her lower back. And she was so slim with her little baby bump. 
                          
"Rogues, northern gates." said through the pack link. The smell of rotten garbage swiftly filled my nose. Quickly the women and children were escorted into the pack house.
                          
"Formation one" Shane said through the mind link. 
                          
All the warriors shifted and Shane, Luke, and I were in the front and ready to fight.
                          


                          
-----Authors Note------
                          
Happy Thursday Everyone!
                          
Hi everyone I've been having a little mind blockade but I promise I will update tomorrow as well!!
                          
Thank you!!