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Sienna POV
                          
Seeing familiar faces was such a weird sight. Those 3 years I've been gone just feels like a distant memory. The pack had greeted me with open arms and bright smiles. It felt as though I haven't been gone that long and just yesterday. The familiar feeling of home was hitting me. As I was going deeper into the pack home I could smell him. He was here for obvious reasons and I just wasn't ready. My heart began to ache as I he came into my view. His arm was around Harmony. They looked so perfect, just so happy. And I began to think that should be me and not her. Everything that was supposed to be mine is in-front of my eyes and I could do nothing but just watch them. Watch everything being taken away from me.
                          
"Hey Senn." he said as his arm went over my shoulder, Luke.
                          
I see my mate turning towards our direction and my heart drops to the ground. I didn't want to cause a scene. I just wanted to act like nothing had happened just for the time of this pack meeting. Just for an hour or even less then a hour is what I needed. 
                          
"Hey Luke I said we were going to talk about everything after the meeting." I said to him with a half serious but half jokingly. 
                          
"I just couldn't wait. You always make me wait for you." He said playfully, but I knew he was serious. Not this all over again. 
                          
"Oh your just-" 
                          
"Lets start the pack meeting everybody." I hear Shane say through the pack link. Well that was fast its not even noon yet.
                          
"But Alpha it's not even noon yet? It'll be noon in 5 minutes." I hear Luke say next to me, his arm drops from my shoulder.
                          
"Everyone is here so let's not delay." He says with such a serious tone. The mood of the pack house has shifted. It was once happy and joyful but I think this has something to do with Shane and his down mood. The atmosphere is more serious and gloomy even with the sun trying to invade every crevice of the pack house. 
                          
He looks at me for another second. Even though it's just one second I knew that I had hurt him. I hurt his wolf. I can feel his wolf trying to communicate with my wolf and I. I can feel his betrayal, jealousy, anger, frustration, and sadness. All these emotions are hitting my like a typhoon I feel like I could barely stand at all. I wonder how he's standing and looking strong, just by appearance he looks like a normal alpha with his pregnant chosen mate. My wolf wanted to break free and comfort his. I wanted to tell him that there was nothing going on with Luke and I. That I promise to be his mate but it just seemed that fate didn't want us to work out, it'll never work out between us. 
                          
As our pack members got into their seats in the backyard, Luke was next to me as we walked towards the front of the crowd. I saw Shane stand in front of us as Luke and I positioned ourselves behind. Our parents were talking amongst one another sitting  in-front of us. My palms began to feel warm for comfort. My wolf was trying to force her way out with having our mate so close to us. I began to stare at him and his movements. His presence was the strongest one in the room, not just because he was the alpha of our pack.  He was standing tall and proud. His hands were placed behind his back as he stared out towards the pack. His eyes were staring froward but they weren't focused. I could see he was distracted and that this pack meeting was far from his focus. 
                          
"Everyone we have a couple things to discuss about some pack issues." His voice is strong, his words echoed throughout the wilderness that surrounded us. It was strong enough to shake the tree branches. I need to divert my focus else where. Someone or anything that wasn't him, the more I was focused on him I wanted to not reject him. I wanted him to choose me and to leave Harmony. But I am reminded with the fact that he's going to have a child with her, their child. I felt the pain of the mate bond consume. I felt like I could go insane with the thought that he chose to not be together. I can see Luke look at me with the corner of his eye. He can sense my mood change as well as my focus.