Part 39:// Okay Love

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"Hey baby come on. lets get you cleaned up" Colby said as he reached out his hands for me to grab them.

I grabbed his hands and he had to pick me up because i couldn't walk. He carried me to the bathroom, sat me in the sink counter and started the bath water . While the water was running to warm it up a bit, he went back out to our room to get us a clean set of clothes. After about 5 minutes of him finding clothes, he comes in with a pair of his sweat pants, 2 of his shirts, and a new pair of panties for me. I usually don't like to wear pants while i'm laying in bed unless i have plans to go somewhere. He sat the clothes on the sink counter next to me and pulled out his phone.

"Hey Colbs what time is it?" i asked shyly like he didn't just destroy me.

"It's 7:23 baby" he replied while putting his phone on the sink.

I wanted to get off of the sink to take this lingerie off since we were about to wash up, but as soon as i got off the sink, i fell. My legs still shaking.

"Baby you okay!? Come on let's get you up, let me help you take it off". He said as he picked me up again.

I put my arms up so he can he can pull the top over my head. He them helped me get off the sink so he can take the bottom part off, having me lean on him so he can wrap one of his arms around me for support so i don't fall again.

As soon as he finished taking it off of me, he threw it in the washer that was in my big bathroom.

As soon as he finished taking it off of me, he threw it in the washer that was in my big bathroom

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(Washer is behind camera. Just wanted to show the bathroom)

He went to feel the bath water to see if it was warm enough.

"Okay love, come on, let's get you in here" He said, grabbing my hand with an arm around my waist, helping me in before he got in. When i got in, he got in as well and at behind me. I backed up in between his legs and laid back carefully.

Colby moved his arms and wrapped them around me. Usually i would feel insecure when i'm all naked, especially with someone else, but let me tell you, when i'm with him and he sees my whole body without me hiding it, he lets me know that it's okay and he loves me and my body. I'm not fat, but not skinny, i'm chubby, i have small rolls, thick thighs, good size boobs, and he still loves me.

He grabbed my loofah and put my body wash on it and started washing my body gently. Once he was rinsing it off, i felt a kiss on my head. This man, i'm in love.
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We got out of the bath and got dressed. Once we were both done getting dressed, he picked me up even though i was able to walk now, and he walked us back into my room. When he put me on the bed, i looked at my phone. 8:42pm. We were really in there for a while. I didn't mind, i loved doing simple things with Colby. They made me happy.

He sat on the bed next to me.

"Hey baby, you want anything to eat?" he asked me kindly

"Um, maybe pizza?" i replied

He texted the group chat and asked if they wanted some pizza so he knew how much to order. I looked at my phone because it went off when he texted, everyone said yeah.

He dialed the pizza places phone number and ordered the pizzas. While we were waiting, Colby pulled me in and let me lay on his chest.This was home.

"Hey Colbs? When it gets here, do you just wanna eat downstairs? It feels like for all of us living in the same home, we don't hang out much but we really do but it feels like we don't" i asked him, thinking about his answer

"Of course mama" he said as he pecked my lips and gently pushed my head back down on his chest.

After a couple minutes of cuddling, he got a phone call. He answered it.

"Hello?...... okay i'll be right down" he said

He gave me a pair of spandex shorts to put on so i wasn't in my panties going downstairs. We walked down and got the pizza. We all sat at the island, eating our pizza, laughing and talking.

I kept zoning out, thinking about what had just happened up in my bedroom. I kept thinking about it and couldn't stop. Me thinking about it made me feel that way again. I couldn't stop thinking abt it no matter how much i tried. They continued talking upon their selves.

"Baby? You okay? You're zoning out" Colby asked, making everyone looking at me.

"Yeah i'm okay" i chuckled, letting them. know that nothing was wrong.

"So Colby and I plan on taking a trip for our next video. We're going to Arizona to check out an abandoned hospital, only 2 days." Sam said, informing us.

"That's good! When do you guys leave?" Kat asked

"In 2 weeks" Colby answered her

That made me a bit sad. I don't like to be here alone. The girls will probably leave to go hang out with their other friends so i would be here all alone. I don't want to be here all alone.

"Hey Y/N, you okay?" Kay asked sincerely

"Yeah i'm fine" I lied, forcing a small smile on my face so they believed me. I'm not fine. I know that this is his job, this is a big big part of his life. I'm just not ready to let him go out of state and have be here alone.

They kept talking about how fun it will be, and what they're going to do. I felt tears form in my eyes. I quickly left the table and went to my bedroom. I pulled out my phone to text the group chat so they don't come up here and see i'm about to cry.

Family❤️

Y/N- Im sorry i just left like that, i felt myself get tired and y'all were talking and i didn't want to interrupt. Goodnight you guys <3

Kat- Goodnight Y/N <3

She's the only one who answered but i assumed everyone else read the message. I turned off my bedroom light and got in bed trying to stop the tears. I wasn't tired, i'm not tired. I just don't want to see him go. I couldn't cry in front of them.

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