Am I in love?

                                    

                                          
The next morning:
                          
KV, who was in half-awake ,said to himself," Jaldi uth jata hoon, mishti ka call aata hi hoga..."
                          
And he wakes up realising that," aaj toh woh flight mein hogi...abhi shayad flight take off kar chuki hogi.."
                          
KV was lost in her thoughts when he says ," I miss you mishtiii..
Tumhara subah subah call.. message...
Aaj pehli baar uthte hi tumara call ya message nahi mila...tumhari daat..jisme kitna pyaar chupa hua hai...tum jaise mujhpe apna haq jatati ho... apnapan sa lagta hai..tumhari fikr..tumhari chinta woh bhi mere liye...aaj tak shayad hi maa-papa ke alawa kisi or ne itni fikar ki hogi meri...tumhare iss pyaar bhari chinta ke liye toh mein humesha bimar reh jaun...par nahi rehna...I want us back ..jaise hum rehte the ...video calls are fun...but humare deep conversations..Masti...tang khichai...sab miss kar raha hoon mein...aur sabse jyada meri chulbuli mishti ko..jiska bachpana dekh main bhi bachha ban jata tha...tumhara gaana.. tumhari muskurahat,jo abhi gayab hai meri wajah se..but i promise you mishti...mein tujhe aur udaas rehne nahi dunga..."
                          
KV comes out of his thought bubble...
And now he tries to sleep but his thoughts is not letting him sleep..
                          
KV shouts in frustration," hua kya hai mujhe?
Bas issi ke khyaal..."
                          
KV- kya hua hai mujhe ... yeh kya kar diya hai tumne mishtiiii...
Kya yeh wohi hai jo main soch raha hoon?
Mujhe.....pyaar?
Nahi nahi...
But yeh pyaar nahi toh kya hai?
Aisa nahi hai ki mujhe kabhi pyaar nahi hua...but aisi feeling aaj tak kabhi nahi aai..
Kya yeh hi hai sachha pyaar?
Is this the reason I am unknown to this feeling?
But what if this is not love?
Maybe just affection..
                          
Nahi affection toh bilkul nahi hai yeh...phir kya?
Am I in love?
                          
Ab kisse puchu?
Papa?
Nahi maine maa-papa ko kuch nahi bataya hai Maine covid ke baare mein...agar mere call karne se unhe pata chal gaya toh?
Nahi nahi...bad idea!
Chhoddo! Mitti paah..iss baat ko yehi chhod deta hoon ..
Yehi sahi hoga...
But bhagna kisi cheez ka solution nahi hota...
Hey bhagwan! Ab mein karoon toh karoon kya..
Baad mein sochunga!
Yeh Mishtii...kab pohunchegi?
Or mera quarantine toh do din mein khatam ho jana chahiye nahi?
Let me call Shivam...
                          
KV calls Shivam...
Doctor Shivam- hello karan
                          
KV- haan Shivam..main puch raha tha mera quarantine kab khatam hoga?
I mean 10 din ho chuke haina?
                          
Shivam- haan karan! 4 din baki hain...or agar tab tak sab sahi raha then you can leave for Hyderabad...wahan airport security bhi test karvaigi..
                          
KV- achha..okay Okay...but tujhe kisne bataya mujhe Hyderabad ke liye nikalna hai?
                          
Shivam- kal hi aaya tha teri girlfriend ka call...ki tu kab Hyderabad ke liye nikal sakta hai...
Bhaii teri girlfriend ne mera dimag kharab kar rakha hai...roj phone karti hai...I know main hi pehle soch raha tha tere ghar se kiska phone kyun nahi aa raha...but uff!
Now I am like...but i am really happy for you that you got your true love... finally after these failed relationships...now you have who really cares for you!
                          
KV was all shocked..and said in utter surprise," meri girlfriend?...kon?"
                          
Shivam laughs and replied in a sarcastic tone," kitni girlfriends hai teri?..."
                          
KV- ek bhi nahi...tu kiski baat kar raha hai..mishti?
                          
Shivam- ab mujhe kya pata tu use mishti bulata hai ..jaan bulata hai..ya baby..teri co star..or kon!
                          
KV- haan haan Debattama na?
Usi ka nickname mishti hai!
                          
Shivam- haan! Wohi bohot hard naam hai yaad nahi tha...
                          
KV- but woh meri girlfriend nahi hai!
                          
Shivam- ab apne school friend se jhoot bolega? 
                          
KV- areh main sach bol Raha hoon..
                          
Shivam- ab samjha...tu celebrity kya ban gaya...ab reveal nahi kar sakta ki whom you are dating right?
Ya woh policy follow kar raha hai...keep it private until it's parmanent types...na?
                          
KV- arehh nahi ...sachi abhi hum date nahi kar rahe..
                          
Shivam- achha! Jald karoge ..dekh lena..phir tu mujhe aake hi bolega ki I was right!..
                          
KV- yaar tu hi help kar de tab...jab itna pata hai toh?
                          
Shivam- kya help?
                          
KV- main apni feelings nahi samaj pa raha? Like what do I feel for her?
Is it love? Am I in love?
                          
Shivam- dekh I am a doctor, and i really bad in these love matters ..but jitna mujhe pata hai..itna mat soch...
Apne dil se pooch...tere dil ke pass tere har sawaal ka jawab hoga...
My wife always says that," yeh Ishq ek dil ka sauda hai, isme dimag ka koi kaam nahi hota.."
So dil se sochna dimag se nahi!
That's what I can advise..
                          
KV- thank you so much mere bhai...
Mujhe nahi pata tha tujhme yeh shayar wale qualities kab aa gaye...
                          
Shivam- ab biwi hai hi aisi meri...uska asar hai... 
                          
KV- ab toh bhabhi se milna padega hi...mere dost ko samajhdar  bana diya hai ekdam..
                          
Shivam- jaroor...
Lekin ab mujhe meri bhabhi se bhi milna hai.. thik hai?
                          
KV blushes and replied," haan baba.."
                          
Shivam- chal bye...
                          
KV- bye ..
They hunged up the phone ..
                          
KV- dil, ab tu hi bata...
Do I love her?
I love to be around her...
I love to spend time with her...
Her presence makes me feel complete...
I get restless when I don't talk to her...
My life feels so incomplete without her...
Do pal uske bina feels like do janam...
Uska yeh pyaara sa gussa...
The way she cares for me...
I want to do the same for her...
I want to give her all the happiness in this world...
I can't see her crying...
Uski muskurahat mein meri jaan basi hai...
Use dekhun na, toh din adhura sa lagta hai...
Yesss!!!
I love her!!!
I love you mishtiii!!(screams)
I love you!!!
And now I can't wait to tell you about my feelings...
I love you mishtiii...
I love you...
You are the one!
I love you!(with tears in his eyes)..
Hum kab milenge...aur kab tumhe mein apne dil ki baat bata paunga...
I just can't wait!!
                          

                            
                              
                                
                                
                              
                            
                            
                          
                          
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-Soumili ❤️