it felt relieving to me.
                          
my sister noticed my zoned out figure, smiling as she continued driving to my destination.
                          
"i hope this goes well.." i muttered under my breath.
                          
though, the girl next to me understood none of it.
                          
my phone lit up with a notification. that was just a message from karina. my sisters friend.
                          
karina noona ~
do well on your confession!!
                          
i let out a soft chuckle and checked the time.
                          
2.30p.m.
                          
gnawing on my bottom lip anxiously, i didn't know whether or not we'd make it there on time.
                          
i was worried. 
                          
very worried.
                          
because of jay, hyunjin and just the confession in general.
                          
i'd be showing up at the place with empty hands. what a way to confess kim sunoo, am i right?
                          
"yah sunoo, snap out of it." i heard minjeong snarl. "you're worrying too much, your facial expressions are giving it away."
                          
the look on my face was very evident. my bottom lip was stuck under my upper teeth, my eyebrows were knitted together and a thin layer of sweat formed on my forehead.
                          
"you need to calm down," turning the steering wheel, she looked around, "she's going to like you back. trust me."
                          
trust me.
                          
yeah, sure.
                          
i checked the time again.
                          
2.40p.m.
                          
how fast time goes by when i'm overthinking. funny.
                          
when i checked my messaging app again, i saw that jay hyung was typing. 
                          
this isn't going to be good.
                          
a gulp echoed throughout the car, making me even more nervous than i already am.
                          
my right leg was shaking like there's no tomorrow. my hands were starting to become sweaty and my body started getting hotter by the second.
                          
angry bird!!!
                          
i'm here. where are you?
                          
are you letting me win so easily?
                          
my fingers hesitated to press on the 'send' button. but in the end,
                          
no, i'm not.
                          
my eyes wandered around to every nook and corner of the car, eventually making me look at the destination we were at.
                          
"this is it," my sister gave me a reassuring pat on the shoulder, "tell me how it goes, alright?"
                          
i gave her a small nod again and undid my seatbelt.
                          
finally, fresh air.
                          
i breathed in the scent of nature and walked on the grass, checking to see if there was anyone.
                          
then, i spotted her.
                          
"jinnie!" i called.
                          
she was beautiful, like always.
                          
her hair was blown by the wind, making it seem like i was in a dream, which i wished would be the case.
                          
a soft smile crept up on her face, she signalled for me to come.
                          
which i voluntarily did.
                          
"nice to see you fennec!" hyunjin hugged me tightly, which i returned. "what did you wanna tell me?"
                          
my face heated up again.
                          
"w-well" i stammered.
                          
damn it, sunoo.
                          
"take your time, don't stress."
                          
get it out quickly, stop fighting with yourself.
                          
"i like you. more than a friend, more than a best friend." i said, quickly, "i like you as a lover. well, love you.."
                          
her face was painted with pure shock.
                          
"i love you too, hyunjin." 
                          
jay..
                          
jay ran up to us from nowhere and looked at me.
                          
this isn't how i wanted it to end up.
                          
"but i think sunoo has a higher chance, so please." he gave me a quick smile. "return those feelings for him, and forget that i ever mentioned mine."
                          
hyunjin averted her eyes back and forth between jay and i.
                          
"i..."
                          
she doesn't like me back.
                          
this was too soon.
                          
i should've let jay hyung have her, this is too soon.
                          
"i love you too, sunoo." 
                          
i looked at her in shock.
                          
jay smiled, already knowing this information.
                          
"and if you're willing to have me as your girlfriend," she cupped my face, walking closer to me, standing mere inches a way from me, "then i'll gladly accept."
                          
she kissed the tip of my nose.
                          
a blush crept up on my cheeks, i picked her up and hugged her tightly.
                          
"i love you.. so much."
                          
"i do too, sunoo."
                          
i let her down, cupping her face in my hands.
                          
"my 10 months' love."
                          
jay smiled, the other guys appeared as well as my sister.
                          
"you did it, lil bro."
                          
THE END
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