Chapter 13

                                    

                                          

Taehyung POV
Walking down the dimly lighted street of Seoul, felt anxiety filled for the first time in my life.... whenever I feel down or off....I am used to walking alone on the streets with my hands in my pocket and I really feel calm and confident....but this time I felt puzzled of my feelings....deep down my heart I didn't knew what had taken place in my life. I wanted to fix all the problems that I had created on my own...I wanted help...I wanted somebody to come to me and tell me everything was fine...tell me I was not going to loose my friend...that I had made after so much long time.....almost after 14 years.
It's not like that I didn't had friends before,... I had but had lost them when I had lost my parents too....after a Car Accident .I was just eleven years old when my parents died in a car accident.  I still do remember that day....The day when I had spent the last beautiful moments with my mom and dad...the day when I had seen their smile for the last time....the day my mom had kissed me on my forehead and my dad had ran his hands through my silky hair locks....for the last time. I still remember that day till date....our family and friends had gathered at our big farmhouse in Daegu for an important celebration that was opening anniversary of our Company Kim Hynix....I remember we had cut the cake together and had enjoyed a lot. We had danced to music all together.My dad had even arranged a lot of functions and a funny puppet show  for us and we had played so many indoor games together such as musical chair and much more....My Dad's friend Uncle Jeohyun and his family and Uncle Baek Hyun and his daughter had also came to celebrate the success of our company.
They all were business partners and not only business partners but best friends too. My best friend and uncle jeohyun's son Michael and Uncle Baekhyun's daughter, my first and last childhood girlfriend ,Nikki was also present there. It was the last time I was truly happy from my heart. After that day, I never felt that kind of happiness ever after.
After the celebration had ended, me and my mom and dad were going back to our home when suddenly my grip on the balloon that I was holding in my hand got loosed and it went infront of my father's eyes while he was driving and by the time he removed the balloon from his sight, a truck came in the way of our car and before my dad could have done something, our car collided with the truck with high pitched horns deafening my ears and blackening my eyesight.
The next thing I knew...I was lying on a hospital bed with almost no injury except minor head injury and Michael and Uncle Jeohyun were standing near my bed... wearing black suit.
I had asked them where my mom and dad were and at my this question Michael started crying profusely and hugged me tightly....I knew what it meant...they had left me....all alone...forever....uncle jeohyun came to my side patting my back and giving me the same black suit to wear telling me that I will have to be strong which in turn made me hug my knees close to my chest and bury my head in between them and cry awfully.
After a while, I had went down to do the final rituals and carry out the funeral of my parents.
That day was a turning point in my life...not only because I had lost my parents forever but also my close relatives and friends.
When I was coming out of restroom after using it, I heard a few people whispering. I went near the source of voices and what I saw and heard made my eyes teary and burn with anger and disgust. Uncle jeohyun was talking with few men and saying that today was the luckiest day of his life because his long time enemy aka my dad was now dead and his dream of taking over our company was finally going to come true. I couldn't have believed my ears but what I saw next made my blood boil with agony, he gave a suitcase full of cash to those men as reward and praising them that they did a good work....it didn't took much time to understand that this all accident thing was actually planned to kill my father or most probably our entire family so that he could take over the company without any obstacles in his way.
I quickly turned around on my tracks cuz little did he knew that the company's petent was under my name and all the shares of the company was also under my name....I knew cuz I had heard about it when my parents were talking one fine afternoon about it.
I quickly ran away from there to my home and called a well known and our family lawyer Mr. Kimbusu with all the related company's paper...I told him everything and he informed me that my father was actually doubtful about this but he trusted Uncle Jeohyun so much that he always sidelined about the matter....
After two years of trial, the court found Jeohyun guilty and he was now in jail for lifetime imprisonment.
After all this incidents that made my life a living tragedy, I decided to change myself forever. I isolated myself from everyone, even Uncle Baekhyun and his family and started living in my country side house that was made by my grandfather for his son that is my father.
I couldn't have lived in the house where I used to live with my parents because it had the memories of them and even if I didn't wanted to go away from there, I had to cuz I couldn't have let those memories weaken and ruin me. But I visit our that house once or twice every month when I miss them terribly....
During those years, I suffered a lot, anxiety, depression,fear of society, fear of people, but as time passed by....these all made me iron willed and strong from inside....I learnt to live on my own and become independent....my father had left me our family business which was indeed growing rapidly and so I never faced financial issue. I passed crucial period of my life all alone on my own without any outsider's help because for me every person in this world has a evil side....I forgot to trust people...
After taking my higher degrees in business school, I officially debuted in my office and was instantly hired as the CEO of Kim Hynix by the board members of our company.
I took over all the works, partnership and  finances of the company under my control and since then I got very less time to think about other aspects of my life.
Most of my employees are dreaded of me because I talk very little and appear to be very strict and arrogant to them....but on the contrary...I was never like that and had always dreamt to be like a friendly Boss for them...but my inner self always denied it and so I maintain a healthy distance from them.
My only friend through all this was my dear Yeontan, my most trustworthy friend.
But my inner self is still arguing with me that how did I became so friendly and comfortable with...Y/n... A unknown girl from a different country who came in my life with pure coincidence and yet became a part of my isolated life so easily....without any effort....as if god himself was managing all this....and here I am thinking about her and even called her to my house just after our first meeting which is totally strange of my behavior. I never felt afraid or doubtful about her...which I often do with most of the people around me. This all was making me feel dizzy and tired and even sad after remembering my gruesome past....so I decided to sit myself on the nearby staircase of a floral shop. I looked at my watch and got shocked when I saw it was already 7:47 p.m. in mid evening. I was out for almost three hours now.... walking on the street with millions of things running through my mind had brought me to a place little far from the hospital....
Sitting there and looking at the moist dark sky....I waited for some kind of answer for my questions from God....
Suddenly a few droplets of rain hit my cheeks which were already damp cuz unknowingly I had cried a bit during all these discussions with myself.
I quickly went inside the shop and scent of different kinds of flowers filled my nostrils....there was a bunch of blue roses lying over a table with red and white ribbons tied around it in a bow. I decided....what I needed to do.
I  knew god will give me my answers sometime...just I will have to wait patiently...and also...
Not let go my this newly made friend away from me because she was some kind answer sent by god to me.....
With this thought in my mind I decided to buy those Blue roses for her and also told the flowershop keeper to attach a sorry card with it and I undersigned my name at bottom of the card....
It was still raining and I couldn't have waited any longer because it was already so late....she doesn't have anybody there as a guardian except me....so I made a run towards the hospital in high pace with bouquet in my hand....I knew she must would have been worried by now....and not to mention but also freaking out....almost at the verge of having a panic attack....which I can't let happen....
With that I sped up myself even more, wanting to reach her as soon as possible....
Don't Worry Y/n....I will keep my promise.....I Will Be There For You...
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