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Author's pov
                          
15h00
                          
And finally it is March, Jimin is back at his house and Yoongi's but, Yoongi is not here with him since he now stay with his girlfriend. He has started college, him and his friend Rose are going to the same college. 
                          
He is happy that now he will able to focus on his school work just to rid of his stress a little. But don't think he has stopped asking about Jungook to Namjoon same goes to Jungook who has been asking about Jimin.
                          
Let's just say, pride is holding Jimin back from talking to Jungook face to face. He want to. Yes, now he is damn 100% that he still love his ex lover- who broke his heart into pieces badly- he still loves him so much. 
                          
Funny huh? Well to him actually. He tried to convince himself that he will try to move on but everything is just stuck and not doing the process he want with his way. He doesn't know how many times does he have to tell himself how weak and fragile he is.
                          
The guy broke his heart- got back to him and fucking kissed him - make out a hot session with him but he just got pushed on the ground and kicked. 
                          
But he get soft and hurt remembering that Jungook was abused by Taehyung not physically or emotionally but sexually- and that explains that he was raping him on daily basis. He want all the best for Jungook, not to be treated the way Taehyung was treating him.
                          
Saying rude - harsh words at Jungook still makes him more and more guilty. And when he heard Namjoon say that Jungook is willing to give him the space he want then he will- and it doesn't sit with him well. 
                          
With a sigh, he drop the pencil on his study table and pick his phone up and scroll to Jungook's pictures. Well he never deleted them.
                          
He stare at Jungook's pictures-how handsome he was with his minty hair and a very manly face- his cheeks- everything on his screamed handsome. He is even blame himself at the way Jungook is right now. Mostly his state. 
                          
" If you love me why don't you try harder to win me back?" Jimin say scrolling all Jungook's pictures with him. A long tear slip out of his eye and lips twitched in a small smile.
                          
" I hate that I miss you Hun. I miss you a lot" he sob hugging the phone on his chest shutting his eyes. 
                          
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Author's pov
                          
" How was your day so far?" Namjoon ask as him and Jungook walk in Jungook's house.
                          
" Fine. The customers did miss me a lot- and also Dr Smith- i met with him and had a meeting with him for 3 hours" Jungook say sitting on the couch and turning on the TV.
                          
" Wow? Really? I thought that you will only  meet him on the weekends " Namjoon say .
                          
" Yes , he was also shocked too. I - I just needed someone to talk to you know because today- I- I saw Jimin's friend Rose- an-and... I immediately remembered Jimin and got emotional even more. I- just miss him a lot" he say with a sigh taking his bucket hat off  ruffling his long hair.
                          
Namjoon smile," you talked it out with Dr Smith?" Jungook nod.
                          
" Next week- me and Jin are having a party of Juju. She is turning 7months old so- we are making a small party and Jimin will be there" Jungook widen his eyes.
                          
" Yep, and we want you ther-"
                          
" No! I am very sorry hyung but i- I can't. Remember what we said?" Jungook say with a pleading tone.
                          
" Yes I do remember - but this is Juju's-"
                          
" Okay, okay I will buy everything you guys need just please hyung " he clasp his hand together which Namjoon laughed at.
                          
" I am sorry bro but we want you there. And also Jimin knows that you will be there." Jungook only look down his eyes getting teary.
                          
" I- I am scared.-"
                          
" I know you are, I know but you can do it Jungook. You are only going to be there for only 7 hours" Jungook whine loudly causing Namjoon to laugh. 
                          
" I know you will bare with it. You promised that you will never ever try to get emotional easy Jungook when you see him. And do you see the process now? You are doing very well and you look healthy like before- you are doing good Jungook- dont you think Jimin will be proud of you. He is an angel- and he do want things to be good in your life also." 
                          
Jungook look up at him and smile, atleast Namjoon made him feel better.
                          
" Wow.... you really know how to make me feel better " he say chuckling. 
                          
" Yah! I raised you so what are you saying " Namjoon say.
                          
" You see Jungook- ever since you were young......"
                          
" Oh God hear we gloagain" Jungook mumble under his breath and just look at his hyung talking about him , about raising him again. God this is going to be a long night.



                          
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