"We shouldn't," I breathed out against his lips.
"Then tell me to stop."
I didn't think much as I grasped the collar of his shirt and pulled him roughly for another kiss.
started: november 2021
ended: august 2022
english is not my first language 😘
"Yeah, yeah. Yes- alright, bye." I hung up on Elsie.
She was all about telling me not to drink too much, bla bla. The first recordings to Heroes are about to start tomorrow and the rest of the album will slowly go next. Right now I was heading to a little party Johnny's throwing to celebrate it. It's more like a gathering actually.
Oh, right. It's been a month since he started teaching me how to play the guitar. I have no idea how many days or nights I had spent in the studio, I just know it was absolutely hell of a lot. Honestly, I wouldn't make it without Johnny. He was always coming up with sweet or funny things to say, to not let me fall apart right there and right that time when I couldn't remember some chords or just wasn't keeping up. We also ate almost every lunch or dinner together.
I have every right to say that he is the funniest fucking person I've ever met. He could always cheer me up and help me if I had any problem. I reassured him that I can help him as well if he needed it, but I don't think he's that kind of person to open up often or complain.
There were a few situations like the one back then at my house or numerous eye contacts but.. I just don't want to make any hopes, especially if it's all in my head. Or even if it was somehow real, then still, I don't feel like having my heart broken again. And definitely not by Hollywood's biggest star and dearest friend.
Back to the reality, Jack has almost arrived to his house. It wasn't a problem, because he has once already driven here. I, however, haven't. Weird, given how much time we've spent together, but I've never really had a chance to go there.
I shut the car door close, and soon after so did Jack. Since he is my fella as well, Johnny said that he's also welcome. We started walking towards the door, the gravel crunching under my black high-top converses.
The October already started and it wasn't so warm anymore. In fact, I saw some very dark clouds on the horizon and the wind blew mercilessly. Shit, I never know when to take a jacket.
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We were almost at the door of this giant house, hidden somewhere between trees. However, as the leaves gradually began falling off the brunches, it wasn't as elusive. (a/n: guys let's just pretend for a while that this house is in NYC, not in LA)
Moments after I rang the doorbell, Johnny opened up. He smiled and his eyes somewhat lit up when he saw me.
"Guess who decided to show up," Were his first words. Yeeah, we got a little late to the thing.
"Oh hey, it's nice to see you too." I replied ironically. He offered me a glance and motioned us to get in.
"Come in guys." He added with a warm smile.
We took off our shoes and he led us inside the house. We talked a little of how's everything and then about the celebration itself. Somewhere in the distance, probably where the guys were, I could hear soft sounds of music and people talking.
