"fears"

                                    

                                          
"Good morning", Yeonjun greeted his husband with a gentle smile, as the boy entered the living area and walked up to him, reaching for Beomgyu's hand to place a kiss on his knuckles as the younger seated himself beside him. 
                          
"Morning", he gave the older a soft beam. 
                          
"How are you feeling?", Yeonjun questioned, placing his cup of coffee onto the table nearby them before squeezing Beomgyu's cold, clammy hand a bit with his warm one. 
                          
"Good", the younger answered quietly, even though he wasn't actually okay after his argument with Taehyun, sighing deeply, "What about you? You don't usually leave this early for work. Do you have any problems?" 
                          
Yeonjun shrugged, taking a sip of his coffee, and then placing the cup down onto the table before resting his chin on Beomgyu's shoulder as his arms wrapped around the younger's waist, "Nothing really... Just some necessary stuff to do", he responded, closing his eyes, his nose pressing against his neck. 
                          
The younger smiled contentedly at the contact between him and his older husband. His love made him happy, he loved their relationship and but he was a bit stressed out because of Taehyun at the moment. He couldn't help but think about what happened between them earlier and feel a twitch of guilt squeezing his heart. He felt like he cheated on Yeonjun even though whatever happened wasn't that serious, but being the overthinker he is, he couldn't stop stressing himself because of that. 
                          
"Where's Taehyun?", he unintentionally asked, giving his husband a sideways glance as the latter looked up at him from his shoulder. 
                          
"Cooking breakfast", Yeonjun replied with a small smile. 
                          
"Doesn't he need help?", Beomgyu asked, frowning, and Yeonjun shook his head. 
                          
"He will be alright. Just relax, my beautiful husband." 
                          
They stayed in the same position for a few minutes, then rays of light shone into the room. It illuminated Yeonjun's face, giving it a beautiful glow and showing how beautiful the man was. The morning sun shining through the big windows of the living room made the light reflect itself into Yeonjun's brown hair and Beomgyu had to admit, Yeonjun was truly the most beautiful person he had ever seen, especially his face and his body. Although the brunette was wearing formal attire, Beomgyu could still clearly see the curves of his body from underneath the blue suits he was wearing. Beomgyu felt mesmerised as he stared at the male. The man was perfect and Beomgyu couldn't believe he was his husband. 
                          
Then something started bothering his heart. His mind was back to Taehyun.  He had to sort things out with Taehyun because their messed up relationship had really started to bother him. It was hard to explain, but whenever he was around the blonde, his heart started beating faster, his cheeks heated up, and he felt his legs start shaking. He never really noticed these things until Taehyun came near him, so he didn't know why he was suddenly feeling like this. Every time he was thinking about the boy, his body began to heat up and every single time he looked into Taehyun's eyes, he felt his stomach knotting itself. Beomgyu didn't know why he was feeling those things, maybe it was because of his hatred towards the boy? Beomgyu was certain that was the case, that's why he needed to somehow solve problems with the male as soon as possible, so he'd stop feeling this way and become normal around Taehyun. 
                          
After a few minutes, he found himself entering the kitchen where he saw Taehyun standing at the gas stove stirring the ingredients with a fork in his hand, the boy had an expressionless face as he continued cooking, making no sounds.  

The raven-haired walked slowly behind him as he tried his best not to disturb the young man who was in deep concentration. When Taehyun placed a spoonful of batter onto the pan of eggs, Beomgyu leaned forward to observe his work. He stared intently, watching Taehyun's moves, seeing him effortlessly mix all sorts of different ingredients together into a pancake, watching the mixture spread out upon the pan.