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My voice is trembly and shaky when I speak, as I notice how quickly my heartbeat seems to be growing. Why the hell was she here. 
                          
"Y/n-" A small breath of relief leaves her as she sees me, though I avoid her eyes immediately. 
                          
I feel a streak of pain run through my body as I hear her voice say my name. That soft yet powerful voice she always had. That voice she had, that she gave me. 
                          
"Mum what are you doing here?" I mumble, staring at the ground rather than her eyes. 
                          
"Well- I've got news. I've got news and I knew you would ignore my letter," She says quietly, not daring to walk closer to me. 
                          
"Have you ever wondered why she would ignore it?" Pansy suddenly speaks, taking a step forward as her voice seems protective and angry. 
                          
"Pansy-" I mumble, silently begging her to stop. 
                          
"No Y/n! I'm not letting her fucking hurt you again!" She yells to me before turning back to face my mother. "Do you know what you did to your daughter!? Do you!?" 
                          
"Look Pansy dear I understand that-" My mother tries to calm her down.
                          
"No! No you don't understand! You don't understand at all! I was the one who stuck with her the whole time she had to get over the loss of her mother! Merlin's beard not even the loss! She had to accept the fact that her mother fucking left her as if she wasn't worth staying for!" Pansy continues to yell, pointing between me and the lady she was talking about. 
                          
"Pansy-" I warn her again, my eyes still avoiding hers or my mothers.
                          
"Do you know what kind of issues she could and did develop from you leaving her!? I mean-"
                          
"Pansy!" I finally yell, grabbing her arm to stop her. "Please- please stop," I whisper, finally meeting her eyes with my slightly watery ones. 
                          
She tenses her jaw for a moment, searching my eyes. "Fine." She says before walking away from us and into the Slytherin dormitories. 
                          
Theres a moment of uncomfortable silence once she's gone, as my mum shifts around awkwardly. 
                          
"Well- wasn't that something," She huffs humorously as if the situation was at all funny. 
                          
"She was defending me." I say through gritted teeth, still staring at the ground. 
                          
"It was a bit dramatic though, no?" She awkwardly laughs quietly, taking a step closer to me. 
                          
"Was it? Was it dramatic?" I question, finally lifting my head to look her dead in the eyes. 
                          
She seems taken aback by the sight of me finally looking at her. I suppose the built up anger was definitely showing in my eyes at this moment.
                          
"Well I think-"
                          
"Because I'd argue she wasn't nearly dramatic enough." I lean my head to the side, furrowing my brows with anger as I cross my arms over my chest and take a step closer to her. 
                          
She swallows nervously at my words, now beginning to avoid my eye contact. 
                          
"Why the hell are you here mum? I'm not sure if we've made it clear yet, but you aren't wanted." I state, biting the inside of my cheek as a way of dealing with anger.