Chapter-24

                                    

                                          
Two months. It has been two months since his last relationship ended. Two months since he approached anyone with the thought of dating them. Two months since he was away from toxic and fake people who only wanted him for his body. Two months since he felt the happiest and the most alive. 
Taehyun was a simple guy. He likes to sleep in his free time, he is obsessed with rock music and he likes to dance. He doesn't like drama but his life was the opposite. He was known to attract the wrong people all the time who wanted nothing good from him, except his dick most of the time. 
Taehyun wants to fall in love with their beautiful voice and hear them calling him with love but they want to say his name only when he is a moaning mess. Taehyun wants to get lost in their sparkling orbs but they want to see his lustful eyes beg for more. Taehyun likes to hold their hand and stroll around the park but they want to tie them up and quench their thirst. Taehyun wants to love their soul with his whole heart but they just want satisfaction from his body.
He always wondered if he's the problem. Is he unlovable? Is he too ugly to look at? Why does no one see him as he is? Taehyun doesn't know. He would never know. All he could do is, distance himself from people who just want to misuse him and find those who actually make him happy. Like his cousin and friends. They made him happy. And what else cheered him up? It's music. 
Growing up, Taehyun's dream was to become a singer one day. He used to watch idol groups perform in front of thousands of people and he would imagine himself doing the same. He learned how to play the guitar from YouTube because his parents wanted him to pursue anything except arts, not knowing that it was what owned their son's heart. It was definitely a struggle to learn and practice in secret but Taehyun succeeded. All he aimed was to get into an arts college and refine his skills. But life isn't fair to everyone, is it? If it was this easy, then everyone would be living their dream lives but this isn't the case. His dreams shattered when he got the rejection letter. All he wanted to was sing yet the universe didn't give him the opportunity to do so. 
However, he did up end on the list of dance students, something he wasn't really passionate about. It's true that he would practice the choreographies of his favorite idol groups but this wasn't enough. He thought that he should listen to his parents and go to medical school but thanks to Kai who convinced him to not give up. Being a dancer would help right? 
After two years of leaving his dreams of becoming a musician, Taehyun's love for singing was rekindled after a certain someone walked into his life. Someone he doesn't know. Someone he wishes he could meet.
Moonchild__ 
The person Taehyun was in love with, or more specifically in love with their voice. This unknown guy who made music that calmed Taehyun's restless soul. He never knew that R&B was this dope. He never realized indie music could be this relaxing. Heck, he had no idea that music other than rock and metal was something he would enjoy as well. 
It's been two months since he found this SoundCloud account and he must say, he was a fan. Taehyun's day would become better if this guy posted. A cover. A remix. An original. Anything. Whatever he posted, resonated with Taehyun because he could feel the passion behind the tracks. The passion he thought he once had. The passion he realized he still had to chase his dream. 
My lover's got humor
She's the giggle at a funeral
Knows everybody's disapproval 
The sweet words echoed in the empty room. He was lying on his cold bed, drowning in the music. 
I should've worshiped her sooner
If the Heavens ever did speak
She's the last true mouthpiece 
Hozier. That's the name of the artist. He never knew someone with such a melodious and delicate voice existed at the same as Taehyun. He wondered how many more artists are there, somewhere in this world, waiting to be discovered by him.
The only Heaven I'll be sent to
Is when I'm alone with you
I was born sick, but I love it 
The song is beautiful but the guy who is singing is even more beautiful. The guy who covered such a sweet song is the most beautiful Taehyun had ever seen. 
Take me to church
I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life 
It's just a hunch but after two months of continuously hearing this particular voice, Taehyun knows, he hopes he knows, the person who had managed to capture his heart. He hopes the boy who just popped in his head is the one who is the owner of these enchanting vocals. The boy, who helped him get over his loneliness, the boy who helped him realize that his dream was still in his heart, the boy who invited him to have dinner tonight, the boy who texted him a second ago, Taehyun hopes he is the same boy he fell in love with. Maybe not him, but definitely his voice and the soul he puts in his works. He wished this miracle to happen before he got up to get ready. 
Please listen to the song I put at the beginning of this chapter~
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