𝐒𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬

                                    

                                          

A new chapter<3
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A flower that dies when you put it in the cold, that's how I felt when he left me standing in the rain and I shouted after him that he should come back.
However, it did not happen, he left without looking back.
In that second he broke my heart and it broke into thousands of pieces.
I remembered exactly everything that had happened that evening, I still thought I was floating on cloud nine, but that was not reality.
Everything he said or said about himself was a lie, everything, his compliments, his plans, everything was a lie.
I'll probably never get over it, why should I? He had taken everything that was possible from me, my life dreams, my self-esteem, everything that was possible, he took from me.
Above all, my self-confidence had been damaged, since then the depressive phases had gotten worse, I had clung to him and made myself dependent on him.
Roger told me too many times a day that he wasn't worth it.
 Still, I fell in love and it didn't change anything, but it didn't help either to sulk or something like that. Now it wasn't him or me that counted, but Ginny's and Harry's wedding, which was about to take place. She planned this for ages and I didn't want to destroy her with my negative moods, I suppressed everything that had happened in the last few hours, pushed it into the deepest corner of my memory just to give my best friend her most beautiful moment.
When I stepped in at Madam Malkin's suits for all occasions, I could already see an impatient Hermione, "Where have you been, you're half an hour late!" the end. "In the ST. Mungos was out of the cave, I couldn't leave sooner. "I said and leaned my coat on the couch and sat down next to her," You are here! "Ginny yelled happily and stormed towards me." I would never want to miss that I said and pulled her into a hug, Ginny made me feel safe so often, to be able to tell her all about it. The Weasleys were like family to me since my parents emigrated because of the war, they didn't want to see this terrible massacre again. You went to Australia, I only visited you once after the war and only because I had to leave here to see Theodore. escape, that was the first time in a long time that I thought of his name, I mostly forbade myself not to think of that name and just call it him or her.
"I've been looking forward to it all day," Ginny said as she sat down across from us. "Come on, go now," Hermione said and I grinned to myself. The first dress was beautiful, but there was no choice - it was too short and not Gina's case.
The 2 was an absolute dream, and I think it could actually be. "Do you think that's it?" I asked smiling and she nodded eagerly, it was simple but beautiful, it fit her perfectly.
The classic A-line silhouette looked great on her and the simple top without straps looked perfect, the glorious glitter tulle made her shine. The star motif of the fabric shines like fireworks on the fabric it was all around perfect for her.
"I think it's time for champagne," Hermione yelled in delight and I nodded as I joined hers. "I'm so looking forward to the wedding," Hermione said as she sat down, "Ophelia, who are you going to take with you to the wedding?" She asked me as she poured champagne and handed me the glass.
I hadn't thought about it at all, theoretically I wanted to go alone. "I haven't thought about that yet" I honestly admitted and sipped at the champagne glass, "New mission, we're looking for Ophelia with someone for the wedding," said Ginny loudly and held up her glass and cheered.