Beyoncé Laid In A Curled Ball As Tears Streamed Down Her Face. Her Body Ached And So Did Her Heart. She Felt So Lost And Lonely. She Didn't Even Want To Eat Anything. It Had Only Been A Couple Of Weeks And Things Weren't Getting Better But Only Worse.
She Heard Her Phone Buzzing Letting It Go To Voicemail But It Kept Going Non-Stop. She Rose From The Couch Snatching It From The Coffee Table.
It Was Tae Face Timing Her "What!" She Spat.
"Yo Calm Down, I Haven't Seen Or Heard From You. I Was At Least Trying To Check In"
Beyoncé Shook Her Head Moving The Camera From Her Face As The Hot Tears Streamed Down Her Face "What's Going On? You Good?" He Asked.
"I Really Let Your Dog Ass Fuck Me" She Said To Herself Shaking Her Head.
"What?" He Asked Making Sure He Heard Her Right. "Shawn Is Divorcing Me" She Said Softly.
"Shit...I'm Sorry"
"Sorry Nigga? That's Not Gonna Cut It. My Family Is All Sorts Of Messed Up!" She Yelled.
"It Takes Two To Fuck Beyoncé"
"Which I Regret" She Said. Tae Snapped His Head Back "So Not Only Do You Snap At Me You Insult Me Too"
"I Can't Do This...Whatever This Is. It Was A Mistake. I Don't Know What The Fuck I Was Thinking"
"I'm Going To Let That Go Because Your Going Through Your Shit" He Snapped.
Beyoncé Rolled Her Eyes Hanging Up On Him. She Went Back On The Couch Laying Her Body Down. Time Seemed To Fly Because She Sat In The Same Spot All Day.
Kelly Entered With The Kids Holding A Couple Of Grocery Bags. "Hey Auntie!" Tiara Smiled With Titan On Her Hip. Beyoncé Looked Up And Smiled Weakly. Tiara Looked Back At Her Mom "I Hate Seeing Her Like This" She Said.
Kelly Placed The Bags Down Walking Over To Them "Go Upstairs, I'll Handle This"
Tiara Nodded Her Head Following Her Instructions. Kelly Sat Down On The Coffee Table "Beyoncé You Have To Get Up"
She Closed Her Eyes Trying To Tune Her Out "Did You Eat Something? Talk To Your Kids?"
Beyoncé Sat Up Sitting Indian Style "I Can't Do This...I Can't Live My Life Like This"
"But You Can Baby And You Will. You Had Almost A Month To Sulk And Remember Shawn Filed For Separation...So That's A Good Sign"
Beyoncé Shook Her Head "That's Still Classified As Divorce With His Evil Ass"
Kelly Sighed "You Got To Pick Yourself Up. You've Lost So Much Weight Beyoncé. You Don't Look Good At All And Your Kids Can't See You Like This"
Beyoncé Broke Down In Tears "I Love Him So Much...I Miss Him"
"I Know But For The Time Being, You Need To Look For A Place In The Separation You Have The Kids Every Other Week And I Love My Nieces But Y'all All Can't Fit In My Two Bedroom Townhouse Babe"
Beyoncé Looked Into Her Eyes As It Was Filled With Red. Kelly Hated To See Her Go Through All Of This. Especially Because She Looked Up To Their Relationship So Much. She Looked Down "Tae Called Me Again"
"Did You Answer?" Kelly Asked. Beyoncé Nodded Her Head "It Was Short"
Kelly Nodded Her Head Tapping Her Thigh "Come On And Eat Giselle"
"I Already Ate Some Cereal Earlier" She Lied.
Kelly Stared At Her Like She Was Crazy, She Reached Her Hand Out And Beyoncé Sighed Grabbing It To Get Up From The Couch.
"I Hate You" She Said Softly.
"I Rebuke Eating Disorders"
Beyoncé Looked Down "It's The Only Thing I Can Control In My Life"
"I Don't Want To Hear That Shit"
Kelly Put The Groceries Up As She Started Cooking Dinner While Beyoncé Ate A Lunchable. "I Hope You Know Titan Is Gonna Whoop Your Ass For Eating His Food"
She Giggled "I'll Buy Him More"
Kelly Turned Towards Her "It Will Get Better Bey...I Know It Will"
"Thank You" She Said Softly. After Dinner Beyoncé Took A Shower Letting The Water Come Down On Her Head As She Closed Her Eyes. She Heard Knocking "Are You Almost Done?" Tiara Asked On The Other Side Of The Door.
"Uh Yeah" She Answered Quickly Finishing. She Scrolled Through Instagram Before Calling Shawn. She Knew The Girls Had Their Tablets On The Charger And They Weren't Going To Answer.
"Yo" Shawn Simply Said. "Can I Talk To The Girls Before They Go To Sleep Please?"
He Started Walking Down The Stairs "So Blue Has A Birthday Party To Go To This Saturday And I Forgot. But I Already Promised Rumi I'll Take Her To That New Zoo So Can You Take Blue?"
Beyoncé Nodded Her Head "Of Course...What Are We Going To Do For Thanksgiving?"
"It's This Thursday Beyoncé" He Said.
"I Know And We Already Made Plans Before"
"I Can't Tell You Not To Come...The Kids Wouldn't Let Me Hear The End Of It"
"So We Can Still Have It At The Lake?" Beyoncé Smiled. It Brought Her Joy That She Can Be Around All Of Them. She Missed Having Them All Under One Roof. "Yeah That's Fine" He Said.
"Thank You" Beyoncé Said.
"Here Girls It's Mommy" He Said Handing Over His Phone As They Smiled Brightly. "When Are You Coming Home?" Rumi Pouted.
"She's Never Coming Back" Blue Shaded. "Mommy's Going To Get Her Own Place So We Can Hang Out And Spend Time Together"
"I Don't Wanna Move" Blue Said. "No You'll Just Have Two Houses" Beyoncé Corrected.
"I Really Hate This, I Don't Want Two Houses. I Hate All Of This" Blue Said Softly As She Pouted.
Beyoncé Looked Up Trying To Keep Herself From Crying "I Know This All Weird And Confusing But-"
"Can I Go To Bed Now?" Blue Asked Looking Up At Shawn. Beyoncé Was Caught Off Guard, Her Daughters Always Enjoyed Talking To Her.
Shawn Picked Blue Up "Goodnight Mommy" Rumi Said Softly.
"I-I Love You Girls" Beyoncé Said. "Love You" Rumi Said. Shawn Walked Them To Their Separate Rooms. "Can I Sleep With You Please?" Blue Asked.
"Me Too" Rumi Said. "Okay Go Ahead" He Said.
He Turned His Attention Back On Beyoncé "I Should Go" He Said.
"Um Yeah Me Too" She Said Softly. He Hung Up The Phone. She Placed Her Face Into The Palms Of Her Hands. "Fuck"
