I want to hold your hand

                                    

                                          
ANOTHER POV : 
                          
Jay walked to his room trying to accept what Ji eun has done , what's done is done and there's no turning back, he smiled bitterly at the mirror , feeling disgusted with that part of himself for being happy , Yes he'll be back to his life , but at what cost , Ji eun and after not knowing how to fix anything, and in common words , reported all the bad acts of the voice , revealing her involving herself in this world crossing matter . The voice was found guilty of manipulation and causing the lose of balance between worlds for no reson ,it was decided that everyone who was affected by this will get to choose whether they want to stay or go back to their previous life . Ji eun on the other hand , was found guilty as well and had to give up her fairy/angel powers , now , she is as ordinary as anyone else 
                          
It all was good news, especially for Jay who was longing to have a life of himself aurrounded by people he knew , but , knowing the price Ji eun had to pay , made him think that maybe if he acted faster he'd do something , he'd maybe help sort things out and end this without any loses , even when he knew there's no such a thing 
                          
Being in the world for so long , Jay was aware that there's never no loses, never happy endings for everyone, he knew better than anyone that the world is too cruel to be fair , but he couldn't stop himself from thinking he could've gave her a better ending 
                          
"But it was her choice, she made this decision and she knows what's good for her " he kept repeating to comfort himself "she'll manage this , she definitely has a plan" the words kept repeating in his brain , slowly turning into her words "Jay .. I'm sorry , I'm no longer your guardian angel , I'm no longer an angel !" The memory of Her sad face and teary eyes was all it took him to forget what was he repeating , he went back into deep thoughts , was it worth the sacrefice she made 
                          
Heeseung stepped in , slowly walking towards what he thought was an asleep Jay, just to find him staring at the ceiling 
                          
-"Are you alright?" He whispered to Jay as he got slowly under the cover 
                          
-"It doesn't feel right" Jay said , not even looking at him"she told you didn't she ?" 
                          
-"Yeah , I just came from there" Heeseung placed Jay's head gently on his chest "It was her decision, Jay" 
                          
-"I didn't want her to lose what she had " Jay pushed his nose into Heeseung's neck "I didn't want anyone's fate to change because of me" 
                          
-"Jay , she's an angel , they write fates " he smiled at his soulemate "It's fine , we're gonna be here for her "  
                          
-"We won't leave her behind right?" Jay's voice was closer to pleading , looking up at heeseung 
                          
-"We won't leave anyone behind " Heeseung smiled at him and kissed his forehead "stop worrying" 
                          
Jay rested his head on Heeseung, his breath slowly fell into a rythm, and the older could tell , the younger was already deep asleep 
                          
-"I can't believe you still can fall asleep once you decide to" heeseung joked fixing his poster to have some decent sleep , after all , it was the first night they didn't have something to worry about in the morning
                          
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Jay woke up at 6 , struggled to escape sleeping Heeseung's arms , passed by The boys's bedroom and they were all deep asleep , Ji eun wasn't anywhere to be found. He sighted palming his forehead "where could she be " waking around the house , just to find a note stuck on the fridge door