Chapter 6: Broken but alive

                                    

                                          

3 days later...
Day was pretty cloudy since morning, few rain drops fall on window of medical wing in headquaters of scouting legion Skyler was laying in bed, she was sleepy and her leg was in bandage brown haired girl was trying to process everything what was happened to her she remembered catching glance at person wich pushed her it was Shizuka, but why...Skyler always knew how her usual reactions are, but beeing capable of pushing person down stairs?...it seemed like personality of her former friend faded away.
Sound of opening doors could be heard and in room and Skyler looked who could enter that early in morning, and she was surprised to see girls from her squad and commander Hange entering in her room 
"Oh someone finally decided to wake up from dream world!"
Hange told with her usual cheerful tone as girls huged Skyler one by one.
"Well I guess... me but aren't you supposed to have training?"
Skyler said as girls giggled making Skyler's face more puzzled than curious child
"Well since is it is been raining past two days I decided to give your squad a free days just until rain stops...and maybe I hope it will be longer because your leg need gain strenght again after that nasty fall caused by Shizuka."
Skyler opened eyes wide this time like she heard someone died on spot 
"Is she okay?? What happened to her...."
everyone got worried by what she said because Shizuka was one who cause her injury 
"You mean jelaous witch? Don't worry she got what she deserved."
Skyler looked confused at Petra's words and got bit scared
"What is that mean?"
brown haired asked as she looked at black haired girl with questioned look
"Simple she ended up in detention center or should will call jail."
Skyler became so bit scared when she heard what Petra said, at first she was happy nothing happened but on the other side she blamed herself because of Shizuka's bad behaviour since that day in cadet corps, Skyler's eyes were full of tears as others in room was talking.
"It...it is...my fault....it always was...i need be punished...not her!!"
Skyler said as she cried hard in her pillow, Hange came to her and put hand on her shoulder when Skyler hugged her tightly
"Please...put me in prison...i am reason why she behaves like that..."
After few minutes girls were waiting outside because Hange told them to wait until she calms down Skyler, brown haired girl was soo much under stress that she had that she burst like balloon.
"Why did you start fighting in first place, and what lead to it?"
Hange asked Skyler who was just staring down at blanket with sorrow in her eyes
"It happened back then when I was cadet...i saw Shizuka with some suspicious man, of course I didn't told anyone, because she was my friend...also...i didn't count that other cadet saw it too, that cadet reported her to commander Shadis including fact that he saw me too, before Shizuka was called they took me on questioning...i tried to deffend myself and they told me if I not confess I would be kicked out from cadet corps and considered as enemy...i was...so scared...i cried...and confessed what I saw, later man was arested and Shizuka went balistic on me also from that day...she hated me, she didn't get punished because I said to not punish her because she was maybe forced by that man...and blackmailed..that is why they let her with warning...since then I always blamed myself...because I followed order as soldier..and ..ruining friendship...i am sorry...soo much."