chapter 23: wake up....move

                                    

                                          

"What are you thinking Forth?" Shouts Mr. Darvid. He barge in inside Forths office
                          
"What Pho?" He ask confuse why his father is mad.
                          
"What? You ask me what?" He shouts again "your not thinking right, don't you?" His father said, pissed off. He loosen his neck tie and sit at the couch inside Forths office. Forths frown. He has no idea at all.
                          
"I don't know what your saying Pho." He said
                          
"Your plans Forth,..your plans" then Forth go to a deep thinking when suddenly he remembers
                          
"Pho..how did you know?" 
                          
"Tul.." he sigh. "Tul told me. And i am so happy that not all your friend were brainless" he hisses. Forth kept quiet.
                          
"You know Forth, if you keep doing stupid things. I think it would be better if you leave Beam and Taeyin alone.."he said and Forth still quiet. "How come you can't think of a better way to get him back, why you always end up on doing those stupid things..huh...Forth?" 
                          
"I'm sorry Pho" Forth said and he cry "i don't know what to do anymore" and Mr. Darvid stand up and hug Forth.
                          
"Son..you don't need to do such things.  You just have to be yourself.. ask for his forgiveness, say sorry....sincerely" he said
                          
"But he keeps on avoiding me Pho..he doesn't want to talk to me" 
                          
"Forth...you know where his actions came from, right? He is hurt son, and all you have to do is to prove to him that you are really sorry and you are willing to do everything for him, for them" Mr. Darvid said "I want to help you, but knowing Beam, he will get upset more"
                          
"It's ok Pho, i can do it"
                          
"Ok son...remember...sincerety is the key" and Forth nods.
                          
At night..Forth call Tul.
                          
" Hellow Forth, what's up" ask Tul
                          
"Hellow buddy.. i just want to thank you"
                          
"For what?"
                          
"For telling dad about Lams suggestion"
                          
"Oh, i am sorry Forth...it's just that i feel that it was not right..you know..that's why i told it to Pho" explained Tul
                          
"No...it's ok buddy. Atleast someone from my friend try to put my senses back" 
                          
"Well i guess that's good, so now what are your plans?" ask Tul
                          
"Nothing for now" 
                          
"Ok, whatever you plans will be just remember that hurting Beams feeling again is not an option"
                          
"Yah...yah...i know, thank you" said Forth and he cut the call.
                          
At 7pm.. Beam is about to go home when Forth appears in his office.
                          
"Lets go home together" he said to Beam
                          
"You can go home alone, i have my car" he said and he continue to pack his things and he ignored Forths presence.
                          
"No.. leave your car here..we go home together" insisted Forth. Beam glares at him.
                          
"What do you want?" Beam said.
                          
"Nothing Beam, i just want us to go home together.. Taeyin must be happy if she see us together" Forth said and Beam said "Yah, you pull some tricks again" he whisper to himself but Forth clearly hears him. "And i want to...to be with you..Beam." he continues
                          
"What for?" Ask Beam paying no attention at all. After he finish packing his things, he immediately go to the door and walk pass trough Forth. But Forth hold his left arm.
                          
"Beam...i'm sorry" he said
                          
Beam turn his head, look at the hands of Forth whos holding his arm and then look at Forths eyes. "Let me go" he said.
                          
"Beam..please." ask Forth
                          
"I said...let...me...go" said Beam with a stern voice. Forth look at Beams eyes, and he can see the anger on those beautiful eyes. And he slowly let go of his hands to Beam. With that, Beam turn his back at Forth and leave him in his office. Forth has no choice but to follow Beam up to the parking lot, when he see Beam drove his car away, he followed immediately. They went home separately.
                          
Beam was the first to arrived, followed by Forth. When Beam enters the house, Taeyin is still awake and run to hug him.
                          
"Hellow mama" she said and kiss Beams cheeks when Forth enters the house too. "Hellow too dada" she said and gesture to hug Forth even if she is on Beams hands.
                          
 Forth approach his daughter and Taeyin hug him while Beam is still holding her. So the distance between Beam and Forth is just an inch away. Their eyes met. But Forth is the one who diverted his eyes away because he can stand the fierce look of Beams eyes and he grab Taeyin from Beam and hug her and he kiss her cheeks. "I miss you baby" he said
                          
"I miss you too dada and mama" Taeyin said.
                          
Auntie Luchie tells them that the dinner is ready. And ask them to go to the dining area.
                          
"Lets eat" Forth said and carry Taeyin
                          
"But i ate already dada" Taeyin said "i will play here with P'Lina, take mama with you and let him eat more, he look thin dada" said Taeyin and glance at Beam.
                          
Forth look at Beam and smile. "Ok baby, i will feed mama" he said
                          
"Ok dada...and mama eat with dada ok? I know you hate eating alone" she said
                          
"Ok baby" Beam said and smile to her daughter. Then he walk straight to the dining area and sit. Then Forth follows him and sit across Beam.
                          
Forth immediately brings food at Beams plate but Beam stop him. "I can manage, you don't have to that" he said
                          
"But i want to." Forth said and he continue to serve Beam. And then Beam got pissed off. He stomp his hand on the table and Forth flinch at Beams sudden outburst.
                          
"I said stop..don't you understand that? I am not disable,i have my hands" he said. And they fell silent for awhile. "If you want me to eat, just don't do anything, focus on your own food..geezz" he hisses and he start to dig in his food. Then Forth lowered his head and start eating too but he can't eat well, he is hurt by Beams action towards him. "But i deserve it right" he tells to himself. Beam finished his food immediately and clean his plates and utencil and then leave Forth at the dining area without a word. 
                          
Beam pick up Taeyin and they went up to their room. After he clean Taeyin, he tuck her to bed ready to sleep. But Taeyin wants to say good night to his father, so Beam allowed Taeyin to go to Forths room through the connecting door. After a few minutes, Taeyin return with pout on her lips and Beam ask her "what happen baby, why your pouting like that huh?" He ask
                          
Taeyin climb at the bed and sit on Beams lap. And Beam hug her. "Mama" call Taeyin
                          
"Hmmmm" answer Beam
                          
"I saw dada..he was crying when i enters the room" she said and Beam got tounge tied. "And when he see me, he immediately wiped it" she continues. 
                          
"Mama" Taeyin speak again and look up to Beam."Does you and dada fight again?" She ask, and Beam got surprised with his daughters word. "fight again" meaning all along, Taeyin knows that Beam and his dada is not on good terms.
                          
"N...no..baby, we didn't fight, why you said that?"
                          
"Cause everytime that you and dada never talk to each other, i saw dada cried" she said "Mama, i don't want you and dada to always fight. I love you both" she said and hug again her mother.
                          
Beam just hug her.. he is lost for words. He don't know what to say.