I can feel the anger crawling up me. The feeling and urge of having to see her face keeps erupting. Thomas tries to change my mind but, right now, nothing can stop me.
"Haily, think about this.." Thomas says while keeping his eyes on the road.
"I have thought about this for so long." I reply.
"Going to her won't change anything..it will only make things worse." he says, now he looks to me then back to the road.
I look at him "Why are you protecting her? Who's side are you on?"
"Yours. I just don't like you getting hurt."
"I'm not gonna get hurt. I'm just gonna talk to her."
Actually, I'm not sure if I'll just talk to her. I mean, what if I get so pisses and I can't control myself? What if I just see her face and have the urge to punch her right in the jaw? I'm not strong, that I admit but, when it comes to the people I love...it's a different story.
"You don't have to go up to her. She's not worth any of our time. We have school!" Thomas insists.
I look out the window, trying to ignore all the things that Thomas is saying.
Right now, all I wanna do is just punch Sam in the throat and watch her choke to death. I just want her to stop disturbing Thomas and I. She has no right to involve me and Thomas in her problem with "love".
Why can't she just accept the fact that Thomas chose me and not her? What do I have to do to convince her that? I know that these things are so selfish of me but, come on! Thomas is mine and there is nothing in this world that can change that!
"Haily..Haily.." Thomas called, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"What?" I ask.
"I said I'm gonna turn around. I don't want you to talk to Sam!"
I roll my eyes and look out the window. What's wrong with Thomas? What's wrong with him?
"Why? Why don't you want me to see her?" I ask while raising my eyebrow.
At first, he looks out his window before looking to me then the road. He starts to nibble on the skin of his finger.
Something about his actions makes me feel uncomfortable. Is there something I have to know?
"What's going on?" I ask, my voice as calm as an untouched ocean.
He breathes in heavily and grips the steering wheel.
"What is it Thomas?"
"Can we talk about this at home? It's really something that needs complete attention." He says seriously.
"After we-" He cuts me off.
"No! Now!" He yells.
Fear and surprise came rushing through me. This feeling overcame the anger that I felt. It's the first time in my life that Thomas ever yelled at me. He hasn't done this before and doing it now makes me nervous. How is he when he's mad?
I sit quiet for a while before he makes a turn to lead us back home. From my preferable view I can see him glancing at me. He starts to reach for my hand but I push it away.
He gently taps in the steering wheel.
"Why are you so mad?" I ask.
"Because you think that doing this can just make it all okay! Well it won't! It will not change what's happening."
"Why are you on her side?!" I yell.
"I am not on her side! I am just trying to prote-" he cuts himself off.
"Protect me from what?!"
"Because she can kill you!"
A/n
I know I haven't been updating but it's summer now sooo, update is always in my planner!!!
I love you all so much and thank you for being there for me when I lost my book. I love you all so much.
So, this chapter and onwards is gonna be like a roller coaster. Stay tuned for more😂 see what I did there😑
