Warnings:
-Throwing up/nausea
-Chemotherapy
-Panic attackClay's POV
I was shaking while crying as I sat on my bed, sniffing loudly while I tried to get my breathing back to normal.
I just heard I needed chemotherapy and we would start today. I panicked completely and had such a bad panic attack that hyperventilated for an hour, ran away and then cried in my dad's arms for hours.
I was currently sitting on my bed as the doctor inserted the IV in my hand. 'I don't want to, I don't want to!' I yelled out, having tears streaming down my face.
The doctor hung up a back full of my chemo medication and attached it to my IV.
⚠️ Panic attack
'No!' I shouted as I tried to escape. My dad had to hold me tightly and laid down next to me on my bed as I started screaming.
'Honey, it's going to be okay,' he whispered with tears in his eyes. 'I'm here with you.'
I couldn't stop crying anymore and saw the substance flowing through the IV, into my veins. 'STOP, PLEASE,' I cried. 'TURN IT OFF!'
I tried to run away again and started hitting my dad to get out of his tight grasp. 'LET ME GO,' I screamed out. 'LET ME GO NOW.'
He held me really tightly so I couldn't run away while I cried loudly and got hiccups because of the lack of air. I never had a worse panic attack than I had now and it was so bad that I was actually accepting death at this point.
⚠️ Over
My father held very tightly for the rest of the chemo and when it was over, I sat back in my bed. I was completely exhausted after I cried and panicked for hours.
When it was over, I looked up when someone knocked on my door. My dad stood up to open it and I smiled shortly as two boys came in.
'This is so random,' one of them started. 'But I was in the hospital and you told me you had your first chemo today. I'm Sapnap! This is my friend, George.'
I smiled shortly and lifted myself up.
'Is it better if we leave?' he asked as he saw me wipe my tears away.
'No,' I whispered, curling myself up like a ball as I closed my eyes shortly, opening them again.
'I'll leave you for a bit,' my dad smiled as he walked off, letting George and Sapnap sit down.
'We were here for George's-,' he tried to explain but George hit his shoulder.
'You know- a charity!'
Sapnap frowned and then nodded slowly. 'Charity?'
'Yes. Charity,' George repeated, pausing between the words.
'Charity? Isn't that next week?' I asked confusedly.
'Uh-,' George mumbled. 'Wrong date!'
I giggled slightly and sighed softly after that. 'I'm so incredibly scared,' I mumbled.
Sapnap scooted closer to me and held my hand. 'Do you have a favourite YouTuber?' Sapnap asked as he smiled at me.
I nodded slowly and told them the name. Sapnap lifted his bag up. 'I brought my laptop since I came from school. Do you want to watch a video? I think George likes this YouTuber too, maybe he has a new video.'
I smiled. 'I'd like to.'
Sapnap put his laptop on my shins so we could all watch and I sometimes smiled a bit when I found the video funny.
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