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i fucking suck i know...

but im really goinf through a rough patch right now and i dont know if i have the mental space to write. Im strugglijg so much with school to where i jjst want to give up and drop out  but i figured out its because im not hapoy with majoring in equine science so i might switch to music education because yall know how i am with music and shit, but i would have ti go to school for way longer because none kf my credits for my Ag classes will transfer ti music ed ao idk what to do

also yall know i have two betta fish, Pickles and Bakugo..

Well this monring i found Bakugo at the botrom of his tank, which he never usually goes down there cause he likes to stay by the heater, but he wasn't moving much. Like he was tilted a bit to the side and breathing heavily. Water levels were normal so it wasnt a high pH. So i git ready to go to band while i was thinking if i should put him into a smaller tank so he can go up for air and not struggle, so i did. Had my mom and step dad check on him, same state he was this morningI git home tinight a little after 9pm, checked on him, and he was laying completely on his side, struggling to even move, and not breathinf good. But now... Im sitting here with tears in my eyes because I know he wont make it until the morning... He is basically lifeless right now and i hate that he had to suffer like this for a whole day... i dont know how to help him and i feel like it's my fault that i let him get sick to the point where he might die. I dont even know what i did but i know it's my fault. I have had Bakugo for a few monthsz and Pickles since late January and early Feb but Bakugo never once showed signs of sickness. He  always had regular poops, and ate his food(somwtimes skipped meals but thst happened) but how could he go from being a happh fish, enjoying being moved by my bed and watching me with so much interest to being a lifeless skeleton? I don't understand I all...

In the off chance that he doesnt make it through the night... I love you so much Bakugo.. Im so sorry your last moments of life was hurting you.. im so happy that i was able to take you home with me to give you a better life than sittinf in a tiny bowl on a shelf in the oet store swimming in dirty water.. I hope you liked the new plant and tree that i put in your home..

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