3 Days

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I was sitting alone in the forest I used to visit when I was feeling upset. In my hand was a white rose, the thorns pricking my skin. Looking around I saw this beautiful bird. I got up trying to get close to it. Instead I was pulled back falling into a dark hole. I kept falling. Once I reached the bottom, the first thing I saw was Ranboo. He was holding a kid. A small kid with pink hair. I walked towards his direction. But before I could reach him, a woman showed up from behind him. Hugging him. I tried to shout, but the moment I opened my mouth a flower popped out. A white rose to be exact. The thorns were picking the inside of my throat. I kept pulling the flower. The once white rose, covered with blood. I kept pulling and pulling and pulling. Then it disappeared. The bloody rose was gone. A ray of light appeared behind me. I ran towards it. Faster than I ever could. I kept running. But once I was about to reach it. I was pulled back again. I woke up. Covered in sweat. The dream must have messed with my emotions. I looked at the time and saw it was 2 in the morning. I couldn't fall back to sleep. So I decided to go downstairs to get a glass of water. Once I got down there I was met with Mr.Karl. "Oh, you're up. Here come sit down." I sat down on a chair and said, "You're up as well. Why?" He looked towards me and frowned, "my parents have decided after 3 year of not seeing us that they wanted to. They also said that they just heard that Nick and I adopted a kid." I also frowned. 3 years of not seeing your parents. Even though I wanted to leave like any other teenage boy, I don't think I wouldn't want to visit. "The thing is as well," I looked back at Mr.Karl as he spoke. "If they find out that we adopted him 2 years ago, they would be pissed." I could tell by the sound of his voice. He didn't want to lie to his parents, but he wanted to lie so they wouldn't be mad. "Hey, I think it's best if you tell them the truth. Maybe they'll have a different way of handling it." Mr.Karl smiled and asked why I was up. "Just had a strange dream. Wanted to get some water, so I came down here." He smiled and told me to go get a glass and try to head back to sleep. I did and went back to the room. I sat down on the bed and thought about the dream. Maybe it was a sign. A sign that I should get rid of myself. I only had a few more days. But since I was up I might as well get ready for school. I looked at the time and noticed that I was thinking to myself for a couple hours now. It was already 6. Ranboo knocked to see if I was awake. "Come in." He opened the door and saw me on the floor looking for clothes in my bag. "Hey," he said sitting next to me on the floor. "Hi, you alright?" He nodded and laid down. "Yeah, just thinking about yesterday. Like how we made out again, went to the fair and saw Tommy and Purpled." I smiled and continued to look for clothes again. I found a jumper and some jeans. "Hey I need to get changed. Can you please exit the room?" He looked at me and sat up. He stared into my eyes and laughed. "Yeah," he got up and left the room. But instead of getting changed I just sat there. I couldn't help but to take note of how beautiful his eyes were. Green and red. Not a color combination that you would see in your everyday life. But life was never a choice. You either had to live until the day you were made to die. Or die the day you don't want to live. I don't want to live with pain, so I chose to die on a day where I always wanted to. With the people I love. With the people I hate. I only had a few more days. But those days are months in my head. The clock in my mind doesn't tick. I snapped out of my thoughts and got dressed. I exited the room and saw Tommy and Purpled in the hall with a book in hand. "Hey, what are you guys doing?" I said. They both looked at me. "Oh hey Tubs. Me and Purpled were looking at some flowers and suits for the future wedding," Tommy said, closing the book. I smiled and asked if they wanted to join us for breakfast. They nodded and we headed downstairs. "Oh, you three are up," Mr.Karl said, setting a stack of waffles on the table. Mr.Nick came out of the kitchen and walked to the table as well. "Come on, sit." We listened and sat down. Tommy and Purpled sat down in the two extra chairs. "So Tommy and Purpled. How long have you been together for?" Tommy looked at Mr.Nick and replied, "for about 3 years now." I was surprised. Tommy was in a relationship with him for so long. I was happy. It made me think about Ranboo and where we stand in our relationship. I didn't want to start dating him because of Monday and how I wasn't going to stay on the earth much longer. I don't want to break his heart. But for the remaining days, I want to stay by his side until I die. I looked at the time and saw it was 8. "Hey, Ranboo and I should get going. We're going to be late." Me and Ranboo got up and placed our plates in the sink and grabbed our backpacks then left. "Hey, Um… do you want to go somewhere after school?" Ranboo said to me. I looked up at him and smiled, "sure." He smiled back and we continued to walk to the bus. Once we reached the bus stop we saw the bullies down the street. Fortunately, the bus got here in time. We got on the bus before the bullies did and sat down. The assholes got on as well and sat near the back. I felt their eyes in the back of my head. Ranboo grabbed my hand and brought it up to his lips and calmly kissed it. I blushed and smiled. "Don't worry about the bullies," Ranboo said to me. I loved how he cared for me. Even if we aren't really together. I felt like my life was going to continue because of him. But I knew my life was going to end because of the assholes. I realized how much longer I have to be alive. Only 3 more days. Once we arrived at school, the bus driver told us that classes didn't start for about 2 hours. I knew that they were setting up for the fireworks event on Monday. Usually they take all day, but say a couple hours for the bus drivers. Ranboo smiled and walked off the bus, me following close behind. When we entered, there were students in the halls and in some classrooms. We went to both our lockers and put our stuff away. We sat out in the hall, me sitting in Ranboo's lap. Soon after the girls got there. "Hey!" Puffy called out. She was holding Minx's hand, dragging her towards us. "So how was your guys' night?" We smiled and I answered, "we were both tired. We went to bed as soon as we got there." The two smiled and sat next to us. "Oh! Here!" Puffy handed us some small gifts, telling us to open them. "They aren't really good, but since we are friends now I thought it would be good to symbolize it." When I opened mine I saw a small triangle shape with my name written on it. "It's beautiful," Ranboo said for the both of us. The bullies walked up to us, ruining the moment. "Bee boy," I knew that they wanted to beat me up. I got off of Ranboo's lap and walked towards them. "Tubbo, what are you doing?" I smiled weakly and said, "I'll be back, just going to the restroom." Ranboo looked concerned and got up as well. "I'll go as well," he said. I didn't want him to. I told him I would be fine and walked off as fast as I could. Once I got in there, I only saw one of my bullies. He was the one who mostly beat me up. I was pushed against the wall once the door was closed. But this time I was pinned, not punched. "What are you doing?" I stuttered. Instead of him answering, he kissed me. I was confused. This felt different. Like he only wanted to kiss me because he wanted to kiss someone. He stopped and asked me to take off my shirt. I had to listen. I didn't want Ranboo to be punished because of me. I shyly listened and took off my shirt. He grabbed it and dragged me into the large stall. He pinned me to the wall again, this time I was shirtless. He started to go down to my neck and bit me. He started to suck on my neck. I hate this. I only liked the feeling of Ranboo's lips against my skin. He started to take off my jeans, I felt uncomfortable. He was definitely off his high right now. He stopped when we heard the door to the bathroom open. He quickly covered my mouth with his hand, making me stay silent. "Tubbo? Are you here?" It was Ranboo. I screamed but it came out muffled. But he heard it. He knocked on the last stall. "Um. Is someone in there?" The bully answered. "I am, now leave me alone tall bitch." Ranboo sighed and walked out of the bathroom. I felt tears forming. He uncovered my mouth and quickly kissed me again. "Don't do that again. Now let me finish." I heard slow footsteps coming closer to the stall. The bully didn't seem to hear. I knew it was Ranboo because I saw the top of his head over the top of the stall. The bully then moved back to my neck, giving me a chance to shout. "Ranboo! I'm here!" The bully stopped and quickly covered my mouth again. The stall door was being banged on, after about 12 or so hits the lock fell off. Ranboo stared at the bully in pure anger. "Get away from him and leave." The bully scoffed and laughed, "he surely enjoyed it." That was a lie. I hated every bit of that. "Are you okay Tubbo?" I started to cry. Ranboo looked at my half naked self and hugged me. "I'm sorry that you had to go through that." I started shaking. Ranboo quickly grabbed my shirt and put it on me. He also buttoned up my jeans. "I'm going to call one of my dads and ask if we can be picked up." I nodded and he pulled out his phone and called. "Can you… not tell them what happened?" He nodded and talked to one of his dads who had just answered. "Okay, we will walk home then. Yeah, love you to dad. Bye." He hung up the phone. "They called the school. We are free to leave." I smiled and we made our way to the lockers and grabbed our stuff. We said bye to Puffy and Minx and left the school. Half way through the walk, Ranboo picked me up and carried me bridal style. I was thankful for that. My entire body felt weak. I was starting to feel sick as well. Once we reached the house, Ranboo knocked on the door and Tommy answered. "Oh god! What happened?" Ranboo remained silent. "Something happens to him. He won't tell me though." Ranboo lied to Tommy. We entered the house and he took me upstairs to the room I was staying in. He set me on the bed and closed the door. He locked it as well. "So what happened?" He asked me. I was scared to tell him. "I went to use the restroom and he just so happened to be there. He pinned me to the wall and started to kiss me." Tears started to fall down my cheek. Ranboo didn't make me talk more. He pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head. I smiled but weakly. I pulled away from the hug. I stood up to face him. "I'm thankful that you were there to help me before things got worse." He smiled and kissed me. I got sucked into the kiss and wrapped my arms around him. I could tell he was concerned for me. We continued to kiss. I felt him put his hands on my back symbolizing asking permission to take off my shirt. I agreed. Once I was shirtless, he took off his shirt as well. He was gentle. But I wanted it rough. I pushed him onto the bed and climbed on top of his lap. He smiled and flipped me over to where he was on top of me. He continued to kiss me and I started to take off his jeans. He accepted and took them off. I did the same. I felt this time was different. I felt I wanted to go all the way. But would he be okay with that? He started to take off my boxers, but he was slow. He was asking if it was okay. I stopped kissing him and nodded. He smiled and did so. He did the same with his boxers and threw them on the floor. "Ranboo," I said silently. "Can we go… all the way?" He turned a slight shade of red and nodded, "are you sure?" I nodded and kissed him again. I felt happy. But knowing what I was doing was even better. We took it all the way. It was painful, but it was pleasing. I knew what I did. I was no longer alone. But the moment he and I kissed at my house, I knew that I wasn't going to stay like that forever. He was gentle and cautious. It was a gentle and careful pace. Even though he was still only a friend, I knew that I loved him. There were a few times where he would stop and ask if I was okay, but other than that it was a nice feeling. I felt like almost all of my pain was gone during that time. I felt relaxed in some way. "R-Ranboo," he stopped for a second and asked, "are you okay?" I nodded, "Can you go faster?" He nodded and gave me a quick kiss before continuing. I couldn't help but shed a tear. Not in pain. But of happiness. I felt everything at that moment. His hands on my waist, him thrusting in and out, but I felt like he was going slower than I wanted. I didn't ask again, but I just laid my head down on the pillow and contained my voice. Soon he slowed down and stopped. He looked down and me and said, "may I?" I smiled and nodded. He dipped his head down to it and started working on it. I sighed and tried to keep my cool. He stopped and looked at me. "Ranboo, can you please continue?" He nodded and placed his hand on my stomach. He continued and I smiled. Once we were done, he laid beside me. "Was it painful?" He asked me. His voice was a worried tone. "It hurt a bit but it was not that bad after a while." He sighed and pulled me closer to him. "I'm glad you wanted to go all the way. Especially on your own terms." I smiled and closed my eyes. I was tired. Before I fully fell asleep, Ranboo said something, "I still want to take you somewhere. But we will go tomorrow." With that I fell asleep. After what felt like a few hours, I woke up. Ranboo wasn't in bed next to me and his clothes were picked up. He must have needed to do something. I got up and put on my clothes. When I exited the room, I saw Ranboo sitting on the stairs on his phone. "Hey there," I turned around and smiled. "Hey Tubbo. Did you sleep well?" I nodded and sat next to him. "Yeah, my back hurts though." He looked concerned, "don't worry. The pain will subside." His look went away and he looked back at his phone. Tommy and Purpled walked up the stairs and noticed us. "Oh hey guys," Tommy said. I waved as well as Ranboo. "Whatcha doing," Purpled said. "Oh we were just talking." I smiled and Tommy did as well. "Well, we will leave you two alone. Me and Purpled are going to go look at more wedding stuff." We waved again and they walked past us. "Are your parents home yet?" Ranboo nodded, "yeah, they are downstairs cooking some food." I sighed, I was feeling hungry. I placed my head on Ranboo's shoulder and said, "I'm excited for tomorrow." We both smiled and looked at each other. "Hey. I just realized. We just had sex and we aren't even together," Ranboo said. I was worried that he would mention that. But at the same time I wasn't so concerned. "Yeah, I haven't really thought about it. I feel like I don't want to be in a relationship just yet." He smiled and hugged me. "You do you. I can wait." I smiled. The truth was, I wanted to be with Ranboo. But since I was just going to die anyway, there was no point in making him suffer. I was also scared about being with someone. Even though Tommy was a good boyfriend at one point, I was more concerned about the last relationship I was in. It was a girl. She was super nice and loving at first, but after a few months of being together she turned into the devil. She always asked me if we could make out or do something else. But I would always refuse. One day she just snapped and forced me to kiss her. I hated that she did that. She would make me take showers with her, have me walk around with my shirt off, and have me sleep with her. I broke up with her after she made me take off my clothes. She was pissed about it. She started to follow me around and stuff and even showed up to my house every couple of days. Lucky for me, she and her family moved away a couple months ago. I felt at peace. I stopped thinking about it and started to talk to Ranboo. After a few minutes, we were called down for dinner. We sat up from the stairs and walked down. Once we got to the table, we saw some breakfast food. "Surprise, breakfast for dinner," Mr.Nick said, placing some forks down. Tommy and Purpled walked downstairs and sat as well. We dug into the food and had some conversation. Then a question popped up. "Oh, Ranboo, Why did you call us and ask to allow you guys to leave school?" I stopped breathing for a second. I looked at Ranboo. "Oh Tubbo and I weren't feeling so well. And since we had no classes, we thought we would call." Ranboo's dads shrugged and started talking to each other. Tommy looked towards us and knew we were lying, but based on the looks of it he would ask later. I finished up and left the table. As I set my plate in the sink, Mr.Nick walked in. "Hey Tubbo, I want to talk to you." I nodded and we went and sat on the couch. "Why did Ranboo really call us?" I shook. Oh and Tubbo, if you ever need anything me and Karl are here for you. I took a deep breath and spoke, "I was sexually harassed by my school bully. But Ranboo saved me." Mr.Nick looked at me and took my hand. "Are you okay?" I smiled and nodded. "I'm fine. Ranboo got there in time before anything worse could happen." Mr.Nick sighed and let go of my hand. "As long as you are fine." He noticed the purple spots on my neck and told me, "let's go and cover those up." I smiled and followed him to the bathroom, where he put some foundation on my hickeys. He said there was some left from Halloween. I thanked him and said good night. I walked into the room and sat down on the bed. I knew some of the spots were from Ranboo. Almost as on cue, Ranboo knocked on the door. I told him to come in, upon entering he closed the door. "Hey, I'm going to bed. Do you still want to go somewhere tomorrow?" He asked me. I nodded and he walked towards me. He sat on the bed next to me and dragged me into his lap, with us face to face. "I just wanted to ask again. Are you okay?" I smiled and nodded. "I'm fine." He smiled as well and pulled me into a hug. He placed his head on my shoulder and sighed. "Do you maybe want to do it again?" I chuckled and smiled, "that doesn't sound like a bad idea." He smiled and hugged me again. He put me back on the bed and told me that he was going to go and say goodnight to everyone. I smiled and went and said goodnight to Tommy and Purpled. When I got there, they were already passed out. I smiled and went back to the room. Ranboo was sitting on my bed. I entered and closed the door, locking it. We both smiled. I love his smile. I sat down next to him and he looked at me. "Ready?" I nodded and we kissed. I knew that this was going to be a long night.

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