Part 26 || he never cries

                                    

                                          
A/N's POV 
                          
Y/n banged herself against the door unintentionally. She wiped her nose with her sleeve while trying to get the door to open. She kicked it with her foot frustrated it wasn't opening. Jake who was inside, was startled and opened the door. Y/n fell in while Jake caught her. He was alarmed at her state. A few minutes ago she left all happy and bubbly now she comes home crying like she was drowning in her tears while her hair was messed up and sticking all over her face because of her tears. 
                          
Jake: "what happened to you?" He held his twin by the sides of her arms near her shoulder and held her firmly. She whimpered as if she hurt herself. She sniffled again letting tears rolls down her warm red face. Jake saw how her hair was all messy unlike how it usually is. She pushed herself off of Jake's embrace and ran upstairs tripping once but picked herself up right away. A few seconds later Sunghoon bursted through the doors. Jake turned to him furious "WHAT HAPPENED TO MY SISTER" he shouted at her and grabbed his shirt in his fist banging him against the wall. Sunghoon hit his head on the wall pretty hard. 
                          
Sunghoon: "Jake please! I'll explain later just let me-" he cut him off punching him on his right cheek 
                          
Jake: "you don't get to talk to her about anything you mother fucker! Now tell me what happened!" Jake wanted to squeeze the life out of Sunghoon at this moment 
                          
Sunghoon: "I- I wanted to marry your sister for money... it was a deal from my parents whoever married into your family gets most of the inheritance..." he loosened his grip on his shirt. Did Yeji do the same to him? He wondered to himself. He felt a heavy weight on his chest. Not something he felt since he proposed to Yeji. "I know what y-you're thinking Ja-Jake... my sister didn't stay with you for the money, she didn't care about the deal she really does love you but-" his words were cut from time to time due to Jake still cornering him "but I courted y/n for the money..." he finished saying making Jake send him another punch 
                          
Jake: "I trusted you Park! We talked!" He banged him on the wall "You promised!" Another bang "You swore never to hurt my sister!" He shoved him harder and higher "you fucking betrayed her! Betrayed me! She just wasted her time on you! You just wasted-" he stopped when he saw a tear trickle down Sunghoon's face while listening to all the hurtful words he threw at him. Sunghoon never cries. He waited for the next thing he was about to say until another tear from his left eye rolled down his cheek. 
                          
Sunghoon: "go, tell me everything you want to say. Say all the things you want, no matter how hurtful. I deserve them. Say it let it out... just," he paused and sighed while still keeping eye contact "just let me talk to her..." he calmly said while trying to hold back a shakey sniffle. His lips quivered trying his best not to cry. Jake gripped on his shirt harder but let go in exhaustion 
                          
Jake: "go talk to her" Sunghoon hesitated "are you gonna go or do you want me to punch you?" Sunghoon's wiped the tears off of his face and gave out a quick chuckle. 
                          
Sunghoon: "I'll make this right..." he walked up the stairs just stopping 3 steps up "I promise" Jake turned to him and watched him run up until he was out of sight. I hope you keep it this time. 
                          
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He slammed his fists on her door banging over and over again while yelling to let him in. She flinched the first time he banged the wooden door. She hugged her knees while leaning back on her bed while watching the door shake in front of her everytime his fists banged against it. 
                          
Sunghoon: "Y/N LET ME IN!" She stayed quiet not wanting to talk to him. He banged multiple times until he stopped and realized. She hates loud sounds. He bent down and brought his face near the door slit "please open y/n..." he said gently and calmly while trying his best to hold back his tears. He didn't want her to know he was crying but she knew him better than anyone. His voice was different and she knew he was crying. He felt a tightening feeling in his chest when he received nothing in reply "I'm not leaving until you open this door n/n. I'm not going anywhere..." she heard him get comfortable while a small thud was heard on the side of her walls beside the door indicating his head and body was leaning on it. 
                          
Is he actually gonna just wait there until I open it? She ignored him and laid on her bed under her warm blanket. She tossed and turned. She wasn't planning to sleep, she just wanted to rest. She let her weight sink into her mattress but she still felt restless. She couldn't stop thinking. Is he still there? She quietly got up and bent down near the door. She dragged her long slim fingers along the vertical slit of the door wondering if he was there. She neared her face to the slits of the door and peeked to see if he was out there. She breathed deeply not sure what was worrying her. He was clearly in the wrong why would she be nervous? Maybe it's because she was scared of losing him. She couldn't clearly see if he was there so she brought her nose and sniffed. He always wore strong cologne, which he honestly didn't need because he had a naturally strong smell. He's still there. She confirmed to herself. 
                          
Sunghoon's POV 
                          
I let my arms dangle on the tops of my knees and threw my head back while I just let tears roll down my face. I never knew I would be this in love with y/n. I shook my head and looked down closing my eyes tightly while biting my bottom lip. Yeji's right, I'm a fucking idi- I stopped when the door opened 
                          
Y/N: "get in"

                          
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HUHUHUHUHUHU SORRY FOR UPDATING SO LATE!! It's my finals and I have so much school work to do. I also updated my au in twitter plus a personal project. I'm not making excuses I just want to say I'm sorry! Please bare with me! Also this story will be ending by the next few chapters!