Chapter 31

                                    

                                          
Jennie's Pov
I came home with my whole body shaking with anger . I want to hurt her I want to say bad things to her I want to let her know how much pain she made me feel.
But I restrained myself because I knew she was still the other Mother of my daughter.
I wanted to cry to vent all my anger  but I held back because I didn't want my daughter to notice that there was tension going on.
I entered her room and I saw her playing with her doll, she looked at me when she felt my presence.
"mommy you're here"
She asked enthusiastically, I approached her and kissed her on her both cheeks.
"how did you meet Lisa"
I asked her.
"oh my friend? I saw her at the party yesterday. I asked her to play with me yesterday, but she said she was tired and she promised me that when we meet again she will play with me. Sorry mommy if I make you worry  , I just really wanted to play with her so I followed her.. "
"okay, I'll accept your apology, but don't do it again , don't worry mommy is not mad, but you need to sleep now good night baby, i love you "
"M-kay Good night mommy, i love you too"
she kiss me on the lips.
I went to my room I cleaned myself before wearing pajamas.
I'm lying down, I'm not aware that my tears are flowing. I have no intention of ruin the family she has , but I just want my daughter to feel that Lisa loves her too, she has the same right because she is also Lisa's child.
I've wanted to tell Leah for a long time that she has two mothers ,but I didn't do it because I'm afraid that Lisa might not accept her. I don't want her to be hurt  so it's better that she don't know anything about Lisa until i'm already sure that Lisa will accept her as her daughter.
And i will never forgive her if she ignore Leah , she hurt me and she betrayed me. I can still handle it  but if she abandon my daughter I will take revenge when that happens.
I love Leah she is the blossom of my love for Lisa. I will do everything I can to protect her.
I noticed earlier that she was still wearing the  promised ring  that i give her.
Why is she still wearing that ring , i asked myself.
Don't be stupid Jennie, i thought what you have seen is enough, she left you. she's  with that Somi,she probably only made you her girlfriend so she could get into your pants, after she got tired of your body she left you. Wake up to the truth that she chose Somi  and not you. "
My mind response .
It's hard to believe that Lisa just used me because in a year of our relationship I felt that she really loved me.
But to the point that she left me without saying goodbye and she is with  Somi, I felt like she was just pretending everything that she showed me so she could get into my pants.
I hate myself that my heart is in pain, but  No matter what i do to move on from her,  I still love her. But my mind tells me that i should give up .
I wipe away my tears and try to erase the negative thoughts and  force myself to sleep .
Lisa's Pov
I woke up early ,or let's just say i didn't sleep because of what happened last night.
I didn't expect Jennie and I's love to blossom and it was Leah, but I wasted my time. Every time I think about my  daughter, I can't stop my tears from falling , due to an impulsive decision I was not able to be with my daughter for several years.

It was eight o'clock in the morning when I finished preparing myself cause I beed to see my daughter .
I went to the stuffed toy store to buy Leah a present, I saw the unicorn soft toy and  I bought because I noticed when we first met her, she's is wearing Unicorn dress and bag.
I also went to the flower shop and bought two bouquets of flowers for them.
I drive to the address and i can't help but be nervous because i don't know what will i do and i don't no how to deal with Jennie, but that doesn't mean I'm going to give up, especially now that I know we have a daughter.
I knew Jennie was also  rich but i didn't expect their house to be this big. A few moments later the security guard open the gate after i tell him my name.
I parked right in front of the house and immediately came out with the flowers and unicorn for Leah.
The maid opened the door and she guided me to the living room. I spotted Jennie, sitting busy on her phone.
"Maam, your guest is already here."
the maid announce my presence then  she left Jennie and me.
I was shaking with extreme nervousness when Jennie looked at me. God, she's beautiful, but I feel like I'm frozen in her cold aura.
"calm down Lisa,  believe me even if I want to kill you right now, I can't do that because somehow I will feel sorry for my daughter when I will leave her to go to jail."
She said coldly.
I look down saying nothing , I handed the flower to her and she immediately took it but she put it on the couch.
"You don't have to do this but thank you."
She said, she approached me.
"Sorry, Jennie."
i bluntly said, wanted to cry but I restrained myself.
"Don't be sorry because there's nothing we can do about it, we can't bring back what happened, let's not waste any time , what's  your planned for Leah?"
I'm trying my best to be strong in front of her.
"I want you back Jennie, please give me a chance."
boldly I told her.
"Whatever we had before is over Lisa and I will remind you that you are the one who ended it. I will allow you to be with Leah because that is your right ."
her reply.
"I won't give up Jennie ,."
I said, she turned to me I saw the anger in her eyes.
"Really Lisa, you think I'll still believe you, if you promised me before that no matter what happens you won't leave me  but You did opposite . All I want to ask from you now is, please dont make a  promise to my daughter if you can't keep it because when you hurt my daughter I will never forgive you remember that. "
I'm hurt by what Jennie says but I deserve everything she said. I deserve to be hurt,  but I still won't give up.
"fix yourself because even though it's hard for me i'll try to be civil with you in front of Leah I don't want her to think that her parents have a problem."
She said coldly.
I calmed myself.
I'm the reason why Jennie is like this so I have no right to complain.