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Kacchan's POV
I don't think the reality has fully set in for me. Deku broke it off with Uraraka, for me? He kissed me several times last night. He loves me? My body wouldn't settle down, I was consistently shaking, it looked like I was cold I was shivering so hard. 
I couldn't remember everything that happened last night after falling asleep. I do remember falling asleep and waking up on Deku's chest. His arms were so firmly wrapped around me that I thought he may have been awake. He wasn't though. I felt giddy at the fact that he held me so tightly even in his sleep.
I press my ear to the wall that leads to the bathroom. I'm not sure why I was doing so, maybe I just wanted to hear him shower. Make sure he was still here. That I hadn't imagined the whole thing. 
I hear sounds that I couldn't really place, like he was squishing soap with his hands. I stood there in confusion until I heard a small and barely audible moan on the other side of the wall. It felt like my heart had died and just fell to my stomach. Deku was... playing with himself. I felt a strange heat in my stomach and in between my legs, the only prior knowledge of this feeling being when he chose a scent for me when we were still at UA. 
The way he touch me then had excited me, I had wanted him to touch me more then. It suddenly dawned on me. He wanted to touch me more too, right? He said he's loved me for a long time. That means that even then... I began thinking about everything in our past and how easily it was explained knowing he loved me.
I hear another moan it was a little louder this time. Drawing my attention back to the present. I listened intently as the sounds of him touching himself and the breathless moans he let out every so often hit my ears. I found myself hoping he was thinking of me in there. 
His motions started going faster and his moans sounded muffled, but I could still hear them come consistently. He was coming. I listened waiting for another sound, drunk on his actions without even having seen them and the way his moans sound were better than any song I've ever heard.
I heard a bottle cap opening and felt slightly upset that it was over. I turn and begin walking to the living room now feeling slightly ashamed of myself for listening in on Deku. I couldn't help myself. I've never once had dirty thoughts about another person besides Deku. When I heard that beautiful moan leave his lips I was put under a spell. At least that's how it felt.
As I was walking, I felt something begin to drip between my legs. My mind instantly went to my period. I facepalmed, I had a few since I've been a girl and I hate them. However I found it odd because I had gotten off a week or so ago. I was sure there was like a time limit. I reach into my pants and use my finger to wipe some of the liquid. I pull my hand back out and it's clear liquid. What the hell? My pants were wet now too. I would need to change.
I went back to my room and removed my pants and underwear. I was seriously wet, but from what? Still standing there naked, I pull my phone out and search it up. 
Search bar: "Why do woman get wet?"
Several articles popped up, all of them saying the same thing. It is basically the female equivalent of a boner.
It means that I am turned on right now... from listening to Deku. Suddenly remembering how he sounded made my body shiver and heat up even more. Before I knew it my hand had traveled down to my sweet spot. I fell back on my bed with my legs open as I began to slowly swirl my finger in a circle over and over again. My body was already shaking from the sensation, I must be sensitive. Images of my nerd entering my head as I play with myself in such an indecent way. I wonder how he would do this, how it would feel for him to do this instead.
He would probably put his fingers in. I lay on my back and use my other hand to slowly put one finger inside. The sensation was even more intense that the one I had been feeling prior causing me to moan a little. It's ok Deku is still in the shower. 
I started fingering myself slowly, only one finger inside was enough to cause slight discomfort, but it was pleasurable too. 
I bite my lip to keep my voice down because I am hit with the urge to scream as it starts to feel better and better. I slide another finger inside. I was really wet so it went in easily but it was still slightly uncomfortable as I felt myself stretch a little. I ignored it and kept going.
I hit a spot inside and I felt like a wave washed over me as I slide my finger across the spot over and over while also rubbing my cl*t just as fast. I couldn't help but let out moan after moan it felt amazing. Just as I felt myself reaching a better feeling I hear my door swing open. I immediately stop, and sit straight up. My legs were opened right in front of the door, wetness seeping out of me onto the bed, as I saw Deku's wide eyes staring down at me.
Deku's POV
My mind took in the image in front of me. Kacchan was frozen still after having been caught. I blacked out for a second and when I came too I was already on my knees in front of him, just staring at every inch of his perfect body. My hands took on a mind of their own as I placed both hands on the back side of his knees and gently push, bringing his bottom up and closer to me. I was in a trance and Kacchan's face was beet red, he looked so beautiful. 
"Kacchan, can I touch you?" I wanted so badly to touch him, to make him moan the way he had made himself do, only seconds before. He didn't seem to think long before answering. "Yes." My body started shaking in anticipation after hearing that I have consent. How long I've waited to do this.
I use my hand first, slowly running my hand down his inner thigh before reaching his cl*t. Just a simple touch from me was enough to cause a muffled moan to escape the naughty blonds lips as his hand covers his mouth. I used my other hand to grab both of his hands, I lean so I am now over him with his arms pinned against the bed. "I wanna hear your sounds Kacchan." His eyes widened as I started twirling my thumb around. He was obviously trying not to moan. I accepted his challenge. I stuck one finger inside him. Causing him to instantly tense up. His insides were wrapped around my finger so tightly as I thrust it in and out of him. Just one finger was enough to break him from silence. 
"D-deku" his moans were still too quiet for my satisfaction. I brought my tongue to his cl*t, the instant it was there Kacchan bucked his hips. I had to stiffle a chuckle, who knew Kacchan was this submissive. I found it endearing. I began licking him as I continued thrusting inside with only 1 finger. One seemed to be enough because Kacchan had started moaning uncontrollably and bucking his hips. Even his legs were tightening around my shoulders as he gripped my hair in his hands. "D-deku wait I'm gonna AGH" His legs started shaking, I still didn't stop. I kept going "Deku... ugh deku" Listening to him call out my name was enough to send me over the edge. I held my ground and only pleased him though, I can wait. He had started to pull away from me as I continued to to please him. "Aghgh Deku no more.. too much... too good" his words came out shaken and in between little moans that were driving me crazy. I stuck another finger in and started thrusting it in faster. "AGH!" His whole body began shaking harder as a large amount of liquid began squirting from his body onto me. I kept thrusting as he came over and over again on my hand. "F*ck Kacchan, you're squirting on me." I looked up at the most beautiful face I've ever seen as he continued to cum from my fingers. His eyes were squeezed shut and his hands gripped the head board of the bed and the bedsheets. 
This was never how I imagined it would be, it was so much better. I've never been so turned on before, Kacchan was truly beautiful in every sense of the word. I had finally stopped thrusting in him because I just couldn't focus on anything other than his face at this point. I was completely and utterly in love with him. It took him a minute to sit up, his face ears and chest were red as if he was embarrassed. 
I smirked. "Did that feel good Kacchan?" The red became even more red as he raised a hand to hide his face, one I quickly grabbed and began kissing. I could hear Kacchan's breath quiver but he stayed silent. Maybe he just didn't know what to say. Before I knew it he had climbed on top of my lap, grabbing my erection in his hand. He refused to look at my face but he finally spoke. "What about you?" 
The act caught me off guard, forcing me to stutter. "I -i -i" I wasn't sure of what to say. I wanted Kacchan to do whatever he wanted to me, but I didn't want him to feel forced to just because of what just happened. He was precious to me, so regardless I was ok with whatever he wanted to do next. 
"Can I..." He bit his lip as if he was thinking about finishing the question. "Can I put in?" He asks as he slowly unzips my pants. I am still unable to look away from him while he still refuses to look at me. I grab his jaw gently and force him to look at me. "You can do whatever you want, Kacchan." I say before gently pressing my lips against his. Our kisses were soft yet deep, sending electricity through my entire body. 
He broke our kiss to start pulling off my pants, he got them off pretty quickly leaving me in only boxers. Kacchan slowly pulled my boxers down. His gaze unable to remove itself from my erection as it raised up and out of my boxers, leaving a trail of precum behind. I had never been this hard before, I felt like it would burst. He used his tongue to lick up from the base all the way to the tip, licking the precum off me. He finally looked at me. His eyes met mine, he opened his mouth and stuck his tongue out.
Saliva slowly dripped from his pretty tongue as he slowly wrapped his mouth around me. I involuntarily grabbed the sides of his head. "Kacchan, This-" He began to move his head up and down, sucking like he would a popsicle. He only got half way down each time and it still felt amazing. I threw my head back and bit my lip to stop myself from moaning. Kacchan stopped. 
I look up at him to see a big smirk across his beautiful porcelain like face.
He slowly climbed onto my lap. He wasn't acting shy like before, he wouldn't take his eyes off me as he slowly sat down. Placing me in between his legs. I could feel his wetness drip down onto me causing me to shiver. Kacchan moved his hips back forth, grinding on me and my bare lap. 
He grabbed my d*ck in his hand, bringing his body up with it, placing it at his entrance. My head felt like it would implode any second. I grabbed his hips tightly, not able to take my eyes off Kacchan's every little movement. Just as he began to sit down on me, there was a loud banging at the door.
Kacchan threw his head back with an obvious sigh of aggravation. He let go of me and laid on my chest, his head perfectly fitting into my neck. I could feel his breath against my neck as he spoke. "That's sh*tty hair" He said casually.
However the instant I knew who was there, jealousy slapped me in the face. Why was Kiri even here? Without thinking I wrap my arms around Kacchan, firmly. "Deku wait, I have to let him in." I looked at him to see a big red blush plastered on his face. Was that blush for Kiri or Me? I let go of him, I won't do anything to ruin this. He gets up and puts his bottoms back on and fixes his hair. "Hurry up, get your clothes back on."
He practically skipped out the room. He suddenly seemed more happy now that Kiri was here. He had seemed irritated about it at first but quickly got over that. Jealousy caused thoughts I wouldn't normally think, bringing me to a possessive conclusion.
Kacchan's POV
I open the door to see Kiri behind it smiling like an idiot. "Dude is he here?" I smile back a little and nod in response. "I'm so happy for you, Bakubro." It made me so happy that Kiri was happy for me. I know it's weird but he is my best friend after all.
He was the first to know of my feelings for Deku, he's been there the whole time and now that I'm finally with Deku, I just had to tell him first. He walked inside and I closed the door behind him. "Oh hey Midoryia." 
I turned around and there he stood he was clothed but he hadn't changed his shirt and was still covered in my cum. The majority of the liquid only covered one arm and half that side of the shirt. It was wasn't hard to figure out what had happened. Kiri turned around and smirked at me. I felt heat rush to my cheeks in embarrassment. 
Just then I felt a strange vibe in the room and when I looked to Deku his face was set in a scowl. He looked mad, and he was looking right at Kiri. 
I slowly walk to him and the second I'm within arms reach Deku yanks me into his arms. He stands there wrapped around me with his head on my shoulder still staring at Kiri. What is he doing? He looks like a wild animal claiming his food or something. "So you two are finally together I see." Kiri put on a big grin, one so big his eyes were forced shut. Deku's scowl began to twist into confusion. His grip around me loosened a little though. "Deku what's wrong? Are you ok?" I finally asked 
His gaze snapped to mine and instantly softened. "Nothing's wrong." He smiled, but I could tell it wasn't a real smile. He leaned down placing his lips on my shoulder and gently kissing. His arms tightened around me as he planted his forehead in my neck. 
I look over to see Kiri staring with his big grin and instantly shove Deku away. I had honestly forgotten he was there for a second. I can't believe Deku is being this sexual in front of people. "Q-quit it D-deku." Did I really just stutter? It felt like my whole body was on fire I was so embarrassed. 
Deku didn't seem to happy about me pushing him away, his gaze fell to the floor. Before I could address it Kiri began speaking again. "Well before anything else happens and I get someone in trouble. I want to formally invite the both of you to Jirou, Kami and I's wedding." He rolled on his feet and bounced a tad when he said it. I instantly jumped and clapped without realizing it. "You guys are getting married!" I ran over and hugged him. "That's amazing." Suddenly I stopped, curious about something. "Wait, how is that going to work?" Kiri smirked "Well it's actually Just Kami and Jirous wedding license. Gay marriage isn't legal here and neither are Poly marriages. However I'm Denki's hero partner so I get certain benefits from that. It's the best we can do with our relationship. There will only be close friends and family at the wedding so we can make it for all of us." I could tell he was upset that their relationship wasn't valid to the rest of the world, but the smile that stayed on his face as he spoke let me know he was ok with that. 
"Wait so you're in a relationship with Denki and Jirou?" I turn to see a very confused Deku scratching the side of his head with his eyes squinted in disbelief. 
I knew not many people knew about them but I figured everyone in our class did. How did he not? A look of relief washed over his pretty face. Then his eyes widened again. "Wait for how long?" 
"Actually Denki and Jirou started dating first in our 2nd year. One day they approached me and asked for some rather... odd sexual favors from me. At first it was just that but in time I fell in love with both of them and well they fell in love with me too so they asked me out?" Kiri said in an almost confused tone of voice.
There was a silence that seemed to make everyone uncomfortable. "Sooooooo are you two going to come?" Kiri knew I would, I felt he was more so asking if Deku would come. "Look Kiri, that day at the water park." Deku began speaking in a calm voice. My heart dropped at the mention of that day. The images of them kissing not as clear as they were that day but still there in the back of my mind. "I think I finally understand what happened that day. For a while I was really mad at you. However in the last few seconds, upon hearing the truth, it only took me a second to understand that you were only doing what best friends do." I was completely lost at this point what in the world is he talking about? "Anyways, regardless of that, I want to thank you." I looked over to Kiri who looked just as confused as I was at this point. "If you hadn't knocked me around like you did I don't know if I would've stopped, I wouldn't have realized it wasn't what I wanted anyways." I was starting to get irritated. "Ok somebody explain what the hell you guys are talking about!" I shout as I exchange threatening stares with both of them.
Deku gives me a sad look. "I'm sorry you had to see that, Kacchan. The first time, in the common room and the day at the water park." I looked down. "It's fine." Was all I could manage. "It isn't though, the first time I didn't want her to kiss me. I was actually a little upset with her about it. I had saved my first kiss for a long time and she stole it from me. In that moment I was weak, I kept thinking how you'd never be mine, that I should just move on with someone who cares for me the way I do for you. I kissed her back and lost the right to be upset about it. The second time it was more or less the same, only that time I closed my eyes and imagined it was you there instead of her. Which in turn only messed things up worse. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." 
I didn't understand why he was apologizing to me? It's not like he did something wrong with what he knew at the time. "Deku I got over that a while ago." "Yea but if I had just not done it there would have been nothing for you to get over." He looked sad like someone kicked his puppy. I reach out and grab to his cheeks in my hands. "Stop being down on yourself Deku, you didn't know how I felt, so at this point it's like you're apologizing because of the way you feel, that's not something you should ever be apologizing for."
I saw a smile crept onto his face as liquid began to form in his eyes. His arms wrapped around me as he  hugged me tightly. "Ok Kacchan, as long as you know it's you who has my heart." I felt the heat rush to my face and I buried my face in Deku's shoulder as to avoid being seen. "Hahahahahaha o my God Bakubro you're blushing" Kiri wailed in laughter. I felt Deku's chuckle against my ear and chest. 
"Anyways I brought the car like you asked, I cleared everything out of the trunk and backseat so I'm ready when you guys are." Kiri said after about 5 minutes of silence. 
"Wait where are you going?" Deku's face immediately drooped down in a frown. "We have to go get your stuff right?" I said in a low voice while looking down at the ground. I wanted him to go get his stuff but there was no way I was ok with him just waltzing back into that apartment he shared with her, without me there as well. She may think he has come back to her, we can't have that. "Oh" He seemed to suddenly get very nervous which made me feel uncomfortable. "Unless there's a problem..." Deku's head shot up at me quickly "No no, it's not what you think it's just-" He stopped talking and looked away a scowl now plastered on his face. "I don't want her saying anything to you. I don't want drama because of me, I especially don't want you to have to deal with her. After all none of this is your fault. I was never able to love her like she loves me. She's not the same person in a relationship as she is when she's a friend. She changes completely and it honestly made me resent her. You don't have anything to worry about with her Kacchan, I love you, I always have and I always will. So, if you INSIST on coming with me, of course I'm ok with it, just don't let her get under your skin." He spoke like he was mumbling which was confusing but also normal for him I guess. "I'll be ok let's go." The sooner we get his stuff, the better.
Uraraka's POV
Deku left. He really, really left. My chest felt like it was on fire and I felt like I may puke at any second.  The tears hadn't quit falling either. I knew this day would come, the day when he would leave. I've been dreading it. I halfway convinced myself that maybe it wouldn't happen that maybe Deku had started to feel something for me. But it was all in my head. Deku's heart has always belonged to him.
Still it's not like anticipating this would've changed anything. I decided to pick up my phone and call my only friend at this point. 
Tsu: Hello
Me: ... he left
Tsu: when?
Me: yesterday...
I explained everything that happened with Deku and Kacchan. Then explained that Deku left for him as well. Tsu knew as well as I did that Deku was in love with Kacchan. She's known the whole time so she wasn't very shocked to hear this information. 
She said she would pick up some food and movies and said that she'd come over. I was looking forward to it, I needed a pick me up.
Only ten minutes had passed since I hung up when I heard a knock at my door "Dang that was really fast." I run to the door and open it. My heart sank into my stomach as soon as I saw that it wasn't Tsu on the other side of the door. 
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~Sorry this update took longer than usual, I read this Manhwa that broke my heart and I didn't have the motivation to write fluff 
I hope you'll understand. ❤