You were so exhausted.
                          
Everything is making you tired.
                          
Maybe you deserved it, just maybe you did.
                          
"Are you asleep?" A familiar voice came towards your ear.
                          
"Hm?"
                          
"Wake up, please." You started to recognize the voice as the one and only, Captain Levi.
                          
"Huh? Wait why aren't you asleep-"
                          
"Shh, let's go before the others see us. The plan, remember?"
                          
Yes, the plan. The one thing to save the rest. 
                          
There was no time to rest, only time to think, and get the others safe.
                          
"Okay." You sat up, adjusting for a minute, then, getting up, he grabbed your hand and snuck you out of the cabin.
                          
"Wait- we need out gear." You let go of his hand and was about to go back out until-
                          
"Hi, y/n." Erwin said, chuckling.
                          
"Wait, I'm not y/n. I'm areumsa-"
                          
"Oh cut the crappy talk- I'm not here for the shitty acting. Anyways, I knew. Found out yesterday night. Oh how the tables have turned. You think the stuff I told you was me actually crying over your death?Believe me, I did at some point. But I can act, too. And hey, before you go out to whatever the hell it is your doing, your gonna need these."
                          
He pulled out both of you and Levi's gear, handing it to you.
                          
He went towards Levi, and clicked his tongue towards the roof of his mouth.
                          
"As a captain, I expect better from you, I'm not gonna scold you this time, because I understand. The other cadets wouldn't get why you did this. But I will say that I am disappointed." He said.
                          
"And y/n, you've got some explaining to do. Be back in a few days. I will tell the others that you've gone out on some expedition or some shit like that. I mean it now. Oh and don't forget-" He pulled out two bottles of water and two pocky stick boxes and gave it you both.
                          
"Stay hydrated. I trust you both . Oh and don't come back here pregnant, I mean it."
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It been 20 minutes since you and Levi set off to the town.
                          
You were still shocked by what happened.
                          
How did he know?
                          
You looked at your horse as you sat there, just riding in silence.
                          
"Ahem, so" Levi started the conversation.
                          
"Hm?"
                          
"How do you feel?"
                          
"About what?"
                          
"You know, about this, whole situation."
                          
You really didn't feel like answering this question. The truth is, you don't know how you feel yourself. Your life has been chaotic ever since you were born, you were surrounded by the struggles of life, even if you didn't know it. It just feels all thrown at you, like being hit by a brick after a fresh lick of ice cream.
                          
Don't get me wrong, your starting to find positivity in certain situations, but, this one just feels hard to handle.
                          
Maybe your being too sentimental, maybe just a little too much?
                          
"I really don't know."
                          
You answered.
                          
"Well...." He said. "Your really beautiful."
                          
"Stop it Levi!" You laughed
                          
"What? I've been wanting to say it all day." He said, giving a deep chuckle.
                          
There was a silence in the air.
                          
" You like me don't you?"
                          
"Enough Levi!" You smiled.
                          
"Okay okay, my bad."
                          
Another silence passed by.
                          
"I swear if you say anything else-"
                          
"Hey! I didn't even say anything this time, see that just proves how much you like it."
                          
"Oh my fucking god!"
                          
You both chuckled, then all of a sudden, you made eye contact with each other. You looked into his calm gray eyes, and for a second there you were caught in them, until you looked away.
                          
"Tch, why'd you stop Cadet?"
                          
"Because..."
                          
"Hm?"
                          
"Nevermind."
                          
"Getting shy, eh?"
                          
"No...."
                          
"I think yes."
                          
"I- Shut it, now!" You said smiling.
                          
"Giving demands now? That's my job."
                          
"Enough Captain!" You look at him, trying to hide your flusteredness.
                          
"Okay okay, I'm done."
                          
Another silence filled the air.
                          
"But seriously... how did you meet Kami-"
                          
"Let's not mention them, Cadet."
                          
"But I want to know."
                          
"You sure?"
                          
"Yes" you said. He sighed.
                          
"We met on a sunny day. I was sitting in my office, and they just burst in with a paper that looked to be a contract, took off their jacket and sat on the couch. I looked at it like what the hell? I was very, confused, let me tell you. Blah blah blah turns out it was a marriage contract. I looked back at them, and sighed. They started off by saying their names Kami blah blah blah. And that was it."
                          
"Sounds boring."
                          
"It was."
                          
You giggled, and he looked at you.
                          
"The only giggles that I can confidentially say are cute."
                          
"Levi, why are you doing this to me?" You nervously hid your face.
                          
"Hm, don't know. Maybe it's because I like you. I hope your not seeing someone?" He joked.
                          
"Kamis really pretty though." You added.
                          
"But you are my pretty baby." He looked at you, grinning.
                          
Ah, this is gonna be a long night.