I slightly open my one eye to check her. She's worriedly looking at me.
                          
"Panay ang pagbuntong hininga mo.."
She said. 


                          
"Hmm. It's my way to calm myself"
Liar, Zeosh.



                          
"Are you sure?"
                          
I finally opened my eyes to meet hers.
                          
I moved my cheek and force a smile.



                          
"I'm just feeling down without any reason"
                          
How can i tell that she has something to do with this weird feeling?




                          
"It's bad... You already have anxiety.."
She whispered...
                          
Tumayo siya at lumapit sa akin.
"Move" she commanded.

                          
I move a bit then she sitted beside me. Sinundan ko lang siya ng tingin at pinanood.
                          
"Why? I thought you're staying away from me"
I asked.


                          
"This is exception. I want to help you not to make the anxiety worst"
She explained.

                          
"Bakit naman?"


                          
"Kasi ayokong may ibang tao pang makaranas ng naranasan ko"
She said then smiled.



                          
Can't you just say you still like me?
                          
"hmm"
I respond then sigh.

                          
Nilagyan niya ng earphones ang tenga ko at nagpatugtog ng instrumental.
                          
"Jexie.."
Pagtawag ko.

                          
"Hmm?"
                          
"Why are you doing this to me?"
Napahawak ako ng mahigpit sa ballpen na hawak ko kanina pa. 


                          
"Oh, don't worry, i won't bother you after this anymore"
Mabilis naman niyang sagot. 




                          
"That's not what i mean... You know, I've been so bad towards you eversince. Why are you still being kind and considerate to me?"



                          
"What else i could do? Revenge? Tch, that will do me no good"
She said. 


                          
"Tska alam ko naman na ginagawa mo lang ang lahat ng iyon para hindi na ako umasa sayo at hindi na ako masaktan. Am i right?"
                          
I glance at her face with a sad smile.



                          
Napayuko nalang ako ng wala sa oras.
"If you are feeling down, rest Zeosh. Rest"


                          
Her voice are full of sincerity and concern. I remember my mom into her. A very concern and lovable personality.


                          
"Can i rest in your shoulder?"
                          
"H-hu-huh?"
                          
"Please?"


                          
She cleared her throat then sitted right.
                          
"S-sige"
                          
I smiled then slowly lean my head to her shoulder. I closed my eyes then breath. 

                          
Okay, this is crazy. What on earth am i doing? Resting in someone's shoulder? For real Zeosh Santos? For real?! 


                          
My heart didn't bother to respond in my brain's question. It keeps on pumping faster inside my chest. 

                          
"Would you let me sing for you?" 

                          
She whispered. 



                          
"Yes please" 




                          
Tumikhim siya ng unti at nagsimula ng kumanta. 



                          
"You with the sad eye..
Don't be discouraged" 



                          
Nagulat ako nung una. Kasi hindi ko akalaing ganito kalambot ang boses niya. 
I didn't really know she has a good voice! 



                          
"Oh i realized.. 
It's hard to take courage. 
In a world full of people 
You can lose sight of it all
The darkness inside you 
Can make you feel so small." 



                          
I wonder kung paano niya nalaman ang favorite kong lullaby. Does she really know me that well? 




                          
"Show me a smile then
Don't be unhappy 
Can't remember when
I Last saw you laughing" 



                          
Her voice melts my hearts and waked all of those sleeping new cells inside me. 


                          
"If  this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Cause I'll always be there"



                          
Naririnig ko din ang malakas na pagpintig ng puso niya na lalong nagpakalma sa isip at puso ko. It seems like every problem in world, vanished. 




                          
"I see your true colors
Shining through 
I see your true colors
And that why... I love you"




                          
Medyo humina pa ang pagkakasabi niya sa last three words pero wala iyong takas sa tenga ng puso ko. 


                          
"So don't be afraid,
To let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful...


                          
Like a rainbow... Oh ohh oh"



                          
Iminulat ko na ang mga mata ko pero hindi ako humiwalay sa balikat niya. I ask myself the same question i was asking in myself everyday.














                          
Am i really fallen for her? 















                          
(A/N: SORRY, SOBRANG NAAPEKTUHAN NG MOOD KO NGAYON YUNG POV NI ZEOSH. HAIST, DITO KO TULOY NABUHOS YUNG NARARAMDAMAN KO. SORRY SORRY)