Gone

                                    

                                          
*Deku's view*
                          
I woke up the a alarm. God how noisy? I sat there dozing off trying to wake up. I then heard someone opening the door. Probably Kacchan! But no, it wasn't him...it was Todo! I think he's here since I...will be having a surgery...
                          
"Hey Todo!" He smiled as he bend over and kissed me on my forehead.
                          
"Hey Midoriya. You feeling nervous?" I noded holding interacting my own hands.
                          
"But it's okay. Kacchan says everything will be alright and that I will get out of this hospital alive!" I smiled as Todo didn't seem really happy...he seemed sad...?
                          
"Todo what's so moody for? Are you not happy that I'll stay alive!?"
                          
"No it's not that...it's just...never mind. Anyways, wish you good luck Midoriya. Cancer is not something easy to get away from you know. I'm praying alright? All of us are. Be strong because you are. I love you." He said as I looked away.
                          
"Todo we talked things out and you do know we're fri-"
                          
"I know. Can we be friends and say 'I love you'? I meant it in a friendly way dummy. Anyways I love you and stay strong because I know you are." I saw Doc come inside as he gave us a happy look.
                          
"Okay boy's. I'm afraid it's time to do the surgery." My hands slowly started to shake as I looked down biting my lip. I was really nervous and scared. 
                          
We all knew one thing and it was that I can die but just no one wanted to say it out loud. I won't do so too. I don't want to make anyone worry. 
                          
"Oh alright..." Doctor Sasaki took off all the wires from my arm and carried me out.
                          
We came into this room as they lay me down on the emergency bed. They put bunch of wires and stuff all over my arms and hands. My heart started to raise and now my whole body was shivering and shaking. It was just so scary...I don't want to die...I want to live with Kacchan and everyone else...I don't want to die!
                          
"Hey son, don't be scared, you won't even feel a thing. You will just go to sleep having cancer and you will wake up with a healthy body." Him saying that didn't give me any more confidence or didn't help at all. But, I just responded with a smile since he was trying his best to cure me.
                          
"WAIT! STOP! Can you please give me a second!?" 
                          
Kacchan.
                          
Suddenly my heart stopped beating fast and I stopped shaking...I felt...alright and safe? His expression looked so terrified and scared. He looked so tired and exhausted. He seemed as if he was breaking down and was running out of breath. He was shaking and panting as sweat dripped down his forehead and connected with the tear that was rolling down his cheek.
                          
"Deku...I love you! So God damn much! You just mean so much to me Deku...my love for you is just so hard to be put in words! My love for you is an eternity! I love you, I love you, I love you." he ran and kissed me. The kiss was not lust nore was it fake or just a normal kiss. It was as if he put feelings into the kiss. Every time out lips curled around each others it was as if we we're both screaming 'I love you'. He slowly moved away with a bright smile which was something that no one ever saw. He just looked so happy...so in love. It was as if I could finally find what true love was. Well for me, it was Kacchan. His bright smile gave me butterflies and happiness into my life. I now truly was in love like I never was. 
                          
"Kacchan I love you too." I said wiping away his tears as he kissed all over my hand. 
                          
"Kacchan I will be fine, trust me." He suddenly looked down with such a sad expression with such emotions that weren't love anymore it was straight up 'sadness'.