- I confessed my feelings to her and she ran away saying it's not going to work.
- I'm sure she has feelings for you as well my dear, just give her some time. - Grandma put her hand on mine.
- Remember Billie's brother? Finneas?
- Oh of course, such a sweet boy.
- He called me yesterday saying that Billie had been crying in her room for hours, and then we met and he told me that Billie has feelings for me but she's confused because of her sexuality.
- That's good honey, wait a little and I'm sure you both will be together.
I looked at her with teary eyes and said:
- Thank you grandma, you is the best person on this whole world. I don't know what I would do without you.
I got up and hugged her from behind and kissed her cheek.
- I love you grandma.
- I love you too honey.
I backed up and walked to the door saying loudly:
- Thank you for a therapy and pancakes, you're the best! Bye!
All classes been boring today and I kept zoning out. Hannah kept on asking what's wrong with me because I've been lost in my thoughts, but I still didn't tell her. I don't know her enough.
Suddenly my phone vibrated and I looked at the notification.
Baby Bil 💖
Hey Can we talk after school? I miss you
When I red those messages I got shivers down my spine and suddenly got so excited.
Hi Bil I miss you too Sure
Cool, I will pick you up after school
Sounds like a plan
I can't wait to see her, it's lunch after this class and then I have one more class. Just the thought of seeing Billie makes me happy. I looked out of the window and got in my thoughts for the rest of the class.
After the bell rang I took my stuff and walked to the locker, after leaving everything in it I went to the cafeteria.
Hannah didn't talk much during lunch and I was happy about it because I wasn't in the mood, all I thought about was talking to Billie in an hour.
The bell has just rang and I quickly got up taking my books and almost ran to the locker. I took my bag and rushed outside.
As I left the building I saw Billie standing near the Lambo and waiting for me.
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{Billie's outfit}
She looked good as hell, as always. I ran to her and without thinking twice I put my hand on her shoulders and hugged her. She didn't hesitate for a second and hugged me back.
- Oh god, I've missed you like crazy. - She whispered in my neck.
I smiled and then we pulled back, whole school already was looking at us and suddenly a girl came up to Billie.
- Oh my god, hi! I'm your biggest fan. Can I please get a picture?
- Thank you, I appreciate it so much and yes, of course you can. - Billie said smiling. She was so sweet towards her fans.
They quickly took a picture and the girl left.
- Let's go. - Billie said and opened the door for me, I got in the car and after closing the door from my side Billie sat on the drivers seat.
Billie drove to the nearest Target's parking lot so we could talk in peace. After parking the car she looked at me and said looking at her rings:
- I'm sorry Rosie, I shouldn't have reacted like that. I'm so confused about my feelings towards you and sexuality.
- It's okay, Bil. I totally understand you.
- You really do? - She whispered and looked at me with teary eyes.
- Of course baby, I'm not pushing you or anything. - I said and put my hand on hers.
- I'm sorry that I can't say it back now Rosie. But, do you really like me?
- Of course, Billie. - I looked into her eyes. - I know it's pretty fast but you're nothing compared to anyone who I've met before. You're amazing. - I said while caressing her hand with my thumb.
A tear dropped to her knee as she said:
- I feel the same way Rosie, you don't care about fame or want attention. You like me for me. But at this very moment I don't want to rush myself, I want you to know that I really really like you a lot. I just don't want to rush into any forced feelings and regret about it later.
- I feel you Bil, don't worry about it. I will wait as much as needed for you. - I put my hand on her cheek and wiped away the tear. She smiled and closed her eyes.
- You're pretty smart for a fifteen year old. - she said out of nowhere and laughed.
- Uhm, excuse you? Almost 16.
She laughed again and bit my palm, I just screamed "Ouch" and pulled back my hand.
- It's our last day but I don't want to waste time on being sad, let's go to your place and chill. - She said loudly and without waiting for my response left the parking lot.
