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4 months later:
                          
So it had been 4 months since andy and Cc have been gone and me and Lilly are losing our fucking shit. Me and Lilly have had so many damn mental breakdowns together. Me and Andy had a really bad argument a couple days ago and I haven't talked to him in 2 days and I swear it feels like someone ripped my heart out of my chest. I still can't stop crying about it and I'm really worried that andy literally hates me now. Lilly is over and she is trying to calm me down. Lilly face timed Cc and said where is my dad he pointed the camera to my dad on the couch who looked fucking depressed. Cc said hey andy wats up your ass andy looked at Cc and said HUH WELL I DON'T FUCKING KNOW I THINK MY GIRLFRIEND HATES ME FOR LIFE NOW. He got up and stormed upstairs to his bunk I started crying even more. Lilly said hey its ok Cc went to his bunk and put his phone on the floor and left. I said I don't fucking hate andy I just really miss him and wish we didn't have that argument and I just wish he would fucking talk to me. My voice kept breaking andy grabbed the phone andy said lacey Lilly pointed the phone to me. Andy said I don't hate you I said neither do I he smiled slightly and said good. Andy said I'm really fucking sorry for what I said when we had the argument I said I forgive you andy. I said I'm really sorry for being an asshole he laughed and said hey I forgive you I looked at him and said I love you and I miss you so much. Andy said I love you too and I miss you so much more and I looked down and smiled and bit my lip. Lilly was going to stay a couple days with us and I didn't mind at all. Lilly said something stupid and I started laughing and said oh my God you stupid bitch and Lilly started laughing as well. Andy said oh my God and started laughing I looked at the ceiling and started smiling and bit my thumb and layed down. I sighed and said God I miss them Lilly said yea me too andy said uea I miss you guys sooooo fucking much. It was Friday we didn't have school today for some dumb fucking reason me and Lilly talked to andy for a little bit I said oh we should stay at your house tonight and tomorrow and come back Sunday she said ok. Me and Lilly went downstairs and talked to my mom about it and she said ok. Andy said they still had a bunch more tours and me and Lilly both sighed. Me and Lilly packed my stuff after we hung up on andy after we got done packing we drove to her house. I put my shit in andys room me and Lilly went downstairs and ate some food that we picked up on the way here me and Lilly watched a couple horror movies and laughed at random shit. The animals were all on the couch with us watching movies. It was around midnight when someone knocked at the door me and Lilly paused the movie and looked at each other I got up and grabbed a knife and walked to the door. Lilly started laughing at me I said what someone could kidnap our asses she said oh my God lacey. She opened the door and screamed I yelled I HAVE A FUCKING KNIFE. Andy walked in and his eyes went wide and so did mine. Andy and Cc walked inside and Lilly quickly locked the door and jumped on Cc I couldn't move and I was gripping the knife while looking at andy. He laughed and took the knife and went put it in the kitchen I started crying and jumped on andy and I wrapped my legs around him and he smiled and said hey babe I missed you I said me too. I pulled back and kissed him he smiled against my lips and said I love you I said I love you more. We quickly all used the restroom and layed on the couch and continued watching horror movies. Andy scared us and I almost started crying he felt so bad Lilly started laughing at me and so did I. We all went upstairs at 2 am andy crawled into bed and I immediately tackled him and started laughing. I got cuddled up against andy and kissed him he said I love you I said I love you too lacey. Crow jumped on the bed and snuggled against me and Andy and we both laughed. I fell asleep against andys neck at 3 am I was smiling when I fell asleep because he was snoring lightly and I really fucking missed it.